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listening to: Ashley Tisdale - Suddenly

Your Angel...



Angel of Emergencies

Sometimes we all get hit with things in life that seem totally crushing or more than we can bear. It may be a series of events that land one on top of another in your life, or one major blow that sends you reeling and wondering how you will ever possibly cope! Yet know that there is an Angel whose purpose is to be of support to you during these times and is there for you, with protection and what ever solutions or comfort you may need.

Even for those of us who feel strongly connected with our Guides and Angels, there are moments and events when we feel we can no longer hear their comforting words and we feel very isolated and alone. We may feel we have no one who can really understand or may fear burdening those we love with our problems. This Angel comes to remind us that there are always those "Angels in disguise" who truly want to help and support us with what ever we may be going through and that if we reach out, we will find many hands reaching back to us to help us carry on. And backing them up, is this lovely Angel who hears all of our fears, our pain and our questions as to how things could have gone so terribly wrong.

It does not matter what situation you are facing or how it was created. Don't blame yourself for what is happening! The Universe and life are not seeking to punish you (though I know sometimes it certainly does feel that way!) and you certainly do not deserve what is happening, no matter what you did or didn't do that may have created this situation. Please know that this Angel is right at this moment trying to convey to you words of love, support, comfort and peace! The Angel of Emergencies wants us all to know that no matter what is happening, we all deserve right and good outcome! Maybe you have lost your job and don't know how you will pay your bills. Maybe a friend has done something that really hurt you and now you feel disconnected from people you once relied on. Maybe you have lost a loved one through death and you feel your heart is breaking. You are not alone with what you are feeling! This Angel is with you right now to help you find a new and better job. This Angel is with you to bring about reconciliation or a new, healthier circle of friends that are truly friends for you. This Angel is with you right now to help you understand that death is not an end, and that the love you have shared with the person who has crossed is still very much alive and well, and that it will help you to feel this connection you still share with them. It may appear to you right now that your situation is hopeless, that nothing good could possibly come out of it. This Angel has appeared to let you know that there are an unlimited number of solutions, an unlimited amount of support, an unlimited amount of healing available to you right now. All you need do is feel your heart open to it, even a smidgen of opening will do. This Angel will sail straight into your life and begin to help you put all the pieces of the puzzle back together!

It may also be that currently you have nothing major happening in your life and you may be wondering why this Angel appeared for you. It may be a "head's up" that a situation is looming that can be averted if you pay attention to the signs and signals around you now. Maybe you have not been feeling very kindly towards yourself, and need to be more loving towards the most important person in your life, YOU! In my own life experience, I have found that emergencies and problems are created in my life when I neglect to do what is good and right for me in favour of helping someone else when my own intuition is sending up red flags. If this is true for you as well, this Angel has come to say that it's okay for you to look after you and in that process, you are truly helping others learn how to stand on their own two feet as well! Not being good to yourself is saying to the Universe that you don't deserve to have good. You DO deserve only the best in life, no matter who you are or what you may have done in your life! The Universe only knows love for you and wants you to feel that same love for yourself!

Another reason this Angel may have appeared is that you have been hearing warning words that your employer is not doing well financially and it may be that you need to start looking for a new job. Start now, don't wait! Practical actions taken early on can prevent larger problems down the line. Or maybe you have not been feeling healthy and fit, what can you do to help your body feel better? Do you need more rest? Drink more fluids or eat healthier foods? Do you need to exercise? All of these things can help stave off potential problems. Think about what is happening in your life right now and ask yourself, what have I been sensing or feeling that I do need to change? Please be very honest with yourself on this! Neither this Angel or the Universe is going to judge you for the answers that come to your mind. They are hoping you WILL come to these answers so that you don't need to suffer over events later on. Some of these answers may be very uncomfortable for you and you may even be afraid of hurting someone else if you are honest with yourself. Yet you also need to know that what is really for your Higher Good, is also going to be for the Higher Good of everyone else around you, even though you can't see how. This Angel can see how and will do its level best to show you if you will allow it to!

What to watch for with this Angel's presence:

You feel something is trying to get your attention, that there is a sense of a problem on the horizon. Try tuning into the energy of this Angel and ask how you may avoid an emergency by heeding its advice and wisdom now.

When facing an emergency, you find that there are people that appear who truly want to be of help to you. Let them! You may be able to return the favour or help someone else later on by learning from these "Angels in disguise" what someone can do to be of support.

