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Aura (funnie how this song has the last 4 letters of my name...)

if you are near to the dark
I will tell you 'bout the sun
you are here, no escape
from my visions of the world
you will cry all alone
but it does not mean a thing to me

knowing the song I will sing
till the darkness comes to sleep
come to me, I will tell
'bout the secret of the sun
it's in you, not in me
but it does not mean a thing to you

the sun is in your eyes
the sun is in your ears
I hope you see the sun
someday in the darkness

the sun is in your eyes
the sun is in your ears
but you can't see the sun
ever in the darkness
it does not much matter to me

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sometimes i feel like im alone, tho i kno im not. it just kinda bugs me somtimes i suppose....::sigh:: i love all you guys that have patience w/me.

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isn't it funnie how u can overracct over something and start fighting urself on the inside when reallie theres an easier way out? you dont have to freak out or anything, and its like right in front of ur face wut you have to do. you just have to see it. its kinda funnie. cuz that's wuts been happening to me lately. and i just found the simple answer to everything. talk to Pastor Adam. funnie huh? i never reallie thought about it because i figured i could handle it on my own and i could judge right from wrong, when reallie i should of gone to an adult in the first place. i feel bad tho cuz i hurt some people's feelings in the process of freaking out and judging. now im just going to go by my own heart, and not tell anyone anything or ask anyone for advice. and if i feel something isn't right, i'll go to adam. he listens and he knoes the richeous way, and that's a good thing. im not gunna fight this anymore. this is all gunna be okay. this is reallie great..i feel reallie great. i think its all gunna be okay now.

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MATTHEW GEORGE GROTEFEND!! THANK YOU FOR MAKING MY LAYOUT!! HAHA I LOVE YA TO DEATH!!! YAYERS!!!

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this song is dedicated to a certain someone...wanna kno how i feeling? here it is...

Don't Stay
By Linkin Park

Sometimes I
Need to remember just to breathe
Sometimes I
Need you to stay away from me
Sometimes I'm
In disbelief I didn't know
Somehow I
Need you to go

Don't stay
Forget our memories
Forget our possibilities
What you were changing me into
[Just give me myself back and]
Don't stay
Forget our memories
Forget our possibilities
Take all your faithlessness with you
[Just give me myself back and]
Don't stay

Sometimes I
Feel like I trusted you too well
Sometimes I
Just feel like screaming at myself
Sometimes I’m
In disbelief I didn't know
Somehow I
Need to be alone

Don't stay
Forget our memories
Forget our possibilities
What you were changing me into
[Just give me myself back and]
Don't stay
Forget our memories
Forget our possibilities
Take all your faithlessness with you
[Just give me myself back and]
Don't stay

I don't need you anymore
I don't want to be ignored
I don't need one more day
Of you wasting me away

I don't need you anymore
I don't want to be ignored
I don't need one more day
of you wasting me away

With no apologies

Don't stay
Forget our memories
Forget our possibilities
What you were changing me into
[Just give me myself back and]
Don't stay
Forget our memories
Forget our possibilities
Take all your faithlessness with you
[Just give me myself back and]
Don't stay
Don’t stay
Don’t stay

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