Todays a ay of solitude

Rachel is sleeping the depths of the deepest caverns my soul

eyeballs bleed and lip rings yell in anger

cant we be a happy family

we are seeing demons

and laughing at our indevernce of society

smiling corpses bring daiys to our grave

smily smily smily sily make sure your fugzy you have to be smug

to live in this life

lololololololollolololbsbsbsbsbsbsbsbsbsbsbsbsbsbsbsbsbsbsbsbsbsbsbsbbsbsbsbsbs

lets lol together

and live the life of solitude

we want to know

what your dreaming,

blood drips onto unsuspecting carpets

stained white with misscarriages

lol i spelled that wrong

and in realization i refuse to fix what mistakes made

WE hurt within that green gentlemen

fly it baby girl

you are who you have set out to be

if you stop staring i will know

i hear you at nigh i hear calling my name i watch too, as you watch me

you smile brightly and i know by that smile who you have become

destroying your every move in alphebetical order

that way you want see me coming like you did before

watching me ike i watched you

and i bled that substence we never wanted to see again

i wont show you the way anymore no mattr how much you beg

i wont let you see who i have become

because who i am i suprised i have become

we need to write a novel on the stories of our lives

i see you out my window i see you right now at a moments glance i could cry

your face imbedded in the fog stop trying to hide i know your there because you for who your are and i see you burned into my memoy

shallow you are sickeny shallow you naughtty girl stop touching my feet lie you are now lool watch me die

lke you did before

and let simon know

he isnt dead anymore

lets screeam hallelugiah

i seeyou fucking it up fucking it up i see you now watchng me with your eyeballs and your insecurity and see you seeing me

and i want to kill it in you like you like you kiled it in me baby girl

your dead

and i can see it on your eyes and ytouface sgtop inmbedding yourslf my walls im going to vmit



just kidding

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I wrote this thing on livejournal about a band i liked, they found it liked it and made it into song i hecka loled so here is the link to the band the song is "Like Cancer But not so destroyable" lololol this is hecka funny

http://www.myspace.com/amidskysurrender

but you should listen to them they actually pretty good : ]

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Im sick of george thinking he can own me
with his shortness of breath though he speaks vile words
hatred hatred
Simon almost died the other day
all he could say was
"I Promise"
As some may have noticed he got his own nutang
I guess so he can vent out his issues to you guys
instead of his arms or legs
Its Sad
George wants to meet simon just by seeing his pictures on my computer
but george dosnt really know simon AT ALL and he needs to back the fuck off Simon is different he hates alot of people
mostly everyone
and by what he has heard of george
hatred is already boilng bad
its kinda sad actually
I wish simon diddnt have to do what he does
to feel better or even cure boredom
i hate demon hour
But besides that
Rachel and I are visiting Simon tomorrow
we saw him today for like 20 minutes but it was cutt short cuz rachels mom arrived and looked through the window and marquee shoved his face on the glass
She hecka screamed so shes probly not bringing us back anytime soon its gonna be my mom lolol until my lisence is out
but yea im sure tomorrow will be interesting
as long as simon isnt in shorts anymore
so yhea
done for now lol
- meaghan

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So rachel and i went to the mall on friday and i suppose im writing now do to over exhaustion and shame lolz, so yhea i was supposed to meet this guy name zach i talked to him on the phone for hours almost every night i was only interested in friendship which i told him and the chick trying to hook me up with him,
well the mall was ok
until he wanted to hold hands
so i held rachels hand too from keeping me from vomiting up shit lolz
and so we had to get on a different bus because the one we needed was on like some magical island or somthing so we took a free shuttle and had to transfer buses twice while zach and brianna were creepers
but yhea we got to the house
and zach kept holding me closer to him while brianna was trying but epically failing to wooh rachel
and then zach kissed me
and brianna kept trying to make them both leve the room while i was stuck with a kisser who like ate my face : [[[[[[[[[[[[[ it was sad and he took me outside and wanted sex and i got scared and was trying to get out of the stuation because rachel was stuck too.
it was sad and scary!!!!
but we made it out safe,
i just have a huge bruise on my thigh from when zach put me on the ground over all in the end it was hilarious and scary all at the same time : ][][][][][][][][][][][][][][][]p[]

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Im hecka bored to death, so lazy im not fixing the time so to some is 2 in the morning but with me its 11 lololz im talking to this creeper named zach who rachel hxc hates cuz he sexually harrased me creepily lololol im to lazy to write more
peace lol
-meaghan

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so supprisingly kellys birthday bash was ok
we were happy
he was happy
the world hated each other still hahahaha
well im on short notice but thats just an update lol
will type more tomorow! lol

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