so today pretty awesome day. so life. . . pretty awesome right now. things are just going good. im really happy. finally. really really happy. it feels good. im going up to Penn State again to see jake. its going to be fun. it is going to be one of my last adventures before i go to college. im stealing joe for a weekend and we are going to ocean city but other than that things are looking . . . hmm unplanned and unadventurous. but it is still going to be great. im a little nervous about going to college. im really going to miss a few special people, and a little nervous about starting this whole new point in my life. it is like i am leaving so much behind and just starting life over again (while keeping some very important things from my past life) i hope hope hope that i will stay happy through out this first year until everything about living arrangements get sorted out. im making a private entry now. <3 you all.

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Things are going differently lately. maybe it is this whole lack of school and not being around people i hate anymore that is changing my mood. I went up to Penn State with Joe, Aubrey, and Eric (dread) . . . all in all i would say i had a good time. i got to do a lot of talking with aubrey which was good becuase i was really worried about her. but i also got a lot of time in the car to reflect and think about everything. im happy with the decisions i have made in my life thus far. and i wouldnt change anything in my past. i truely believe we take something from every experience we have. . whether it be positive or negative.

i have learned a lot in my life. i have made many mistakes as well. i learned from my mistakes and fixed others. i want to live my life in the way that makes me most happy and i feel like im starting to do that. im really happy about the past i have had and hope the future holds the same feelings i am having. things are good. life is great. . .for once everything seems that it will all be okay in the end.

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Well, I got done with my first final in half the allotted time. It was so easy. Im so ready to get out of here. I know everyone says that about high school but I couldnt mean it more. I dont really have a close group of high school friends. . . all my friends graduated. I have been accepted to college since my junior year of high school. I dont know. Everything about high school seems so cliche. Prom, graduation, senior activites. . and yet i find myself doing them.

And being miserable while i do them

i didnt have fun at prom. i didnt have fun at senior day at the park. i just dont like these people i have to be around. im not this typical girl that thinks prom is the most important night of her life. i didnt even want to go. . . and i had a horrible time when i went.

so yeah. cant wait to get the hell out of hershey. . or at least out of high school. . .

september 27th seems so far away.

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so. .its all over! yay! i have been waiting for this day for forever and a half. im so sick of school and now it is fucking over! yippie!

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who are the 2004 mid-penn champs? oh that's right. . we are!

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so my lacrosse team. . :) we made it to the finals. and i made all-stars. yay.

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