It been weeks I�m living alone, eating alone and sleeping alone, my sense of loneliness had accumulated till the extent that I no longer able to survive the loneliness anymore, I wanted to see him, touch him, feel him besides me, his love, his kisses, his hugs that make me miss it every single second, but I still have to wait, I know the moment will come soon but the waiting make me gone insane, I told myself I no longer able to wait, but I had promise him that I�ll wait and be a good girl.

One week later

I pulled myself up from the bed, and quickly I rushed for morning shower but I nearly tripped because of my clumsiness. I had my shower done in 5 minutes that include hair washing, teeth brushing and doing all the necessary stuffs. I was shocked with my swift action as well.

I grabbed a slice of plain bread and stuck it into my mouth, I rushed down to the staircase and grab my car key and ready to go, but once I reached for the door, I can�t believe what my own eyes are seeing.

�Oh my god, oh my god, are you for real?� my voice is still shaking while trying to question him.

Instead of answering my question, he just makes himself pass through the door and settle himself on the red sofa that placed near the piano.

I shut the door tight and run towards him and give him a big hug and kisses on his both cheeks.

�Tiggy! But� how? Er� Why?� My mind is full of thousand of questions on how he arrives earlier than he suppose to.

Instead of answering my question, he hugs me and gave me a slow and loving kiss on my forehead. �Silly girl, I told you to wait and I do tell you that I�m coming home today, and where are you going? You are wearing something extremely sexy � elegant today.�

�Silly Tiggy, I was thinking of giving you surprise at the airport, and you arrive before I able to step out from the house.�

�Oh Kitty, you are so sweet, but don�t I told you not to do so?�

�Tiggy, I said it is a surprise�

�Okay, Okay, don�t be mad at me, come here Kitty.�

I walked near to his side without questioning his action, he hug me close to his chest and plant a kiss over my hair. The usual scent that flows between him makes me tingles and wanted the moment to last forever. Instead he pushed me away and stares at my face with his serious expression.

I gulped and my heart start beating fast, my imagination gone wild and negative and I don�t know what is going on. And suddenly he kneels in front of me, and he allows his hand to flow back to his pocket. I peep and saw a small little cute love designer box. He opened the box and I saw a diamond ring, not a normal diamond ring but the ring that he once promise to get for me, that he designed by himself and he promise that it will be the only one in the world and crafted with our name.

He let out his breath and his cheek blush. �Kitty, will you marry me?�.

I was stunned by the question, because I never expect this to come so fast, never come into my mind that his going to propose to me after his business trip to South Africa. I stand stilled and don�t know how to react, my tears of joys streamed down to my cheeks.

I knotted and he slides the ring to my finger and it fit perfectly. And I rushed to him and planted my face over his chase and said thousand times of �I Love You�.

He carries me up to our room and whispered.

�I love you too, Kitty�.

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R u jealous of dogs that have super power to sniff through all the scent we cannot even think of smelling it? every single scent we cant detect, will easily detected by the dogs.

Erm, well i finally understand how the dogs feel, because recently, my nose is so clear that i can scent something, when i complaint my parents just shoo me off for being too sensitive and saying is my brain that scent it and not my nose who scent it.

i have very low tolerant towards smoker, (no offence please) because i can scents them from far away, while they busy smoking their lungs black :P. and hence i cant breath, imagine if a dog was there, what will the dog feel? gosh, i pity the dog...

another scenario, u know the car exhaust that left out all the CO? yes i can scent that smell too from far away lol, i just hate it so much, and i cannot breath through the air because of that.. i have to cover my nose and hold my breath until they r gone lol... and imagine what will the dog feel with all the gases... when i hardly breath, what about them?

there was a day, i went to the bank, along the way, there were 5 different scent that i pick up in just a short journey. A very nice smoothing scent which reminds me of my past, a SMELLY scents along the corridor from the car exhaust, scent of rubbish along the hallway and scent of wood syelek ( ok idk what is it called in english) and scent of money in the bank lol...

imagine, if me a normal human can pick up these few scents in just a short journey, what about the dogs that have super good nose? every single scents, like mosquitoes~, ants~ and etc i bet the dogs can just scents it... thats y dont blame the dogs when they r curious ~~ lol

idk maybe my post dont make any sense but well...

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i read back my old blog and you know what, i started to miss my cute students... especially 4k class, they r so darn attach to me and keep on "Lau Shi Lau Shi" - teacher, teacher.

1st day of school was something stressful to me, however, they when looking at their face of smiling is so nice (although i dont keen on human being), but my students r so cute yet naughty.