You may have a strong sense even in the midst of total chaos that things are really going to be okay. Hang onto this feeling as much as you can for the lifeline it truly is!

Seek out individuals or support groups, folks that understand what you are going through. Searching via the Internet is a wonderful place to start, and will help you to understand that you are not alone in any of this. Other folks have been through it too and made it, so will you!

Other ways to work with the energy of this Angel is to sit quietly and ask for advice and guidance as to what you can do to help yourself through this situation. Some of the ideas that come through to you may not make much sense initially, please just trust in where you are being led though as this Angel see's the whole picture where we only see a small portion of it. Ask yourself, what good can come out of this situation? How can I use what is happening to create more good in the world for myself and others? How I can be totally here for myself right now? What do I need to do for me in this situation? (and don't feel selfish about this, it's really okay!) The most important thing you can do right now is ask for help. If you don't know where to turn, turn to this Angel and soon you will find that there is far more help and support and solutions that you may ever have dreamed possible!

Where to now? Why not visit Lynx, who created the text for these Angel Oracles or Search again for some more Angel Guidance.

http://www.newagestore.com/angels

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listening to: Ashley Tisdale - We'll Be Together

Hello Everyone! I can't believe it's been a whole month since I've lasted updated... I've been back to the doctors I had to have 10 tubes of blood drawn the other day and my tests didn't come back good :( my kidney function was high higher than it's ever been and my vitamin d was low and now I have vitamin d deficiency it was 14 and normal is 30 so that's just something else for me to have to worry about *Sigh* Mom bought me some gummy vitamin's I'm hoping those will bring up my vitamin d! When I went to the kidney drs he told mom to give me vitamin's and see if it helps and when I went to the thyroid drs he gave me some meds for my cold that I have my tyroid is normal thank God! it's just everything else that's been messed up now Please say a prayer for me that next time all my test will come back normal thanks. Last time I wrote about My Pawpaw well he's starting to feel so much better now! I don't think the drs are gonna have to take his toe off after all and I'm so happy :D Thanks to everyone that prayed for him because the prayers worked! thanks again Let's see what else has been going on, My friend Michelle is leaving this Friday for the Summer Friday is her Birthday I was hoping I'd get to see her before she left :( But it doesn't look like I'll get to, I'll be worried about Michelle, flying on a plane by herself I'm sure she'll be alright, But you know me I always worry about everything! Aunt Sue and Uncle Johnny will be here Friday and I think Mawmaw Graham will be here too, I can't wait to see all of them it will be good for all of us to get together I haven't seen Mawmaw Graham since Ron passed away and that's really sad to say. Next week is My cousin Jerri's wedding it's on the 16 the day Ron passed away and she invited us to come and I hope we get to go if something don't come up we are Isn't it odd how one day can bring happiness to one person and sorrow to another meaning Jerri getting married is happiness and Ron dying is our sorrow, you know? Life is a funny thing sometimes huh? Each day brings something new happening to me I'm learning more and more about myself everyday and learning that the friends I thought would always be around aren't and God brings people into your life when your at your lowest and when you need them the most there is always an Angel in disguise watching over you I do believe that, and I know they're watching over me God bought them in my life right when I needed them I was just too blind to see. My Angel Oracle I read tonight said the same thing and I thought that was so odd? Because I was thinking the same thing! It said "Maybe a friend has done something that really hurt you and now you feel disconnected from people you once relied on Maybe you have lost a loved one through death and you feel your heart is breaking You are not alone with what you are feeling!" it also said a lot more I was in shock! It said "This Angel is with you to bring about reconciliation or a new, and healthier circle of friends that are truly friends for you :) This Angel is with you right now to help you understand that death is not an end... and that the love you have shared with the person who has crossed is still very much alive, and well... and that it will help you to feel this connection you still share with them" I think that means Ron. I also think that's a good sign, I needed a sign somekind of ray of hope and I got it! What are the chances that I'd draw that card? one in a million that's why it's a sign I've waited a long time to get a sign, and I finally got one! the one I needed for so long... I feel like a weight has been lifted off of me I can