Oh my god... I'm still a virgin.
There had a talk about sexual harrassment at my school this morning.
She told us what sexual harrassment was and some examples of it.
And I'm disagree with some of the points.

The first point was, touching of skin between boys and girls. Hey man, I have a touch with a person who is opposite sex with me, I hold her hand, I pat her arm and want to say a hi OR I accidently knocked into a girl... Does that consider sexual harrassment then? If yes, please, kill me, because my classmate always do that on me, so I was no more a virgin NOW.

The second point, starring at someone who has different sex with someone. She said, this is sexual harrassment, next gave us two examples. "That girl is stunning. What a handsome guy." Oh my god... I know Malaysian is kind of conservative, but that has already beyonded the limit! If her saying is true, many people out there has become a pervert and over million of people on the earth has unconsciously become a sexual victim, I believe.

These are the points for as long as I can remember. I think it is unreasonable, very. There's no point to say it's sexual harrassment just by touching the opposite sex's skin. To my astonishment, the second point is just rubbish. You don't say it's sexual harrassment, it's how a normal person would say if they see a nice-looking person. We are human... aren't we? She alien!

And she showed us some videos too - some videos about people abandoned their babies. They abandoned their baby under a tree, beside the road and let him/her face the cold wind and heavy rain. I have a question, why do people like to give birth to a baby who they don't want to take care of? I understand, especially teenagers, like me, the majority of them are curious about sex and they would have sexual urge. However, do they think about those miserable, abandoned babies? NO! They just want to do it when they feel they want to and I've hated this kind of unresponsible bastard so much, I can't explain how much in a few words... I really can't!

I'd like to say,
Don't damage people' life,
Don't harm the ladies,
Don't kill the babies.
Condoms, birth control pills are used to control birth.
So make use of them, don't abuse them.

Last but not least, I really don't understand, why do people expect sex so much?
They can have sex with their wife/husband once they get married over hundreds times in their whole life and nobody could catch them. Just let go of the unmarried.

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Today was a school day, it was a replacement of Hari Raya school day. At school was so boring!!! Only 13 in 37 attended to school today. I mean, in our class. Haha! Teachers were just went through the text books hastily since many of us were not in the class and we had so much fun!

In the last two periods - it was Science. In the first hour, we were all tired and didn't seem to listen to her. Her teaching was boring, we were boring and when I raised up my head, scanned the class, everyone didn't seem to listen her, some were looking at her, falling their mouth opened; some were yawning, wanted to fall asleep; some were already put their head on the table, almost assumed she was not exist. Rofl! The scene was really funny, no body was listen to her! Haha!!!

So the next hour, was our very hour. The game was started! Disturbing is a real fun thing to do once you wake up from the laziness. 'Haha! Here I come, friends!'.

In fact, I'd tuition at ELC (Erican Language Centre) at 2pm but I finished my school at 1.50pm. Doubtless, I was late this week - for an hour. I called my brother to go and stop the bus so that I could take the bus at two. So at first I didn't expect it would rain in the afternoon because it was sunny in the morning. Because it rained, all the cars drove inside my school and then jammed. I thought I could be there on time but our car was stucked, we could neither step on the gas nor reverse. At that emergency, I'd no idea, I'd to say, 'Uncle, can you get out from here? I'm in a hurry.'. Oh man, how embarressed I was in the car but what could I do at that moment?

'When I arrived there, I could see the bus conductor's impatient face, looking around where I was. This was so embarrassed. And the my brother was waiting opposite the bus. Just when I got out from my friend's car, I passed my text books to my brother, took my meal and straightly rush up the bus, and said, 'Sorry... Thank you!', then she smiled - the bus conductor.

So I had my meal on the bus, only 5 people were on the bus at first, and then more and more passengers came on. While I was having my meal, I looked at my watch every five minutes. When would I reach there? So worried. I got there at three, which was one hour later.

To conclude, it was a real hard decision to make when I was in the car just now. This was my first time ever got into this situation! Oh my god!

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back to school.

Results are coming back. I'm coughing harder. Can't say even a word of them.

6:33 PM

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"She... got pregnant..."


- I don't know what to say as all I can say is 'wow.' -

I took a few minutes to think about that words that I heard from my friend. A girl from my school got pregnant by her boyfriend. I'm honestly grieved to hear about that because she's only 15 now.

