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I'm not alone Even when we're apart I feel you In the air
Thursday. 6.7.07 7:00 am
mood: Thankful
listening to: Ashley Tisdale - We'll Be Together

Hello Everyone! I can't believe it's been a whole month since I've lasted updated... I've been back to the doctors I had to have 10 tubes of blood drawn the other day and my tests didn't come back good :( my kidney function was high higher than it's ever been and my vitamin d was low and now I have vitamin d deficiency it was 14 and normal is 30 so that's just something else for me to have to worry about *Sigh* Mom bought me some gummy vitamin's I'm hoping those will bring up my vitamin d! When I went to the kidney drs he told mom to give me vitamin's and see if it helps and when I went to the thyroid drs he gave me some meds for my cold that I have my tyroid is normal thank God! it's just everything else that's been messed up now Please say a prayer for me that next time all my test will come back normal thanks. Last time I wrote about My Pawpaw well he's starting to feel so much better now! I don't think the drs are gonna have to take his toe off after all and I'm so happy :D Thanks to everyone that prayed for him because the prayers worked! thanks again Let's see what else has been going on, My friend Michelle is leaving this Friday for the Summer Friday is her Birthday I was hoping I'd get to see her before she left :( But it doesn't look like I'll get to, I'll be worried about Michelle, flying on a plane by herself I'm sure she'll be alright, But you know me I always worry about everything! Aunt Sue and Uncle Johnny will be here Friday and I think Mawmaw Graham will be here too, I can't wait to see all of them it will be good for all of us to get together I haven't seen Mawmaw Graham since Ron passed away and that's really sad to say. Next week is My cousin Jerri's wedding it's on the 16 the day Ron passed away and she invited us to come and I hope we get to go if something don't come up we are Isn't it odd how one day can bring happiness to one person and sorrow to another meaning Jerri getting married is happiness and Ron dying is our sorrow, you know? Life is a funny thing sometimes huh? Each day brings something new happening to me I'm learning more and more about myself everyday and learning that the friends I thought would always be around aren't and God brings people into your life when your at your lowest and when you need them the most there is always an Angel in disguise watching over you I do believe that, and I know they're watching over me God bought them in my life right when I needed them I was just too blind to see. My Angel Oracle I read tonight said the same thing and I thought that was so odd? Because I was thinking the same thing! It said "Maybe a friend has done something that really hurt you and now you feel disconnected from people you once relied on Maybe you have lost a loved one through death and you feel your heart is breaking You are not alone with what you are feeling!" it also said a lot more I was in shock! It said "This Angel is with you to bring about reconciliation or a new, and healthier circle of friends that are truly friends for you :) This Angel is with you right now to help you understand that death is not an end... and that the love you have shared with the person who has crossed is still very much alive, and well... and that it will help you to feel this connection you still share with them" I think that means Ron. I also think that's a good sign, I needed a sign somekind of ray of hope and I got it! What are the chances that I'd draw that card? one in a million that's why it's a sign I've waited a long time to get a sign, and I finally got one! the one I needed for so long... I feel like a weight has been lifted off of me I can breathe again thank God! You know the saying is true that, "God works in mysterious ways" yes he sure does Like I said before life is funny sometimes, and good things happen when you least expect them to happen :) you never know what can happen in the blink of an eye rather it be good or bad you just gotta have faith and hold on and pray that it will be alright that everything will work out in the end, and if it doesn't work out then it's not the end what's broken will be put back together again and it's not the end. I'm so blessed and thankful for everything I've got a lot more I want to write about before I go, you know I have to write about *everything else* that's been going on for starters, My friend Olivia left Ashley Tisdale Online because she said you never know who your talking to on the computer well, I agree with that and it is so true But I choose to trust My friends thought she trusted us I think she did, But maybe her mom and dad told her to not be on there anymore or someone said something to her either way, that's not like Olivia after all she made all of us signs saying she's glad we're all friends and that she loves us and stuff, you know? that's just so odd? Whatever the reason she left I will miss her and for that short time I was happy to call her My friend <3 and I wish her the best! and I hope she comes back someday. Speaking of Ashley Tisdale I started my own Ashley site I'll post the link to it later! I also got a new Greatest Journal My name there is ashtisdalefan if you have it add me! I've been working on my boards I now have 6 message boards Alanis', Ashley's, Darren's, Keith's, Melanie C, and Tori's and I co-mod a Ashley board with my friends Alyssa and Issa so I stay busy! I just started my Alanis, Darren, and Melanie C board I've had my Tori board since last year, But hadn't fixed it and I decited to fix it up! I need members I don't have that many I need to make banners and promote them I will when I have time I barely have time to updated once a month anymore UGH!! I'm so sorry about that But I can't stop my life I barely have free time for myself lol!and since everyone is coming in this weekend I really doubt I'll have any free time. I did have some free time Tuesday, and I went shopping! I bought Big & Rich's new CD and some Mary-Kate and Ashley Vanilla Pear lipgloss and some Bonne Bell Fanta lipgloss and some Secret Sparkle deodorant and Charlie a toy and me some sandles and a few weeks ago I bought Linkin Park's new CD and Gretchen Wilson's new CD! When I go shopping I shop til I drop and now I'm almost broke But got what I want. Mom bought me some High School Musical lipgloss with Ashley on them I love them and some Bonne Bell Cherry Coke lipgloss and Dad bought me some lipglosses and a lot of other stuff a keychain with my birthstone on it that I love and an S necklace for Shannon I've been wearing it all week :) I need to take some new pics lol! I will whenever I have free time maybe I will this weekend with my camera phone ok? :) Well now that TV season is over I'm bored I can't believe Apollo won Dancing With The Stars my Aunt Sue loves him I was hoping Joey would win I'm sad he didn't lol! I was hoping him and Ian and Billy Ray would be the final 3!! But Ian and Billy didn't make it, it was between Apollo and Joey and I was for Joey all the way it's too bad I would have loved to seen him and Ian or him and Billy Ray battle it out! oh well... Next year I heard Tori Spelling is doing the show I wish Jason would be on there :) But he'll be busy with his BabyGirl (yes they're having a girl) and naming it Shannon Just kidding again lol! But they are having a BabyGirl Tiffany said on TV they were! I also heard Mel B is doing Dancing With The Stars Emma Bunton did the show over in London I wish Mel C would be on there and Darren and Keith that'd be so cool :) In other TV news on Celeb Fit Club Dustin's still being an ass that's no surprize tho and on Charmed School Bootz left So I think the next to leave will be Pumpkin? lol! Jordin won American Idol I knew she would...But I still wish Blake would have won He will be like Clay Aiken and sale million's of CD's I know I'll be buying Blake's CD <3 ER is over for another season boohoo! What will I do without ER? Watch reruns lol! Shane West is a damn good actor! I would love to see him on another season of ER or even do his own TV show? ER won't be the same without him! I'll sure miss him. I'm gonna try to work on my GreatestJournal layout soon I want to try to find a pic of Ashley from the MTV Movie Awards and work on my journal layout and fix it up! One more thing Happy Belated B-Day Ella! and Happy B-Day Michelle! Love ya both Well I'm gonna go look for Ashley pics. Hope everyone has a wonderful weekend. <3