breathe again thank God! You know the saying is true that, "God works in mysterious ways" yes he sure does Like I said before life is funny sometimes, and good things happen when you least expect them to happen :) you never know what can happen in the blink of an eye rather it be good or bad you just gotta have faith and hold on and pray that it will be alright that everything will work out in the end, and if it doesn't work out then it's not the end what's broken will be put back together again and it's not the end. I'm so blessed and thankful for everything I've got a lot more I want to write about before I go, you know I have to write about *everything else* that's been going on for starters, My friend Olivia left Ashley Tisdale Online because she said you never know who your talking to on the computer well, I agree with that and it is so true But I choose to trust My friends thought she trusted us I think she did, But maybe her mom and dad told her to not be on there anymore or someone said something to her either way, that's not like Olivia after all she made all of us signs saying she's glad we're all friends and that she loves us and stuff, you know? that's just so odd? Whatever the reason she left I will miss her and for that short time I was happy to call her My friend <3 and I wish her the best! and I hope she comes back someday. Speaking of Ashley Tisdale I started my own Ashley site I'll post the link to it later! I also got a new Greatest Journal My name there is ashtisdalefan if you have it add me! I've been working on my boards I now have 6 message boards Alanis', Ashley's, Darren's, Keith's, Melanie C, and Tori's and I co-mod a Ashley board with my friends Alyssa and Issa so I stay busy! I just started my Alanis, Darren, and Melanie C board I've had my Tori board since last year, But hadn't fixed it and I decited to fix it up! I need members I don't have that many I need to make banners and promote them I will when I have time I barely have time to updated once a month anymore UGH!! I'm so sorry about that But I can't stop my life I barely have free time for myself lol!and since everyone is coming in this weekend I really doubt I'll have any free time. I did have some free time Tuesday, and I went shopping! I bought Big & Rich's new CD and some Mary-Kate and Ashley Vanilla Pear lipgloss and some Bonne Bell Fanta lipgloss and some Secret Sparkle deodorant and Charlie a toy and me some sandles and a few weeks ago I bought Linkin Park's new CD and Gretchen Wilson's new CD! When I go shopping I shop til I drop and now I'm almost broke But got what I want. Mom bought me some High School Musical lipgloss with Ashley on them I love them and some Bonne Bell Cherry Coke lipgloss and Dad bought me some lipglosses and a lot of other stuff a keychain with my birthstone on it that I love and an S necklace for Shannon I've been wearing it all week :) I need to take some new pics lol! I will whenever I have free time maybe I will this weekend with my camera phone ok? :) Well now that TV season is over I'm bored I can't believe Apollo won Dancing With The Stars my Aunt Sue loves him I was hoping Joey would win I'm sad he didn't lol! I was hoping him and Ian and Billy Ray would be the final 3!! But Ian and Billy didn't make it, it was between Apollo and Joey and I was for Joey all the way it's too bad I would have loved to seen him and Ian or him and Billy Ray battle it out! oh well... Next year I heard Tori Spelling is doing the show I wish Jason would be on there :) But he'll be busy with his BabyGirl (yes they're having a girl) and naming it Shannon Just kidding again lol! But they are having a BabyGirl Tiffany said on TV they were! I also heard Mel B is doing Dancing With The Stars Emma Bunton did the show over in London I wish Mel C would be on there and Darren and Keith that'd be so cool :) In other TV news on Celeb Fit Club Dustin's still being an ass that's no surprize tho and on Charmed School Bootz left So I think the next to leave will be Pumpkin? lol! Jordin won American Idol I knew she would...But I still wish Blake would have won He will be like Clay Aiken and sale million's of CD's I know I'll be buying Blake's CD <3 ER is over for another season boohoo! What will I do without ER? Watch reruns lol! Shane West is a damn good actor! I would love to see him on another season of ER or even do his own TV show? ER won't be the same without him! I'll sure miss him. I'm gonna try to work on my GreatestJournal layout soon I want to try to find a pic of Ashley from the MTV Movie Awards and work on my journal layout and fix it up! One more thing Happy Belated B-Day Ella! and Happy B-Day Michelle! Love ya both Well I'm gonna go look for Ashley pics. Hope everyone has a wonderful weekend. <3

Much Love,

Shan

We'll be together come whatever
Not just staring at the stars
Just remember
That no one else could tell us who we are
We'll be together so don't ever
Stop listening to your heart
'Cause I can't turn mine off

*We'll Be Together* ~ Ashley Tisdale ~

My Ashley Site:
http://www.xoxstaringatthestars.co.nr

My Greatest Journal:
http://ashtisdalefan.greatestjournal.com

~ Big & Rich ~



~ Gretchen Wilson ~



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