whaaaaaaaaaa my babe got introble, she just told me that she wishes she could controle her anger, sniff sniff why did she have to get intruble, now when she gets back im going to be sitting in a corner mumbleing something with half my head of hair and a hand full on hair, rocking back and forth crying wail sucking on my thum. , oh well im going to go nuts for the next cople of days but its all good. well any way what has happend to me withen the last few days, well humm lets see were do i start, umm well i have now three chicks that abusolutly hate kitty, and there resion for such is cas she has me and thay don't one of them is infachuwaited with me<<< verry scarry, im not that spesial, leave me alone plz i dont need you getting hurt over me and doing somthing stupid, i love kitty and she loves me that all that i care about. sorry kid i dont love you and i probley never will, there is a nether one jewlz she is kool and if me and kitty ever break up <<<<(never going to happend if i have a say in it) ill go out with her, she has strong feeling tward me and the only resion we are not going out now is cas she has a bf <<<<(jewlz dont take this wrong but think god cas i would have never know how much i could love some one befor kitty), its waired cas i when throw this with seirra, i even ended up haveing some one i was completly infachaded with try to get with me, but its all good, well any way i got grounded and then i came back on today and she sead that she got into truble and now im going to miss her much much much well thats all today ttyl lata, zero out p.s. kitty i love you

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well any way im just updating so you all have somthing to dog on me for b lol jk, well anyway good news i broke my hand and i laughed at my self afterwards then it started hurting, some fag was going to fuck with me on job so i punched a sign and i hurd the snap i just didnt't think it was that bad and i just dissmissed it like it was nothing, well now it hurts like a fat bitch on a bigweel runing your punk ass over with a 2ton brick OUTCHY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! GOD DANM IT THAT HURTS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! well anyway, it hurts and shit. but im still not going to the danm hospitle. i sould have beat the shit out of that fag i sould have yep yep yep get some of this danm anger out of me it would have been FUN im so evil MUHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA well anyway other then that im bored as fuck, by the way lori what do you mean your sorry for hurting me so bad and you're blaiming the skool for it, amongesed other things????? i just like to know what the hell your tolking about, cas now you have me all confused frist you love me then you hate me then you care, then you wish me dead and now your all sorry "kissy kissy" woman your fucking crazy as fuck and freaky as hell and i mean that in every way popsible, well any way i miss you and i would like to tolk to you again, but like i sead i dont see that happing so im not getting my hopes up. lets not count our chickens quite yet. anyway ttyl peace out yeall, zero out love you kitty byes my love

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me and kitty are having a great freaking time with eachother ~~~~thats about how i feel right now so happy im hyper yep yep, i love her i didnt think it could happend but i think i realy love her, its amazing cas i fell strong for steff and i had a lot of love for lori but i never thot there is this much love in the world letalone in one persion. she is so wounderful she is great and she is hella fucking hot oh my god she is hot, avi lavein hot, i mean DANM!!!!!!!!, hot. she is just so great and i love her alot and thats about all i can say about her that she is great undiscribable in words great, its its its unbaleavible, ~pinches him self~ ouch!!! ok im not dreaming thats a good sign yayayayayayayay its real yayayayayayayayay well ttyl peace out you all zero out mmmmmmfwcl

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well things have happend to me im just going to fill you in with the resent, the girl i have been trying to get with is finly mine, im so happy cas i care about her alot, and she sead that she has liked me sence we met, and she sead she loved me tolk about worm and fuzzy inside. I cant beleave she sead that, i was like holy shit yayayayayay thats all i got to say about that is yay, well any way i asked her out last night and she sead yes actily her anser was more like "YES!!!" i was like realy shes all "yea i love you" it made me cry ~wipes a tear away~. so im happy she made my day 2 days in a row so yea well thats about all i just like to put that up there, she so great its great :D:D like it alot that im now going out with her well thats all i got this danm site dont have a cat im so sad. oh well ttyl byes all peace out, zero out

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do we ever find out what love is, do we ever find the true meaning of love, do we ever find what we call true love, its a question i have always asked my self, have i ever fond what we have always looked for in our lives??? do we ever find what we are looking for?? i came danm close to it and i never relized that it was that close, just after i some one that i thot i loved and loved me i relized that the person that i had loved was always there i was to danm blinded by my own weaknesses to see it, i was to prowed of myself to see what i had done to my self, her and every one that was in contacet to us no matter how long thay were, just after finding out this i lost that which i loved the most and would give anything to have, i would kill my self just to have her back, i will do anything to have her im my arms right know, i would sell my soul to the devil if it ment i could take back what i did if it ment i never met her i would be happy, i just wish i never wished for her i just wish i never fote for her, i just wish i never let her kiss me the way she did, the weakness of a girls totch is what got me in this mess, only if i never helped her move, i would still be with steff and i would not have to worrie about it any more, i would not be in the pain im in, and i prbibly would not be here now. and i would not have to be in the perdicerment im in, or forced with the disistion im in, and the pain would just stop, and the pain would not be there, i sould have never done what i did and i hate my self for it but i lernd never to trust a woman you berly know

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humm i now look at the face of death and i have a choice to make, and death right now is looking so very tasty, humm the pain is not relaving the pain so lets just make it all go away in a matter of secends. its just all that i have to look forward to now, that i have been betraded by the only person i have loved and now i have nothing to look at tward in life. and i have nothing to wait for in life, and death is waiting with a prize packege it looks so tasty the prizes, intrusting how life and death have a strugle tell your misarible and then life just gives up, *looks around to relize that no one realy cares any more* humm thats what i always thot, no one realy cared about me thay never have and i dont see any one realy going to care about me, i just found out that the one person that would always care hates me and only used me for her sick perposes. i loved her i still do but i dont know what to think right now, i thot after that fight we had that it was over but after she met him, she just completly chainged, she is not the person i fell in love with, and she is just totle diff, cas when i lent a hand out she used the hand to help me up with her, but now... now she tryed to kill me with it, i miss the old her, the one that tuck my hand as we walked throw my yard, to the gest house, the one that asked me if i was being a gentlemen or just flurting with her, and i told her to pick on and she sead "flurting with her" and kissed me our first kiss. the one that let me help her throw her problems when she bearly knew me. the one that i injoyed holding in my arms wail we both cryed, yes every time i held you i was in tears i never let you see them cas i was afread you would think diff of me if you did, but i cryed for the fact that i beleaved i found some one that i could love and loved me back just as equily. but i guess i was wrong i was so baddly wronge and now i wish i could take it all back, i wish i could take it back and then me and steff might still betogether, i wish i could take it all back so that i would have not got into truble like i did, and if i had gone to jail and you would have pulled this shit wail i was there i would have fucked you up, well thats all i have today and i hope some one learns from there mistakes and fix them. ttyl peace out all. bye

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