todays definantly turning out to be a bad day... lets see, i woke up this morning th pink eye, thats about wonderful, but i still went to school because i hate missing and even more so, i hate going to the doctors but as of rite now it seems like thats about the only way ill get rid of it... 4th period rolls around and i got a bloody nose for no reason. It was the worst bloody nose too. It bled for like.. 10 minutes and then i left for the bathroom, it bled about 10 minutes in there and then i had to go to the nurses office because it wouldnt stop, the whole time i was covering my eye up with my hair so that i didnt get sent home for it... anyways i was late to me next class had to catch up in there and then when i went to my locker next, the girl next to me flings open her locker when i was grabbing a book and slammed me in the head with her door... that felt good. blah.. anyways i was thinking of going home because the day just seems to be getting worse but adam convinced me not too... now i just wasted about the first ten minutes of my english time here in the library because my stupid name wouldnt log in on the computer. man i have awesome luck...

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so far.. i havent done tons.. i guess. i went to randis and hung out with people, it was boring till more people got there, but it was good i guess. her mom and her wanted to go out to see me horse so they drove me all the way out to canton, and then my horse was scared of them lol. poor boy, hes such a scaredy cat. but then, when i brought him inside he hadnt ate his food and everything. blah, if anything his eatings getting worse. it's only been a couple days this time and he already stopped eating because of it. I really dont know what to do about it. I asked Tamara, because she knows a lot about horse nutrition and all, but she said theres really nothing to do about it. Hes really attached and we cant really do much to change it. Like, I guess we can try and put him in with other horses and he might get closer to them and less attached to me, but we've already tried that with him before and it didnt work. I don't really know. I guess I'm just going to try and give him feed with more fat in it so that hes got more on him for when im not able to be there, at least so its not quite so bad for him everytime i cant be there. it's just impossible to get there everyday since i cant drive yet... i cant wait until im 16.

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wow, ive gone 6 days with only an hour of sleep.. i dont even see how im functioning. its ridiculous how tired i am but i cant help it, my body just refuses to sleep.. im gonna collapse from exhaustion soon, blah and im actually surprised i havent yet. it's so hard. i just want some rest. i really should go ride chance tonite but i dont know if ill be able to:\ this is makin me feel so shitty, god i just need to pass out and get it over with...

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well... today i got some good news rather than bad so i suppose thats good... i feel like shit though. my stomach hurts so bad and im so exhausted. im going on three days now with no sleep..but of course, lucky me had a baby sitting job. Not just any babysitting job, but one with a very active 2 year old and baby who loves to crawl.. blah.. this sucks, and im tired and im not gonna sleep at all tonite, i just know it.. plus i dont understand my spanish homework so im going to get a bad grade on that tomorrow.. but oh well.. i ve got the whole nite to look forward to. .. haha.. yea

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its so damn early... i hate school.. im freezing and i havent even stepped outside yet. Its not sposed to be that bad, but brr... im cold right now. I cant wait to get school over and outa the way so I can go see me boy tonite, I love riding, and i MIss him sooo much. It also doesnt help things at all when you know your horse goes anorexic when you dont see him enough.. Yup, that's chance for you. he just refuses to eat when i dont come out to see him for a week. It's weird and really not good. He loses weight too quickly like that... anyways, I miss him and were hanging out tonite. yay. __________________________________________________________
well... mondays suck as we know.. today turned out about how i usually expect them too except im getting really tired again.. 3 days no sleep, oh what the hell, i go more. seeing chance was good even though he was kinda mad at me for not seeing him. i got him to eat again.. good boy.. hes gettin better with that i think. other than that the only other news for my day is possibly bad. oh well what can i say.. blah

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