feeling: Shocked, Disgusted, UGH.
watching: Nothing

Okay, I was warned earlier in the shoutbox that there was the "brutal, evil murder of a kitty" post somewhere on Nutang, but nothing, and I mean nothing could have prepared me for what I saw.

I was just browsing on Nutang, as you do, and I noticed a new avvie in the top 5 most popular, Rachel (I've gone off her page complete. I refuse to go back and link her, whoever she is. Sorry.) and I was wondering who she was, so thought I'd check out her other posts to see if she was a newbie or an old account that had somehow become majorly popular or an old friend returned.

Oh my word.

That post was the most DISGUSTING THING I HAVE EVER SEEN IN MY LIFE. I didn't even see it properly, I just wanted to scroll to the end of the page and it still freaked me out!

I guess when my brain skim-read 'hope the kitty post didn't freak you out' or something in her latest post, it didn't occur to me that the kitty-murder was on her page. I remember being forewarned of another name on the shoutbox earlier... o_O;;

I didn't pick up the warnings when I saw a heel on the poor thing either... My gosh it was horrible. Why would anyone want to do such a thing?! Why would anyone take photos of such a thing?! Some people have sick, sick minds.

That was so gross. And what's worse, this Rachel girl only seems to have 3 posts. So therefore I'm a) stumped as to why she's in the top 10 [although I have a feeling it's cos of the kitty-murder post] and b) horrified that the eyeball of the kitty can still be seen cos it's at the bottom of the last photo, and her bottom entry is too short to hide it.

I didn't even bother reading her last entry. Maybe it said something like 'hi, I'm new' but I'm not about to go back to her page to find out...

=In a state of major, major shock and disgust right now=

On the bright side, I've been very productive today. 2 exams on Thursday morning so I've been preparing for my maths all day. On the down side, I realise I absolutely suck at maths and don't know half the syllabus. Yay me...

Oh God that was still disgusting.

L8r,

—×Kuri×—

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feeling: Content
listening to: Girlfriend - Avril Lavigne

Omw it's been too long!!!

But I'm happy to announce I've been online less these days :D Probably mostly cos I have exams to continously look forward to, lucky me... But half of them are over! ^_^ I have 2 on Thursday morning which I am SHYTTING IT for because I am SO unprepared it's AWFUL.

I need to revise, seriously... Ugh...

And so much for my update-more-often... For some reason I haven't had the will to update very much lately, but real life has been very interesting for me! Usually I'm a loser who just sits in front of the computer all day x]

I've been out a lot lately to friend's--either going to friend's houses or them visiting... Went to London a couple of weeks ago :D Then on Friday I went to another friend's house party ^_^

And on Saturday I went and bought my prom dress!!! YAY!!! :D

Would you like to see it? ^_^ Saves me from describing it since my descriptive skills have completely depleted over the past couple of years @_@;; Here's a photo we took in the changing rooms (aren't my socks amazing? XD) - Click to view full size:

Dress: £39.99 from Bay

Do you guys like it? ^^;; I usually can't wear strapless... always get the feeling it's gna fall off but with this dress, I just had to buy it anyways... I think it suits me :)

3 exams left!!!

L8r,

—×Kuri×—

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feeling: Encouraged
watching: Myself Singing...

Actually, I've made a few decisions XD

The first one is about the title of my entries. From now on, I'll be using the first few words of my entry to be the title since I can never think up a decent title. Which makes life so much easier for me! (I almost got so desperate as to put "Entry ##" as my title at one point ^^;; Ehhem, anyways =3)

So... looks like you who read my entries will now have to pay some attention to my titles! XD

Another decision is that I'm actually going to update more often.

Okay, I know, I know I've said that so many times before, but this time I actually mean it, cos I realise I waste far too much on Facebook just... browsing, when there's actually nothing decent to browse for or anything, so I'm going to use that time to actually do something useful, like blogging and getting down my feelings.

Also, I'm really lazy with uploading stuff, I know that. And why?! It's not like uploading takes 5 hours. And even if uploading did take 5 hours, it's not like I would have spent that 5 hours constructively or anything anyways.

So yes. Which brings me on to say...

Here's the drawing I did! ^_^ (I was called sad, obsessed and a loser by a couple of friends of mine for drawing it TT^TT but I don't care!!! I love DBSK!!! And the photo of Jaejoong was just TOO HOT not to pick up a pen and just draw! >=O) Please click for full view =D

Uhm... yeah ^^;; I dno what you guys make of it, but I'm really happy with it! =D It's not that great, but I've honestly never been able to draw real stuff before... it's always turned out a massive mess :( Plus I drew it with my mechanical pencil which I use to do my maths homework with >_>;; So yeah... this is the first piece I've ever been remotely proud of and I think it's okay! =D

Really sorry for the crap lighting though, was taken at night time and the lighting in my room is horrendous x_x;;

Another thing is I've recorded a lot of musical stuff... But I just haven't uploaded it because it just sounds so bad! And most of it is for personal listening to see how I can improve. It does help :)

But yeah... I always make too many mistakes in my recordings so I will never upload them unless I think they're okayish. At the moment, I'm recording loads of myself singing and playing guitar because I want to improve my singing. Personally I think I have improved somewhat =D But yeah ^^;; When I'm finally happy with my singing, maybe I'll upload that some day! (^_________^)v

Until then, please look forward to more entries from me! ^^;;

L8r,

—×Kuri×—

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feeling: Full
watching: Nada

...six more to go!

