Tuesday. 8.3.04 12:52 am
i stare in awe and wonder as once again, im taken over. my heart yearns to be set free, sense there was once freedom at they fingertips. ones heart must be strong, and they will prevail. but how does such strength come to one? ah, have no frear, its in the heart. even if ones heart is cold and full of evil, you can still win. you can still see that light, you just have to look. you can still reach it, you just have to stretch. dont fall short when u're so close. that's wut i keep telling myself. things dont make sense, yet they do in a way. what does one do? what can one do? nothing...just hold on, just keep reaching. a heart is stronger than you think.
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Sunday. 8.1.04 4:09 pm
Saturday. 7.31.04 2:15 am
Wednesday. 7.28.04 9:53 pm
okay, how many of you (if anyone ever reads this) went to camp thunderbird or any 6th or 5th grade camp? i kno that i went to camp thunderbird. and it truely changed me. well now they're threating to take that away!! they vote on august 9th for it. it really ticks me off, but i dont kno about you guys. here's the thing. the guy you brought it up @ the board meeting was Earl VanDorien, who just so happends to be my old carpool buddy. his son went to my school. so i have his # and i kno where he lives. so i can take to desperate manner if i have to. but you guys, im going to talk to this man and talk some sense into him!!! i dont think i've ever seen one board member @ that camp, ever!! this is stupid and idiotic!! in the mirror newspaper is says that VanDorien says he didnt believe its impact on students is an important as funding more hours for library aides or reviving 5th grade band. wuts up w/that?!?!? he's never been there! he's never talked to any of the students OR leaders!! and im one of those leaders! i had the best time of my life last year wen i went as a counclor. its an experience you'll never get to have in real life. you'll never be able to have a new family for a week and have fun. this program DOES change the students! i've seen it myself!! i watched those children and took care of them and i watched them grow. they did grow. this doesn't come close to stupid libaray aides or band!! they dont get anything out of it!!!! this camp wasnt revolved around JUST education! its about life! if any of you were changed @ this camp, say so to me and i'll pass that on. im going to stand up for this camp and if i fall, i am going to get right back up. im putting my heart into this. i was truely touched by this camp and i've seen it in other people lives!! they just dont understand!! they never had that experience!!!! tell me if you agree guys....help me out....
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Monday. 7.26.04 7:46 pm
hiya'll. i finially figured out to make an entry sense they changed it. darn people. umm...lets see. i had the surgery and it went well. nothing went wrong..hmm...well arli's over right now and i just wanted to let ya'll k no im still alive. come and visit me sometime!!!
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Monday. 7.19.04 1:51 am
hehe. that's me! omg! i hate this computer right now! i just started writing this entry and it took it away. so now im starting again. errgg...i just hadda get that outta my system. anyway...on to more important things. well nothing much has changed w/me besides the fact i go into surgery on tuesday ::shudders::. but allen and kevin'll be there. hehe. i'll get to that soon enough...and hmm...well yesterday me and kevin went to the mall and he pushed me around in a wheelchair. lol that was fun. i wanted candy and he was sweet and bought me some airheads. lol. he's such a kool big bro. and hmm....and today i went to Top Foods w/my mom and omg..that is such a big work out going around on crutches. ::sigh:: i thought i was gunna die. but i made it. and hmm..oh yea and i went to church. and afterwards we went to Denny's. lol...it was very...interesting because i was with a whole bunch of guys. lol Kevin, Allen, this guy named Ed, Will and this old dude. lol anyway...the guys were being immature like always lol but it was really funnie. me and my mom both thought that Ed was a bit wacky for like...a 23ish year old. lol. he was eatting catsup out of a spoon. and putting salt on it. gross huh? oh well. it was fun. and tomorrow supposedly my ex boyfriend Dustin is supposed to come over and i really dont want him to. and so i told Allen and Kevin about it and so they're comming over tomorrow fairly early. i forgot to tell them that we have to get our tire changed tho. ::sigh:: not good. i'll get a hold of them adventually. lol it was so funnie cuz kevin was gunna come over like around 1 or so and like hes like i dont care when we go...lol and allen was like okay and he's like expect me around 7 or so lol. he always takes the earliest chance that he can get when he comes to see me. lol. and so hopefully that'll go okay. im prolly gunna keep allen and kevin here most of the day. or we'll go somewhere. cuz i like having company. i get lonly. SO ALL YA'LL BETTER COME AND VISIT ME! lol. and lets see...oh yea! the day of the surgery kevin and allen are comming over like waaaayy early in the morning. like 6ish. and they're going over the hospital w/me. they're so sweet. we dont kno like wuts all gunna happen or how long im gunna get to talk w/them and stuff. but, it should go well. i hope it does. im just really glad that they're gunna be there w/me. anyway...im gunna go. i love ya'll and come and see me!
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