As far as I know, she's a Malay girl who's studying in Form 3 and her boyfriend got her pregnant. I was quite surprised when someone told me that a girl in my school had had sex with her boyfriend at first though the worse was to follow, she... got pregnant. Another friend of mine also told me that she doesn't even know where the boy lives and his age. She only knows about his name and he's a employee. How would she do a thing like that so shameful without knowing the guy completely, if she knows, that's still forbidden!

She was caught pregnancy when a teacher touched her stomach! Last Friday, her mother came to the school and cried, sobbing the teacher what she had done wrong to her daughter. Today at the assembly, my counselor teacher just told all the students to be awared, not to simply nod when someone demands for something especially the girls.

Why? Why? Why?

I really don't understand. I thought it was quite normal when everytime there were talks about that issue in school, but when it really happens in my school, I was astonished! I really can't imagine that a girl's willing to take off her shirts and... And at last, the guy ran away! Uh... This is so sad...

She...'s in the hospital now, waiting for delivery. Her future won't be any good. This is the first time ever to have this happened in my school! The reputation of the school will be affected, no doubt.


6:13 PM

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Let me start this with a question: why! are the Indians bad egg?

(I'm not aiming at all the Indians in the world and I’ve no racial discrimination against Indians.) You know what, I'm not a person who like to start a fight OR a quarrel with anybody without any reasons, because I don't think it's needed. Using up my saliva to scold a rascal is totally the stupiest way to do! If you don't bother me, you'll be alright; if you bother me, you'll probably be safe; if you bother me when I'm on the height of anger, you'll leave your lung behind!

I'm really mad with someone today! (Well, she doesn't know I was in the mood of tired and sleepy.) I was sending six OR seven dictionaries to my teacher's backseat with another Indian girl, following my teacher to her car. A bad egg was followed behind her, the Indian girl and started to talk to her all the way to the car, speaking Tamil all the time.

So I wasn't happy with their accent which I’ll never understand in my life after looking up the dictionary for an hour for the tough vocabulary paper. At about 1.00 afternoon, looking at the dizzy words was easy enough to make me feel sleepy. My mood changed from happy to moody. All of a sudden, I didn't know what happened, the bad egg knocked my head, TWICE without appologizing. As soon as she did that, I stared at her, showing a loathing face, never said a word. How could she do that, it's painful! She said, 'She asks me to do it!' And smile to me. 'Rubbish! Am I so close with you? I don’t want to play you girls.' I'm sure you'll say, what's the matter for a girl to knock you head? Well, the problem is, she does more than that without knowing she's done many bads to many people.

I was very angry with her action at once, but I didn't scold her. She'd be scared if I did so. I came back to my class and sat on my seat, teacher wasn't in, I looked at her, sharply. Listening to her continuous stream of empty chatter really tested my patience. At that moment, I couldn't think of how I was going to do if I didn't walk away, so I went to toilet. Just when I was about leaving, I saw my friend coming and I was told there're many people in the toilet, then I went back and waited, for some minutes. The longer I listened to her, the higher the rate I felt angry. But I knew I'd to control myself.

Then it was time when everybody going home, but I'd to stay back school for colouring and drawing work for my drama. As soon as I went down to my school hall, a little incident happened, it's a thing to do with some Indian rascals. This time, no one knocked my head again, no more Indian girls, but five Indian boys. They were playing flour or something, I don't know, it's like just had a war next to my class. And there's egg cracked on my friend's desk. It's nothing to do with me, of course, it's not my desk, not my class, and my friend felt disappointed with their action. I was feeling bad, I was just knocked by someone, and many unhappy things had been happening recently, quarrels, my friend was bullied, my friend is no more good friend with the other one, you know, the pressure, the strains, too many things came together at the same time.

At last, I couldn't bear of anything that happened next anymore, I burst into into a quarrel with them with my high tone of voice, 'WHO DID THIS? PLEASE CLEAN IT!' Just then I heard a few voices confusingly, 'I don't know, don't ask me.' 'Do you think I did that?' 'Is this your class? It's none of your business about that. Go away!' Then I could say nothing, before I went down to the hall, I asked a friend whom I've known since my primary school, an Indian guy from their group. He said, 'The Malay guys, I'm not sure, there was too confused to see who did it.' Then I just went down very agrily, black look.

I don't know what happened to me lately, it was just very stupid to argue with someone, especially the rascals. I'm just losing my right senses after listening to so many unhappy things from my friends, and I find myself changing, bad temper, full of anger and resentment. I'd better go and get some rest and some peace music to remain calm.

God, why do You creat stupid people?


6:04 PM

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