This stupid PPGY crap is really irritating, because every time i go on my page, it tells me how fast my page was generated, but doesn't put MY PAGE up. I dotn get it, psh, stupid computers, why do they have to be so complex, if only i understood how to work them besides typing super fast on a keyboard. For all you computer nerds out there who seriously know so much, i give you mucho credit because this crap is so damn confusing. Whatever. I shall be going now cause im goin to my moms house this weekend to visit my sister cause her birthday was yesterday. Crap, tomorrow is 9/11. I really hope there is no terrorist shiet cause i am flyin and oh boy that is sure not a reasurring thought. Ah. gotta go. see you later
lish

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YOu know, i honestly couldn't think of any subject to write for this, i mean there really are no words to describe what im going through right now, surprisingly enough, hell doens't even do it for me. Honestly.
1) School is so hot and boring
2) not allowed to say
3) not allowed to say
4)not allowed to say
AND!!!!!
5) (*@$^@*&^*&$^!(*#&)!(&$&(@^$&!(
ahh...i feel so relieved that i could get that all out and now i feel like so much has been lifted off my shoulders. Wow, sometimes venting does really help, and im not being sarcastic, especially when you know that what you said and who you said it to will be kept confidential, that helps a lot because then you don't have to worry about denying what you said or anything.
So, in the work world, things are interesting. I got my paycheck yesterday for a total of 83 dollars, which isnt bad for getting paid only for 2 days. I like that. Although, none of it is even gonna be saved because i have to buy some important stuff and i have to give most of it to my dad for the money that i owe him. GR. Stupid money. Money makes so many problems. It's like, i made my dad spend too much money, so now i owe him money, so i got a job to get money, but i dont even get the money. and by the time im done paying off the money i owe, ill have to pay for other stuff that isn't even for me, stuff like insurance, and food, and yea, its all just an evil cycle i tell you, money makes people mad. Wow, this is the most i've written in a while on this whole nutang thing, which is surprising because i dont ever want to write on here again because apparently other people read it who werent really intended to read it. But i figure, i dont care if they read what i say because its who i am and maybe it will give them a better idea of who the real Alisha is because theres a lot more to me than using bad language and lying and feeling regretful for things that happen to others, you know, normal sides to me, like having friends, laughing at something stupid, talking for no apparent reason, actually being smart, i have a lot of other things that i do that no one seems to see, so maybe they still wont see it, but they will read it, and that is definately good. All teenagers do bad things, make stupid mistakes, regret them, and feel bad for feeling like they disappointed their parents, but no matter what, they still have a lot more to make up for the bad, at least in most cases.
Anyway, ive totally said too much and im gonna go now before i bore all of you out of your minds...OOOOO its the ciara song!! whats the name of it again? i forget, OHH YEA..................GOODIES!!!! wooooo...dance party in alishas head
c ya guys
Sugar Bean

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Well, this week has been hell. I cant exactly describe how, but i am so emotionless its crazy. I dont knwo what to do any more. My life has turned upside down and inside out at the same time. Somebody will rescue me some day, or maybe someone already has...i think you know who you are, and no Rick its not you..lol...jk...you rescue me too rick. i dont want to talk anymore, this is stupid.

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wow, i learned how to build a template, and i so messed up my page, its very um messy...lol...and plain...i shall fix it once i figure out how...please be patient.

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RABBIT RABBIT STANDINGS:
Alisha: 6
Ciara: 5
Kim: 2
Angelina:....0

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i will update eventually....i swear!!!

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