Monday. 12.20.04 3:22 pm
well.. i did end up getting something to eat. I made my sister bring me to mcdonalds before school, and yea mags you
might be jealous, but guess what, its fucking -20 degrees up here and the radio said it felt like -40. I've NEVER been in that cold of weather... brrrrrrr... i hate new york. I can't wait to go home... itll be nice for a chance and im so excited about bringin my maggie home:) haha
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Monday. 12.20.04 6:08 am
its so early and theres nothing to eat at my house. i like food sooo much, but not being able to have anything good to eat>? way to start my day out good.... today should be wonderful
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Sunday. 12.19.04 9:53 pm
mnfuse: haha its weird cause i never get excited about xmas...ever
mnfuse: but this year i have alot to ctually look forward to
Scraps89W: aw like what
mnfuse: seeing you..and i know that i'm actually gonna like what i'm getting...but seeing you mostly..and getting to spend it up there
aww... maga:) i miss you so bad, christmas break is gonna be awesome. and were gonna have the best time ever:) just wait
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Saturday. 12.18.04 10:45 pm
These days are closing in
The end has become apparent
We're only here for so long
Will anyone remember my name
When time has washed away the dust of our ashes?
When my head rests in a velvet lined casket?
What's out there?
What is my eternal fate?
It only just recently hit me
That this life is just a state
Mortality fading, like the innocence of line
I'm scared to death of what's to become...
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Thursday. 12.16.04 10:22 pm
god ive never been more scared in my life.... that kid seriously looked like he was gonna die.. you have no idea how bad a feeling that is, no matter who is going through it. you feel awful because youre helpless and cant do a damn thing about something thats right in front of you... i guess that applies to more than one area in life huh...
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Thursday. 12.9.04 9:51 pm
aw kido i feel so bad for you, i wish shit were better and you didnt have shingles. if i could fix it, you know i would.. well hmm... today was better than yesterday, my sisters no longer in the hospital on morphine, so i suppose thats something good, rite? poor kid. i dunno.. lifes so frustrating sometimes like.. i try so hard to convince myself im over something, then it shows up and boom... right back to where it all began...
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