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Today I Feel Me
Name: Ashley
Birthday: 4.17.86 Location: Hershey, Pennsylvania Info: Lacrosse is the big thing i do in my life. I played for the capital team at the keystone state games. I currently play varsity at Hershey High School, and next year I will be goalie at Drexel. I love cars. (dream cars are vw gti vr6, VW Rabbit gti, '93 vw corrado, bmw z3, audi tt, acura nsx, and mitsubishi 3000gt. . . oh and any kind of porshe, ferrari, or lamborghini) i love my sexy boy dustin. i cant wait to finish high school so i get to see him more. and yeah that is about it. i have a boring life Member Since: July 23, 2003 The Real Profile: ::is here:: Now Playing
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days untill . . . unbelievable. days untill drexel days untill OC with Joe I Like You Random Deep Thought
I hope life is not one big joke, because if it is. . .i dont get it. Now Serving Number: please take a number and have a seat. | i love you Monday, 7/28/03 - 1:27 am i love you. im sorry we fought. im sorry im stupid. im sorry i get upset over nothing. you didnt do anything wrong. im sorry im so screwed up. im sorry im not normal. im sorry im not everything you could possibly dream for. im sorry that i get so sad. im sorry i got mad. im sorry i ignored you. im sorry i made you think i didnt love you anymore. im sorry it is my fault. im sorry i hide things. im sorry i lie about it. im sorry i screw up all the time. im sorry when i slip. im sorry i break promises. im sorry i dont try harder. im sorry i cant get better. im sorry that im so scared to get better. im sorry i cry. im sorry im not happier. im sorry i made you cry. im sorry i made you feel like it was your fault. im sorry for getting mad that you worry about me so much. im sorry i dont understand. im sorry i let it bother me. im just so sorry about everything. Comment! (1) | Recommend! The List Monday, 7/28/03 - 12:52 am Comment! (0) | Recommend! long boring day. Sunday, 7/27/03 - 8:54 pm today i had an art class at 1:30. me and my mom got ice cream before that. yummy! my art class was fun. i made these japanese boxes. and bought some art supplies. then i went to my grandparents house and made them dinner and ate birthday cake. more yummy! (haha ashley i ate some cake. . there are you happy?) and now i am missing dustin talking to him on the phone. want to kiss him. yeah... so a long and boring day today. well not that boring. well not that long either. okay. . so i lied. Comment! (2) | Recommend! FUCK! Sunday, 7/27/03 - 11:10 am usually i dont post these online quiz things on my page. i usually just take them for shits and giggles. . but come one. . .how could i not just this once.
Comment! (4) | Recommend! So Much Better Saturday, 7/26/03 - 10:54 pm i had such an amazing day today. i drove down to phili to see dustin. we took and nap and then made some lunch. went to the mall. i got some cute stuff and i bought dustin a watch. the drive home took forever. when we got back we ordered pizza towards the end of the day some things led to another and i just ended up crying for what seemed like hours. i told dustin about how i screwed up again. even though i promised i slipped and i just needed to get it out and tell him. i cried so hard and he just held me. i was so scared to tell him because im so afraid of losing him. i dont want to be a disappointment to him. when i finally stopped crying he told me he loves me and that he knows i tried. he said he doesnt blame me. he knows im sick and that it isnt my fault. that made me feel a bit better. then when we were leaving i told him i am scared to say things like that becuase i dont want him freaking out and leaving me. he told me he doesnt think i am weird and he wont freak out and leave. he kept hugging me and kissing me and it just made me feel better. im so lucky i have him in my life. his hugs and kisses just dry my tears and make everything okay. Comment! (2) | Recommend! For a Limited Time Only Friday, 7/25/03 - 9:35 am There is a picture of the actual ME on my profile. act now. . . its going fast. i went to wal-mart this morning. is there any store more amazing? i mean where else cause you get your glass, get a hair cut, shop for new underwear, a dvd player, change your tires, get groceries, and grab a bite to eat for lunch? just the thought of wal-mart makes me so happy. it is like *ahhh* all the stress of having to do multiple tasks in one day is gone. Bless you Wal-Mart, Bless you. Comment! (1) | Recommend! |
