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Today I Feel Me
Name: Ashley
Birthday: 4.17.86 Location: Hershey, Pennsylvania Info: Lacrosse is the big thing i do in my life. I played for the capital team at the keystone state games. I currently play varsity at Hershey High School, and next year I will be goalie at Drexel. I love cars. (dream cars are vw gti vr6, VW Rabbit gti, '93 vw corrado, bmw z3, audi tt, acura nsx, and mitsubishi 3000gt. . . oh and any kind of porshe, ferrari, or lamborghini) i love my sexy boy dustin. i cant wait to finish high school so i get to see him more. and yeah that is about it. i have a boring life Member Since: July 23, 2003 The Real Profile: ::is here:: Now Playing
Deftones - My Own Summer Countdown
days untill . . . unbelievable. days untill drexel days untill OC with Joe I Like You Random Deep Thought
I hope life is not one big joke, because if it is. . .i dont get it. Now Serving Number: please take a number and have a seat. | Hehe. Day 6. 8.15.03 @ 5:46 pm So much drama. Haha it makes me laugh and they i have cheerleading flash backs. Comment! (0) | Recommend! Happy. Day 6. 8.15.03 @ 1:49 am i just got done cleaning my room. ahhh the joys of being bipolar. you cant stop. when you are going through a manic stage if you think you HAVE to do something you do it. no matter what time. cant tell you how many times ive gotten out of bed at 2 in the morning and worked out. lala it is fun and it kind of makes me feel great. dont like the depression part of bi-polar. if i could take this all the time i would. no need to sleep, eat, or anything. . . i just stay awake and do everything i want. . . except see my baby. but he is talking to me now. and i feel wonderful talking to him. im so happy we are going to the beach together next weekend. woot! yay for me feeling so happy right now. Comment! (9) | Recommend! Revolt Day 5. 8.14.03 @ 11:10 pm I'm just going to say what i have to say cause i really dont give a fuck who reads this. im pissed off. i made a legitament post in the GENERAL FORUM asking why i couldnt reply in the humor forum. whenever i clicked reply, quote, or new topic it would send me back to the index. and they deleted it. then they made some comment about unnecessary posting. how was that unnecessary? i had a question. isnt that what the GENERAL forum is for. questions, randomness and what not? seriously. they go deleting stuff that does belong and then call it carless posting. okay... where else was i supposed to post it? it was a problem dealing with the FORUM i thought i would post it in the FORUM. now i dont know what the FUCK is wrong AND NOW I DONT KNOW HOW TO FUCKING FIX IT. yeah im a little fucking pissed right now. it makes me mad. . . .grr. i want to rant some more. but whatever. they want to think they are mod gods then let them. just delete all my posts... if it makes you feel better about yourself. Comment! (5) | Recommend! 8 months. Day 5. 8.14.03 @ 12:44 am Today me and dustin have been together for 8 months. deviouslint: baby that about sums up how i feel. Comment! (12) | Recommend! Self. Wednesday. 8.13.03 12:32 am self tourture self pity self indulgance self mutilation no self worth why do i do the things that i do? tell me how to feel again. Comment! (5) | Recommend! Morning. Day 3, 8.12.03 @ 10:05 am i have to / want to do so much today. its odd because what i mean by that really entails that i not do something. which is confusing. because if i dont do it it means i have done something. grr. i want to leave but my sister stole the car. what a bitch. maybe i will go for a run. *sigh* i have to finish that book today. grr. i have to call my guidance consulor and change my schedule. kajirjkl! there is so much for me to do today. i really just want to go back to sleep and wake up happy and pretty. Comment! (3) | Recommend! |