So I posted a blog yesterday about some things that were bothering me. (Only on MySpace, and only open to my boyfriend.) I won't go into detail of what it was about, but I just felt really alone and kind of scared. I don't feel scared anymore, I actually feel a lot more at ease with everythinng that's going on right now since Ed and I were able to talk last night. (Babe: You have no idea how relieved I was in our conversation last night.)

Apparently he got the opportunity to play flag football yesterday. His team didn't win, but they did their best. And they are definitely going to crush the other team next time!! I have no doubt about it. Ooh...I just got a really cute gift idea!! Message or comment me if you'd like to know what it is.

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I HAVE THE GREATEST BOYFRIEND EVER. SERIOUSLY. I LOVE HIM TO THE MAX!!!!!!!! It's great to know I can talk to him about ANYTHING. More on that in the coming weeks; some may already know what's going on.

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Yeah..Satan's having a field trip playing tricks on my mind this week since I haven't heard from Edward in week or two. So pray that I can get some kind of contact, that we're able to talk sometime this week or weekend, and for some peace of mind. I'm really trying to stay strong and trust God right now, but it's getting harder and harder the more time that passes between each conversation with Edward.

[For those unaware: my boyfriend is currently serving overseas, so it's not his fault that he hasn't been able to call or email.]

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So job hunting today went ok. Not the best, but none of the hiring managers were there. I'm starting to think they're never there on Saturdays. That kinda holds me back right now since my sister keeps tagging along to go shopping. I'm not there to shop, I'm there to get a job!!! Ugh. The assistant manager from Charlotte Russe seemed to like me though, so that one may work out. I'm supposed to hear from them by Thursday at the latest. Charlotte Russe would be cool, it's one of my favorite stores there in the FL Mall. I have no idea what's going to happen with the other stores, they all took my application and placed it in a pile with a bunch of other applications; not really what I was expecting but what can I do about it?

I got to talk to Ed last night!! That made me really happy. He reenlisted, but it only adds on an extra two days to his term. I'm not quite sure how that works out, but he also said he got school option so he can go to school next January. Awesome! Wonder what he's going to major in or study? Ed also got a promotion; really proud of him for that. I wish October would get here sooner, I want a hug from Ed!! I miss him so much lately, and time seems to move so slowly; it's still February for crying out loud!! I can't wait until summer starts, there'll be plenty of activities at church to get involved in to keep me busy for sure.

Oh, and my cold is gone. Yay! No more illness for me!

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Almost a month later, and Express Fashions calls to schedule an interview. Eileen, the woman who called to schedule, said I didn't sound real excited to get the interview but I'm very excited. She called at 9:00 at night though--I'm getting ready for bed at 9! I know it's early for some people, but I also get up early, so I'm pretty pooped by 9. I was all settled and comfortable in bed watching 13 Going on 30 when she called. So, maybe I didn't sound as excited as I really was. But it's only because I was tired and half asleep. Anywho, the interview is tomorrow and 6 PM. Pray that it goes well! (My boyfriend has already expressed confidence in my ability to get the job so if I don't get it now I'm going to be twice as bummed. But I think I'm going to get it.)

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Well, Ed tried to call me again last night..and I missed the call by a SPLIT-SECOND. WTH? So that is now...hm, 9 missed calls in a row in 3-4 days? I'm so not liking my luck right now. . If I miss another call, I'm going to go crazy!!! I miss hearing his voice everyday, I like hearing his voice when I can. This (my luck right now) sucks!!!

At least Esther is coming home today. Hopefully I'll be able to talk to her about it; she always makes me feel better. Anyways, I'm now determined not to miss another phone call-from anybody.

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