I'm talking about exams =3

I finished my German Oral exam on Tuesday! Hmmm... to be honest, I've no idea how it went. All I remember was panicking completely just before the proper exam (the speaking part--I get 20 mins beforehand to prepare a speaking card to speak about too) and crying.

Yes, I cried.

Only a few tears, but they were still there. And I don't even remember the last time I cried before then! Sigh... it was... really not the best one I'd ever done :( But luckily I managed to pull myself together for the general conversation [worth two-thirds of the speaking exam] so I guess... Hopefully it won't be too bad.

My next exam is a week today! Omw! Gahhh need to get on with revision!

Oh! And something I'm really pleased with is a picture I drew of Kim Jaejoong from DBSK! I will upload it soon ^_^ But yeah I'm really happy with it. I guess I got some inspiration after seeing other people's art of Jaejoong and was like 'wow...' then I saw an uber-hot photo of him and... well, picked up my doodling pad, grabbed my mechanical pencil and drew! XD

It turned out much better than expected! Especially for a drawing with mechanical pencil... I'm quite pleased with it since I never thought I could draw real people! In fact, all the times I've tried before, I just sucked so bad...

So the first time I tried in like... years, literally years, it turned out... well! XD

Please look forward to it! ^^;;

L8r,

—×Kuri×—

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feeling: Content
watching: At The Cross - Hillsong

...that even with my lack of regular updates I'm still in the top 25 most popular members page o_O;; I've noticed that a lot actually... I'm usually on the top 25 most popular members and that just really surprises me since sometimes I don't even blog for months ^^;;

Thank you guys so muuuch <333

Anyways I have a German Oral exam on Tuesday, then a week and a bit later I have my Maths S1 exam and that's me done for May! Then 4 more exams in June and I'm free!!!

I think I'll go update the calendar over there <--

I think in a way, I'm really lucky cos my exams are so spread out I can concentrate on one at a time =3 Well, apart from my Theatre Unit 5 and Maths C4 exams on 12th June. They're on the same morning!!! Seriously I don't even have an hour in between to do some last minute crammage or give my hand a break!

Seriously my hand'll probably drop off -_-;;

I had a 3 hr exam in theatre last year. My hand definitely dropped off for a good hour after that exam. then i managed to reattach it to my arm again =3

Anyways, I have barely revised for my German Oral exam. I best get to revision!!! Thank God Monday's a bank holiday so I can cram all day. Though even if it wasn't I would have taken the day off to cram anyway.

Gotta go revise!!! Good luck to everyone who've got exams!!!

L8r,

—×Kuri×—

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feeling: Content
watching: Nada

It's really weird, but it seems the only time I have the time and will to blog these days is at school o_o;; Probably because I'm always bored at school XD

Yes, I'm at school again, during break.

Blogging =3

I really want to limit my time on the computer these days because I have my first exam in a week and a day (German speaking exam... I'm really rather shytting it... I'm so unprepared TT_TT)

I've decided to give up msn and facebook again, just until my exams are over. I'd love myself if I can do it, but I'm questioning if I can... Seriously I think the biggest temptation for me these days is the computer TT_TT What would I do without my beloved internet? x_x;;

...Well, lose some weight, probably. I have put on a lot of weight lately by the amount I've been eating and not exercising and just sitting in front of the computer. ARG. I'm going on a diet... >_>;;

Well I'll probs be cooking again tonight, so may have another dinner up tomorrow. Maybe, depending on if I can be bothered to upload it ^^;;

And thank you to all you who still read my blog! It's really wonderful to see your comments still, giving how inactive I am on NuTang and how I haven't visited your blogs in ages! TT^TT So touching, thank youuu!!! <333

I also am the worst at making up titles for entries. Seriously, I ramble on about so many different topics in each of my entries it's hard to define an entry with just one title about one thing. But it's cos I don't blog very frequently that every time I do I seem to have a million and one things to say!

Well lately I've gotten into fanfiction again... Well, more because I feel I should be reading more. My English vocabulary seems to have shrunk a lot since I stopped reading fanfiction. Hah. And here daddy always told me reading fanfiction was a waste of time. Puh. ¬_¬;;

I've also completely stopped writing my own, which is really bad... I have quite a few who have me on author alert/story alert and I've posted *nada*... Bleeeh >_<;; I have no time atm! ;_;

Anyways, I should be getting back to class soon =3 See you all later~~~

L8r,

—×Kuri×—

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