O Holy night
The stars are brightly shining
It is the night, of our dear Savior's birth
Long lay the world,in sin and error pining
Till he appeared, and the soul felt it's worth
The thrill of hope, the weary world rejoices
For yonder brings, a new a glorious morn
Fall on your knees, oh hear the angels voices
Oh night divine
Oh night when Christ was born
Oh night divine
Oh night oh night divine

The Christmas spirit is in me, I can't wait to put up the lights, and to smell the tree, and hang the ornaments, and find presents for everyone. Ah, so sweet, so giving, so loving, a true holiday to bring families together, even somewhat broken and repairing, and angered families. Christmas is the ultimate time for loving. It is a religious holiday, for those religious or not, Christmas isn't about receiving presents...thank god. The only thing about this Christmas is, is that I have absolutely no money, and I have to find a way to get creative, without being cheap and corny, to get mis amigas presents...sorry guys i cant go bonkers like I did last year. Because last year, I had 200 dollars to spend on other people, this year i have zilch...so unfortunately, i have to find a way to get everyone gifts, i guess thats part of the fun in it.
In other news, had a good weekend. Wednesday I went down to the bay area, saw Ciara practice, joys, and um, went to dinner with her grandma and mom and brothers, it was good. I love her grandma, she is really cool, I think her and I will have some good times together. Hopefully next summer I'll be able to go out there and visit with all of them. That would be so awesome, not only that, I haven't been to Hawaii for soo long, I miss it so much out there, it's beautiful. I'm totally not the tourist type either, I like the beaches and what not, but for some reason I always wanted to go into the actual towns, and chill the real Hawaiians. So yes, I am a uh, tourist, but I've been there 8 times, thats enough to not be considered one of those dorks with sandals with socks, tan khaki shorts, and a hawaiian print shirt with a camera around my neck and sunglasses that give me that beautiful sunglass tan...lol...i love tourists. What was i saying earlier? OH yes, Thanksgiving weekend. So I went to dinner with them, then saw Brigette Jones, which was not the best in my book, but had fun nevertheless with mi amor and ol franny boy. Stayed at my grandparents house and then chilled with my cousin on Thanksgiving day. I love my cousin, i miss her a lot, we have so much fun together. So, I watched videos of her and I and my cousin lauren from when we were like 2 and a half, which was so cute I might add, and then watched my mom and dads wedding video from 1986...it was so sick. Omg, i was laughing so hard. THey were such dorks. Yes, If only they were still together, but lets not get into that. So, watched videos then went to my cousins house the next day to hang out with them for a while. IT was so fun. We went to Cold Stone's with some of her friends, and then a bunch more ended up showing up and it was like a party in the parking lot. Good times.
Oh, so then today, my aunt vikki drove me to vallejo to meet my mom so i could come back up here to watch my sister, and on the way back, my moms car starts spazing and the car breaks down on the side of this really freaky highway next to a friggin cow pasture and we cant figure out why the car wont start. Luckily, her friend picked us up, tied her car to his, and towed it back to his house, where we took his car back home so Mike and my mom could go to their little concert tonight. Now, im here alone, becaues my sister didn't want to come home, which is the whole reason why i came all the way back, so that i could watch her, what a brat. Anyways, had a great weekend. Can't wait till next weekend, eena's party should be really fun. I'm sure I'll work something out and either end up staying at the hotel or sleeping at someone's house who isn't staying there.
Happy late Thanksgiving everyone.
And woo hoo...Christmas is a comin' !! yee haw!

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You know, there are three words that best describe how I feel about you right now, and one that describes what I want for me and you...
I Love You
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Forever
~*You are my one and only*~

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mood: Thankful
listening to: John Mayer, room for squares

Hey everyone,
So I went to the dentist today for my 6 month teeth cleaning. It was nasty. I hate when your teeth bleed when they pick at them with that realllly sharp metal spikey and it hurts : (. So, other than that, did some homework today, kept wanting to work on my interior design essay, but for some reason didn't get around to it.
I've been listening to John Mayer all day today, it makes me kinda happy but sad at the same time, you know what i mean? It's great music, I love his voice, it's so soothing, but it makes me sad cause it reminds me of mi amor. But, I'll be there soon enough. Sooner than I think. Not only that, I'll be graduated from high school before i know it, in college, moving out, I have some big life changes coming up soon, and I've already gone thru some major ones recently, so I think I'm ready, I'm ready to work hard, and find a good job, get a good education in college, keep growing in relationships, making new friends, and staying in touch with old ones. I love my friends, they have brought me this far, if it weren't for them, I'd be a whole different person, and it can't get any better than that. I wonder what it will be like if I do move back in January, after sojourn maybe. That would be crazy, being with my friends every day again, graduating on the Mills stage in that funky yellow gown. Hey, what can I say, I'm 17, I love my life the way it is, well, for the most part. I'm just thankful, thankful to be here, the funny thing is, its thanksgiving soon, and I've really been thinking a lot lately about how thankful I am to have all of the wonderful people that I do in my life. My family supports me, for the most part, my friends are all good to me, mi amor gives me more than I will ever deserve, and for that, I am more thankful to have my life than I ever have been. I hope I get to see you guys soon. I miss you.
Love Alisha

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Sorry, I haven't updated in a while, i know. Not that anyone really reads this anyways, but I figured I would update for myself and mi amor so I would at least feel like I updated for someone. So, been busy, flying back and forth from SFO to here. Very stressful, losing sleep, catching a lovely cold, just tired I guess. I don't know, things have been getting better in some areas, and worse in others I guess you could say. And after the incident with Jen last night, I just don't feel right about something. I mean, ok maybe it's not that I don't feel right, but I have this jealous and anger rage that just kinda made me scared of myself cause I got so upset and just plain mad, that I didn't know what I was gonna do. Of course, I would never leave my one and only for something like that, but I was just upset, and I feel a lot better now that I have talked to Jen, but I just feel like, you know, Jen seriously just doesn't get it, she doesn't get that it's not right for her to flirt with people who are taken, whether it is innocent or not, so yea, it just bothers me, cause I know she doesn't mean it, but I wish she just would stop, seriously stop, because it's making me insane thinking about her being at school with the love of my life flirting like crazy with her when I am all the way up here in sac and i know she flirts back because thats just who she is, so i mean, i cant change her, i love her just the way she is, so i just wish jen would stop, cause im rambling again, as you can tell, i take this stuff seriously. So yes, other than that, the weekend went good, hung out with the crew (eena kim me and c), twas fun, for the most part, lol, if you were there you know what i mean. And um, yea, ate food, had thanksgiving dinner with c's family, that was funny, family videos, gambling with cards, jumping on a bed with a bunch of kids, family get togethers are always fun. So, im glad i got to do that, and come down for the weekend. Then i had to go back yesterday to get my new retainer and go to the sojourn meeting. I always get so excited when we have the meeting, i think everyone thinks im some crazy psycho but i was the same way last year and i hadn't even gone yet, and now that i have gone, i just get that much more excited cause it was seriously the most life changing, new friend making, one of the best experiences of my life, the best one being meeting hte love of my life, good move i must say, but anyways, im excited to go, about 8 weeks and counting everyone. So yea, had school today, learned more about interior design, worked on some of my economics homework, and uh yea, had a long day, very tired, very stressed, and can't give up on working on what i want in life, to be happy, so im trying i must say, trying very hard. Im rambling, im tired, im leaving.

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