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New Music
Thursday. 2.15.07 12:13 am

God I love this song. I've listened to it about 20 times since yesterday. This is Hide & Seek by Imogen Heap. Very weird name, but awesome song.

Not really much to report. Things are ... good. I dunno. I just feel so stupid most of the time lately. My brain can't seem to settle. Every time I turn around it seems like something is wrong and I just can't put my finger on it.. but constantly asking Jenn about it has begun to annoy her. But what else am I supposed to do? She doesn't tell me when stuff is bothering her, even if it has to do with us. I usually have to drag it out of her with both hands. So when I feel like something is bothering her I feel like I have to actively pursue it otherwise she'll just let it go without letting me know what it is. Which bothers me, especially when it might be something that I can help.

I just... worry too much. Especially with the situation we're in now. I want her to be happy. I know she's trying really hard to make me happy, and I am. The last few days have been great... but I worry sometimes that she might be doing it at the expense of her own happiness... which would just defeat the whole purpose. And if we can't both be happy all the time... honestly I'd rather it be me that's unhappy than her.

Or maybe I am just worrying too much... God I wish my brain would just shut up.

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New Music
Sunday. 2.4.07 4:42 am

Broken by Secondhand Serenade

Alright. Enough with the private entries. Venting done. Things are a lot better now. Which means I'll probably be writing even less. Heh. Ironically enough I only have things to write about when things are going badly.

In any case, here's some new music. Enjoy.

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