lol oh wow. it's been a while hasn't it?? well the main reason why i wasn't making frequent entries is because of the descipleship course @ church. well...i decided to drop out of that. lol. and i do have a good reason. on monday i left for spokane w/my church for our youth camp. it was great. i was kinda bored a couple times tho cuz i was feeling kinda sick and all my friends went into the water so i call Allen on my cell. typical huh? but he kept me company. anyway..me and arli were throwing her dinky football back and fourth lol and this guy Jeremy that we met, real funny guy, a druggie as you would guess, and he took the football from arli threw it @ me and it hit the tip of my finger. ooo that hurt so much and i couldnt bend it lol. so it was sprained but i was toughing it out because i was having too much fun. and then later on in the week i shut the same finger in a door. lol smart huh? anyway...well me and arli and megan went intoobing and oooo my god was that fun! i had a sprained finger and i had never gone before and the guy had no idea! crazie huh? lol. he gave us an advanced ride an he said that we did great. awesome huh? lol he also said that we had the best wipe out. our tube was boucing left and right and when we landed the whole ride side went under and arli was on the right side so she got suckd out w/the water. lol it was sooo great! i was gunna go on friday....but..here's wut happend. after toobing me and arli went and got a ton of candy and so we were all hyped up and we went to dinner had dinner and then we had free time. and so arli was like hey! lets go down the slide. so as we were making our way to the slide we ran into Jericko. Another guy we met. real sweetie. anyway..he was like "hey! we should launch lora!" and arli was like "launch me!" but he wanted to launch me and i was like okay. its kinda like a sling shot thing. anyway...they set me down in the middle of um and they have my hands...and so right before the first bump they fling me and i got some good air...i guess...but well i had flip flops on and so when i landed, they got caught under me and i landed on my foot and i broke 4 bones in my foot. and so they called the nurse over and told me to wiggle the toes and i couldnt in my left foot and so they carried me off the nurses room and it was swelling really bad and i was in a great deal of pain. so my pastor sean and suzanne drove me to the er. and i got an x-ray and boy was it bad. and so yea..i wanted to go back to the camp and say my goodbyes and lucky i got to. and i was on pain killers so i was all drugged up lol and JD, Jeremy, Jericko and Arli were makin fun of me when they visted me in the nurses room. so yea.thats wuts new w/me. a broken foot. so now all summer im gunna be layed up. fun huh? on the 20th i go into surgery @ 8 in the morning but they want me there @ 6:30...crazie huh? but Arli, Allen, and Kevin are all guna be there. i love them so much. they really care about me. so yea..,im gunna have pins sticking out of the bottom of my feet for about 6-8 weeks. ::sigh:: COME AND VISIT ME EVERYONE! so this is gunna be my summer. fun huh??

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lol its been quite some time sense my last entry. i've been a bit busy i guess. either that or just lazy. anywhoo..well summers' finially here and its soo hot. ::sigh:: oh well. and my brother got a job now and so when mom and dad both work and casey, im stuck @ home all alone all day. it kinda sucks reallie. i get a bit lonely. but least i make my time worth while...i cleaned the entire house yesterday, tho now its a pig stye once again. and we all wonder why my mom doesnt want to clean....huh. ain that a concept. anywho...today was a bit of an interesting day. i finially found a bathingsuit that fight right which is amazing! i wanted something conservitive and i finially found it. lol. fun fun. and then tonite i had youth group. i finially turned in my paperwork for decipleship so i kinda hope i get in and i kinda dont (explain in a bit). and well tonite @ youth all of a sudden i started coughing really badly and it wouldn't stop. and so i tried to drink to see if it would help because like it was my broncial cough, like asthma kinda thing. and it sucked so bad because i was becomming really light headed and could barely stand. i freaked out a couple people, Allen mostly, but it got better after i got into my mom's van. what it was was there was a dramatic temperature change and if i get too cold too fast, it makes my coughing act up. oh well. but anywho...the reason that i do but dont want to get into decipleship is that one of the fastings is you cant date. and me and Allen really dun wanna break up. it really sucks tho...we havn'et really figured out wut we're going to do. but we both kno that we really need it and it'll help us in our spiritual walk. but its like...Adam gave his testimoney about it and how Ruth and him were about to get into a more serious relationship when we went into this and like how him and Ruth had to break up and like it really helped both of them in the end. but like the thing is, they were going out for a really long time and me and Allen havent. its a real bummer. i mean, i love spending time w/him. like we went to the last dance together and it was sooo much fun. we spent the entire day together because of my brothers graduation. and its like...AHH! iunno...i dont think that we'll call of the relationship totally, but we'll get together sometimes and stuff as "friends". ::sigh::...i think it'll all work out in the end...but it'll definietly all be worth it.

