theres snow and its cold and icy and we still have no delay even. I wanted the day off so bad, i just really dont feel like going to school. blah, i want a break from mr. merna at least. this weekends adams birthday. hopefully we get to do something for that as well. I'm gonna be a little dissapointed if we cant even hang out then.. i still need to give him his gifts here sometime anyways. well... i guess i should finish getting ready for school... have a good day everyone

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next period, but I really dont feel like studying for it.. plus it doesnt help that i have no clue what to study for. yesterday when our teacher was reviewing for it i had to write a 2 page paper for the period after that... shitty huh. oh well... what can I say I guess... hopefully I dont do too bad.. and same thing goes for the gay quiz after that with stupid mr. merna. What an idiot. I swear that guy has something against me.. I'll let you know how it all goes...

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this sucks... i hate school so much and i couldnt concentrate at all today. i'm not used to being back in the school schedule and couldnt focuz on anything. Math especially, didnt make any sense and im not sure exactly what im gonna do about that. I guess i'll have to ask someone for help, which i hate to do, but its the only way im gonna be able to pass shit. Well, anyways... besides school my nights going to be boring. Except of course, all the work that my gay teachers felt like assigning today. But, as far as I know, no ones stopping by. All i'm gonna do is eat. Damn, i'm going to get so fat.. this is gonna suck...

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i havent wrote in a little while.. but thats cuz magga was up and we just messed around up here for a few days. i miss that kid all ready :( she has a pretty interesting night up here lol... made for a memorable time i suppose. anyways.. im so hungry and need a shower, so i guess ill write more later.

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no wonder i hate holidays like this.. but anyways this one was even worse than most. christmas wasnt even christmas.. we werent at the old house, we traveled all the way back to my grandmas on christmas eve and stopped at the airport to pick up my bro. his flight was delayed and we couldnt get him and were late getting to the house. once there i dunno.... i drank and whatever else. tried to avoid too many stupid confrontations which are bound to occur at family functions. my brother arrived by bus really late so you know. Anyways.. christmas day came and there werent any presents since we werent up in ogdensburg but that doesnt really matter, we got to watch my cousin open up his huge pile of gifts which of course, you know, is always fun. The rest really isnt worth saying, but a huge fight rose between me and my parents because i had been planning on having maggie up to ogdensburg for at least a month and a half and then all of a sudden they decided that they didnt feel like it. Maggie and me were so pissed.. then they kept changing their minds on everything. It ended up with me locking them in a room until they agreed to be reasonable about it which eventually turned out okay i guess. They still cahnged their mind a lot and it made everything difficult and uncomfortable and take a lot longer than it should have. They finally called and said that maggie could come and they were leaving in 15 minutes to get us which pretty much left us no time to get showered and other shit like that. Well... shes up here finally and we've been having fun. It kinda feels weird to actually be having fun in ogdensburg, but here we are... :)

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today was kinda retarded... all last night and this morning sucked, sleep deprevation will do that to anyone i suppose. I should be used to it by now and actually I am, just sometimes it gets to you more than other. By the end of the day things were going a little better or I was just blowing more shit off, who knows.. either way it wasn't putting me in such a shitty mood. I hate christmas, but in art class today as a filler project we had to make a christmas ornament. That about made my day. I hope adam likes his new ornament to hang on his tree lol.. because I don't want to hang it up here. He should be coming over tonight, and even though we aren't going to be able to do anything besides his homework really, it'll still be nice. I hate these nights when I can't go riding, my sister begs to go on my babysitting job and get the money, and then i get screwed with almost nothing to do. Oh well. I'm not going to be entirely by myself tonite. How nice. My last AP Euro teacher is a dick, and he always makes fun of me in class and whatnot. Like, the other day, he started arguing with me over being a pessimist. What the hell does that have to do with European history anyway? Today he was being stupid too, so after we left his class I told everyone we're having a christmas party in there tomorrow and to bring food and drinks and everything. :) I hate christmas, but hey.. he'll be pissed of that we're having a party in there instead of listening to all the shit he usually says, and we might as well use this holiday to our advantage. I'll let you know how it goes....

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