Much Love,

Shan

We'll be together come whatever
Not just staring at the stars
Just remember
That no one else could tell us who we are
We'll be together so don't ever
Stop listening to your heart
'Cause I can't turn mine off

*We'll Be Together* ~ Ashley Tisdale ~

My Ashley Site:
http://www.xoxstaringatthestars.co.nr

My Greatest Journal:
http://ashtisdalefan.greatestjournal.com

~ Big & Rich ~



~ Gretchen Wilson ~



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We had ups and downs We got spun around But we held on when the going got a little tough
Monday. 8.4.08 4:00 am
mood: tired
listening to: Paul Brandt - Didn't Even See The Dust

My weekend had many ups and downs and many misunderstandings about bullshit Friday my day started at 10:00 AM! me and Mom went up Sissy's 'cause my dad was cutting grass and he wanted mom to help I ate breakfast with Sissy and waited on them to get through, then we came home and I had to get ready and we went to the mall we went to Claires I bought a Purple Shih Tzu purse it looks like Charlie :) I got a blister from wearing my sandles in the mall it hurts like hell ahh it's so sore! After we left the mall we went to the pawn shop and got a couple CD's Faith Hill, Josh Turner, Terri Clark, and Trisha Yearwood, We went to see Pawpaw at the car wash he was happy to see us I wanted to stay longer But we had to go get dinner we went to captin d's we had to wait forever for our food and I hate waiting ugh! we didn't get home until late and I went outside to swing and I hit my ribs on our porch and they're so sore! like I didn't already have a sore toe, you know? ouch! :( when I came in the house I texed my frend Michelle 'cause I was so worried about her she had surgery and was scared something might have happened But she's ok. Saturday My Aunt Sissy's Dog Ginger got hurt she has that propriaceptive it affect Gingers legs it's like her brain tells her legs one thing and they do another thing... before they went to the vet I told Sissy Mom was gonna go get her money orders, and she'd be right back and if they wanted me to go with them me and dad would go with them if they wanted us to go? they didn't want us to, so we stayed home mom and Sissy came back about 4:00 and they said the vet put Gin on some meds the same meds they put her on before... Sissy was still worried Gin wouldn't walk But the vet said she should start walking and feeling back to her oldself in a week Mom bought me some blistex my lips have been chapped and sore I guess it's just the weather and I had a fever blister... my stomach has been upset from worrying about dad But he's starting to get better, if he'd just gain a lil' bit of weight back. Sunday we went to yard sales and I bought a bunch of CD's from a woman for $20! I got Aaron Lines, Billy Ray Cyrus, Keith Anderson, Katrina Elam, Lee Ann Womack, Rebecca Lynn Howard, Heart, Trisha Yearwood I'm so happy I found all of those! :) When we came home I called Sissy like I always do and me and her was talking and she got rude with me she said I hurt her feelings, I was like how did I hurt them??? she said when I told her mom was going to get moneyorders yesterday when they were taking Gin to the vet she thought I meant Mon was going to do that and not go with her and Mom's moneyorders were more important than Gin that's not true then Sissy said it seemd like I was more worried about everything else than Gin :( I was worried about Dad and Michelle But she had NO RIGHT to tell me that 'cause I OFFERED to go with them to take Gin and I even called them while they were at the vet to see how she was! I know she was worried But she shouldn't have taken it out on me after we got off the phone I cried and cried I couldn't believe it blah it hurt my feelings were than anything or anyone has ever done to me and people have hurt my feelings many times I thought Sissy wouldn't never But I was wrong. Monday we went to take Sissy's car to the shop, and we went to some yard sales and we went to another pawn shop I bought some more CD's got Diana DeGarmo, Jesse McCartney from the yard sale, and The Kinley's, Merril Bainbrdge pawn shop I love going to yard sales and pawn shops can you tell? lmao! hey it beats going to the store and paying $15 or more for a CD up at the mall they cost about $20 a CD After a long day of waiting I logged on to check my Yahoo mail like I always do and I got an email fron my friend Jimmy he said he was going down to TN to stay for a couple of months to stay with his friends to work I understand But I will miss him! Well, I think I'm gonna go listen to some music I hope you all have a wonderful day I will try to update again soon! Until then take care and leave me some comments.

Much Love,

Shan

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