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- Never Give Up On Jesus


- Stay drug free


- Not Simon for another week


- See my campus Saved


-Learn another language efficiently


-Be happy


- NOT quit


- Get into a good college


- Change the world


-Live life fully
Have someone truly know me (thanks rachel)


- Buy a penguin



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Today may be epic
Saturday. 11.15.08 10:23 AM
Today an old friend of mine will be visiting the first time in about 2 years,
I truly hope its not awkward which i will probably make it with my weird jokes or talking about hookers or something,
I'm forcing Rachel to tag along so the time will be WAY less awkward lol,
I hope i don't emotionally destroy her with my speech of sadness
O new thing im quite proud actually,
i am wearing matching shoes!
to some that probably doesn't matter to some people
but i am quite proud lol.
I am also taking my niece willow to burger king because she wil be alone today because her older brothers,Niccolo and Donovan are going to be going to a birthday party and the young child Willow doesn't quite understand she cant go lol
So maby i shall text Rachel later today in hopes she is awake lol
im sure she will be because she always wakes up early even if she stays up to like in the morning or doesn't sleep at all lol
Alrightly i believe im leaving now to pick up Willow Farewell...

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Disaster is my name
Tuesday. 12.30.08 3:00 AM
Im sick of george thinking he can own me
with his shortness of breath though he speaks vile words
hatred hatred
Simon almost died the other day
all he could say was
"I Promise"
As some may have noticed he got his own nutang
I guess so he can vent out his issues to you guys
instead of his arms or legs
Its Sad
George wants to meet simon just by seeing his pictures on my computer
but george dosnt really know simon AT ALL and he needs to back the fuck off Simon is different he hates alot of people
mostly everyone
and by what he has heard of george
hatred is already boilng bad
its kinda sad actually
I wish simon diddnt have to do what he does
to feel better or even cure boredom
i hate demon hour
But besides that
Rachel and I are visiting Simon tomorrow
we saw him today for like 20 minutes but it was cutt short cuz rachels mom arrived and looked through the window and marquee shoved his face on the glass
She hecka screamed so shes probly not bringing us back anytime soon its gonna be my mom lolol until my lisence is out
but yea im sure tomorrow will be interesting
as long as simon isnt in shorts anymore
so yhea
done for now lol
- meaghan

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Baby Chickens
new years
Todays a ay of solitude

Rachel is sleeping the depths of the deepest caverns my soul

eyeballs bleed and lip rings yell in anger

cant we be a happy family

we are seeing demons

and laughing at our indevernce of society

smiling corpses bring daiys to our grave

smily smily smily sily make sure your fugzy you have to be smug

to live in this life

lololololololollolololbsbsbsbsbsbsbsbsbsbsbsbsbsbsbsbsbsbsbsbsbsbsbsbbsbsbsbsbs

lets lol together

and live the life of solitude

we want to know

what your dreaming,

blood drips onto unsuspecting carpets

stained white with misscarriages

lol i spelled that wrong

and in realization i refuse to fix what mistakes made

WE hurt within that green gentlemen

fly it baby girl

you are who you have set out to be

if you stop staring i will know

i hear you at nigh i hear calling my name i watch too, as you watch me

you smile brightly and i know by that smile who you have become

destroying your every move in alphebetical order

that way you want see me coming like you did before

watching me ike i watched you

and i bled that substence we never wanted to see again

i wont show you the way anymore no mattr how much you beg

i wont let you see who i have become

because who i am i suprised i have become

we need to write a novel on the stories of our lives

i see you out my window i see you right now at a moments glance i could cry

your face imbedded in the fog stop trying to hide i know your there because you for who your are and i see you burned into my memoy

shallow you are sickeny shallow you naughtty girl stop touching my feet lie you are now lool watch me die

lke you did before

and let simon know

he isnt dead anymore

lets screeam hallelugiah

i seeyou fucking it up fucking it up i see you now watchng me with your eyeballs and your insecurity and see you seeing me

and i want to kill it in you like you like you kiled it in me baby girl

your dead

and i can see it on your eyes and ytouface sgtop inmbedding yourslf my walls im going to vmit



just kidding

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