another thing that's been bothering me lately is karen. i kno she reads my site so thats why im putting it here. lately she's been spending a lot of time w/Sarah. I adore Sarah and think she's an absolute sweety, but i feel extremely forgotten. like im just a second choice. like @ youth, Sarahs been comming which is great dotn get me wrong, but like, karen doesn't talk to me as much as she used to or anything. and when we were @ the beach the one day she ran off w/sarah and just left me, and so i went and sat by kevin. iunno...i just feel really forgotten and it kinda hurts. i love karen to death and she's a great friend and im really glad that i got to kno her and become her friend, but i dont want Karen to "replace" me i guess. i tend to be that kinda person..i gues im jsut a little sensitive.

for some reason...i seem to just...get lost somehow. im not sure where my life is headed right now. i keep asking myself am i going the right direction? am i making the right decisions?? and i meeting and becoming friends w/the kind of people im suposed to?? my head is just full of soo many questions that i just want answered right. i feel sooo...alonne somwhow...sometimes i dont feel like i have real friends. i feel like im just another teenager in this world trying to find their purpose. it bugs me! i mean...imm becomming into this state again where i feel like i dont belong here. This isnt where God wants me. He has a plan for me elsewhere. but the thing is, im just a kid. i cant get anywhere. my parents wont let me follow my feelings. i mean...i think they're are wuts keeping me from truly growing in my walk. im mean...i really want to get extremely involved w/my church cuz if i surround myself w/those kind of people, it'll be really good for me. im just sooo....lost....

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lol i just keep saying that so it fits. well today was actually not that bad of a day. no kt or karen in the morning which was sad because i was all by myself in pe. but oh well. i lived through it. and hmm...well last nite i got in a big old fight w/my formally ex best friend Katrina, but i think we're working things out now, and it feels really good. hehe. well..the one sad thing about today was that i didnt get to talk to my Allen, *tear* but i kno that i'll get to talk to him tomorrow. cuz i'll get to see him tomorrow!! yay!!! lol. Allen's the best. well...today me and Karen went out for ice cream beacuse KT kevin and karen were all gunna come over herre but that never worked out cuz i hadda mow the lawn. oh well. ice cream was fun! lol. well tomorrow's another day and that's all for now.

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lol that songs stuck in my head. lol. i love the newsboys. well today was another day @ TBHS...i missed thy Karen tho. heh..i just talked to my old buddy joe. that kid is still werid. well...hmm...iunno wut to write about....oh i kno! heh..lol last nite ALLEN, Kt, Kevin, Karen, Mr. Smurf...and me...all went to the movies. lol. it was so much fun!! lol we were hiding from Will before he got there lol. we didnt really want him to come (sshh) and so we all hid from him. but i was so happy! i gotta hang out w/ALLEN! so much fun! lol. and hmm...lets see...lol after the movie we went to mikey d's (lol i didnt kno that that was a nickname for mcdonalds..lol) and had ice cream. lol. and we were all picking on will there...and karen was eating paper bags...lol so much fun. and on the way to drop everyone off, karen, kt, allen and kevin all started to beat up will..no wait...kevin started to beat up karen..lol that was it. lol it was so funnie. but sadly the day had to end. lol. oh well! a good time was had by all!!!! lol I LOVE YOU GUYS!

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