Wednesday. 8.11.04 1:04 am
Sunday. 8.8.04 11:42 pm
Saturday. 8.7.04 11:58 pm
hey you guys!! guess what?!?! IM HAPPY! lol today it had a reallie bad start because it felt like someone was stabbing me in the gut...lol but the only reason for that was because last nite went i spend the nite @ sarah's w/karen and hester we ate ALOT of junk food. lol but im feeling better now and its so great! ever sense i re-didicated my life bac to God, its actually been better. i thought i just got wrapped up in the moment, but maybe i didnt. so im reallie trying to get back straight. i kno i've said it like a million times but i have something to push me. when i was in descipleship, they gave us this book called you can change the future and so now im gunna start readiing it. i read a bit today but i felt pretty crummie that i couldnt read much.but im gunna reallie start digging into it because i heard about wut its doin in some other peoples lives and it realie sounds great so im reallie looking forward to reading it. and plus maybe it'll get me somewhat straight again. so yea...thats mostly whats knew w/me right now. things have been going better for me. i think i just got all frusterated this last weekend or w/e cuz that's why i put all the stuff that i did. but oh well right? i mean...i cant get wrapped up into crap like that too fast and so im gunna work on that. so yes. life is great and im loving it again. tho...i still like wearing black. funnie huh? its just so comfy to me..oh well. as long as it doesnt get to me inside, its alll good. i love ya'll!!
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Friday. 8.6.04 8:29 pm
oooo duuude!! i've been spending quite a bit of time w/sarah and karen and its been soooo much fun! in fact, i just got back from her house a lil bit ago. hehe. things have been going a lot better for me lately. like last nite i dedicated my life bac to christ. hehe. hope it all goes better for me. lol. tho im still wearing black...but i mean, hey i can wear it, but it doesnt have be me right? hehe. well im just sayin that im doin great. i love ya all!
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Not So "bubbly" anymore....
Tuesday. 8.3.04 11:08 pm
so, i've become not so bubbly anymore. i never reallie was that way...it never reallie fit. but w/e...wen u're cooped up in a place you dont want to be, and you just wanna get out, it drives you nuts. i think i have a friend that would agree w/me. i kno she's always wanting to get away. you have no reason to worrie about me if you do. it's only a faze like everything else in the world. sure i go from prep, to rocker, to procker (preprocker), and now i think im' going back to that rocker again. but why does it matter wut group ure in? and then you have parents that look over ur shoulders. i miss my laptop...i wish it worked. but it wont let me listen to my music w/o locking up or something. but anyway. have no fears, its just more or less, im not sure how to explain it. haha "breaking the habit" i've said that so many times before. but its tru. im trying...and trying....
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Tuesday. 8.3.04 2:38 am
