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so basically, I was expecting that after the play was over, id have plenty of free time and i would basically have the whole month of may to spend with friends and chill and what not, but as it turns out, the play is now over and i am pretty much just as busy, im always having to do little things here and there and it's always right in the middle of my day so it doesn't leave me enough time before or after to go do other things, so i have to occupy myself. Not only that, but i have to make sure i keep up with my homework, cause i basically have three weeks left to get those grades up and then study my little booty off to make sure i pass every single one of my finals, cause i get the feeling my chemistry one is going to be the hardest of them all. Anyways, Im just kinda disappointed, if i would have gotten my license the last two freakin times i was supposed to this might have been better, but its not because now i have to wait still and i have to make sure i get my receipt from my driving lesson instructor otherwise i cant get my permit...so all in all, i wont get much time with lovie this month, and before you know it, love will be thousands of miles away, but thats ok, me and eena and kim will visit and we are gonna have sooo much fun, and hopefully this camping trip will work out, so for all of you who are able to come, make sure you keep that special weekend open cause were gonna celebrate our seniors leavin!!! i love you all...love me

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So everyone, alisha is back from the depths of hell. She finally has her old computer back because it had 700 viruses on it which if you ask me is quite the insane thing. Also, its been very hectic lately. The musical was awesome, at least everyone in it was awesome, there was way too much drama tho and lots of crying. Im definately going to miss the seniors like nida and ashley and lauren and christina and anyone who im missing im terribly sorry, oh yes, jean and monica and dan and o god this is so depressing. I could keep going but im really not in the mood to cry. So, in other subjects, i got terribly bad grades . And i had a mental break down over it, and then ive been going to therapy for two weeks now and i really kinda like it. My therapists name is Cindy, shes really cool, i made her laugh yesterday. But yea, charlie brown was awesome, Rick, you were freakin awesome, and ciara of course you were too, but Rick i give you major props, you kicked major bootie out there, and i seriously want to give you a huge present. Flowers, Flowers are nice, i like them, especially yellow roses. I feel like im kind of rambling so i think im going to stop now, but im sure ill have an update sooner or later. ESS DOUBLE U EFFS ROCK!!! if you get what i mean then go you. peace out homies

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So, today was ten.six. for those of you who know what that means good for you. If you ask me, it was a good one, nothing too extreme. Eena and Kim came over my house and me and ciara played cards with them, ciara is apparently really good at lying when playing BS and i just kinda sucked at playing spoons, sometimes that is. Then, we had dinner, it was pretty good, i love maui wowie ribs. After that David loaded up eenas moms van with wood pallets and we went to Linda Mar Beach to have what turned out to be a freakin awesome bonfire. Christina came and we totally burned the crap out of 6 pallets originally, and some coals, then our fire started to die so eena and kim went to this local store and found three pallets on the side of it along side a huge chair that they managed to throw into the trunk and after all of us had a chance to sit on it and we had no more pallets left we soaked it in lighter fluid and threw it on top of the fire. IT. WAS. FREAKING. AWESOME. ive never seen such a huge flame in my life, it was like a signal fire, Christina took pics and then left of course, oh yea, and we bought marshmellows and roasted them on a stick and then went back to safeway and bought chips and salsa, and coke. Then i had a lovely bathroom break in the sand hills which was quite funny, especially to ciara. So, me and lovie got to spend the day together again, and it was fun, oh yea and she got me flowers. Lets just say i owe her big time. So, all in all, i had a good night, now im pooped and ready for bed, but not ready for school, or testing, damn, its almost over...sigh(school that is)

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so, my weekend went very well...i spent almost the whole weekend with lovie and played pool twice. that was fun. We got some ice cream i think too...but yea in general it was just good. I really need to get my license soon too because everyone knows what a fab driver i am and this whole not being able to go places is really starting to not work out too well. The funny thing was i was looking at my permit today, and it says AGE 21 IN 2008. and i was like...wow...2008 so close but yet so far. i mean cmon four years is a lot but not tooo many. it will go by faster than i think. thats some crazy stuff. i mean, next year i graduate, and then who knows where ill go from there, my whole life could just flip around and take on a whole new path. i just hope i stay as happy as ive been lately because ive never felt this happy in my life. ive never felt like so many people really care and the drama has definately died down, well friends wise at least. but yea, im hoping that the probllems and stress at home will die down soon too, because i know that after some certain discussions, there is definately more understanding. so like i was saying, this weekend was very good, played pool, had the best prank pulled on us ever, and they better watch out cause april fools is comin up suckas. lmao lmao...ok gotta go...

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