2M class they always fight and asked to change their seat position, going here and there, walk here and there and make noise, but 2M is "genius" with weird attitudes and only took less than an hour to finish their exams. and there was this little boy, a bit notty, and i perceived that his family members r all working adults, he is the only child, parents are english educated, and live w nanny or maid until evening after his parent working hour. No manners at all, notty, bad mouth imagine just 8 years old and his words were full of "F" letter words. haih, he give me strong impression because the last day at school i actually gave him a book mark and my phone no. you know why? because the whole class boycotted him and even punch him during my existence .... yes PUNCH and i have to scold them haih.... he i rather attach to me as compared to other 2M students, he once asked me

he: where do u work?
me : oh i dont work.
he : where do u teach?
me : oh i dont teach, im still a student
he : oh, so u r not coming anymore?
me : yes after this will be my last day
he : but i like you to teach me
me : why? because i dont give homework?
he : no, because my class teacher is a witch
me : *sweat*

but seriously she do look like a witch to me ... muahahha

okay besides this student, there is another kid, seat right infront of teacher's table, he button his uniform to the neck, and very cheecky and notty and he is a lefty. 1st day of class he told me this

he: lau shi (teacher) im going for holiday tomorrow and im not coming
me : wah, thats great but u skip class
he : smile at me and talked alot of yada yada that i dont remember

2nd day
i spotted him there again
me : eh, arent u said that u r going to holiday and not coming to class, why r u here
he : smile smile smile...

during the mandarin exam, he finish the paper real fast and start drawing after that, and i asked him to draw smth for me, and you know what he ask for in return??????????

he : i draw for you, but u let me see your handphone....
Nowaday the kids... ahhh

4K
this group of students i like the most, not because of discrimination, not because of they r the best students in the school, instead they were the last class students w poor result and so on. but they have this attitude that make me wanna go to their class again and again, why? because they respect the teachers, once i step into the class, they greet me w good afternoon (since im teaching in the afternoon school) and they get too attach that surronded my table and keep on asking me unrelated to study questions. the most remembered question was,

them : Laushi, your phone is which model? any cam attach? can you take our photos later?

lol they love photo taking, that is why im still keeping their photos, there r few photos that i appreciate most.... hahahah darn cute.....

2nd day, they spotted me at canteen, and they walked near me and surronded my table when im talking to my friend, and they keep on asking, laushi.... is she a new laushi, and so on... why she didnt come to our class bla bla... and the worst comment i ever get from them was

them : wah lau shi, ur handwritting so ugly.... OMGGGGGGG hahahaha kids

after 3rd or 4th day i forgotten, their home teacher was back from seminar, so i did not have the opp to go into their class anymore, however i always walked pass their class because i bring the whole class of standard 1 or 2 or 3 students to the toilet, and when the 4K students saw me there, they will shout at me... or get over excited although there was teacher teaching them.... and the funniest part was when i walked pass the corridor and they were punish to stand at the corridor because they did not bring textbook to class, and they called me (shout at the corridor) and the class teacher came out and scolded them and demanded them to queue in a line... so darn funny.... i miss them so much....

1K class students.... lots of singers and artist, i still have their drawing with me , i asked them to draw because they r making too much of noise, so drawing is the only solution. but some refuse to draw instead they wanted to sing, fu... they sang up to date song that i dont even know the lyrics... sugoi ne... hahah and there was this student, v notty and was assigned to sit at a deserted area (bad move for the teacher because it will actually affect the kid's psychology) love to walk around the class, when i asked him to get back to his seat, after few seconds he will start wondering around, and i recalled my friends' advise, ask him to stick his butt on the chair, yes it work and he dont move around w 2 legs instead with 4, he carried the chair on his butt and walked around .... sweat...

2k
horrible 3 periods of class 1.1/2hours just managed to finish 3 questions, they dont read dont do and straight they came to me and ask for answer, so i asked them to do b4 asking, and there was this monitor, after finish 1 question she come to me, asked me correct?? wrong? should i write like this? bla bla... so funny and attached.... instead of answering her one by one, i called for class discussion and turned out to be disaster.... noisy... so end up they requested me to write down the answer on the board (after the discussion w them of course) luckily im know mandarin... fuyo...

3b ( i think)
scared of cane... and once i step into the class, the monitor actually bring me the cane.... hahahahha yes, something weird happen and they love to get punish by standing infront of the class.... i said those who make noise ill make u stand in front, instead of negative consequences, all the students rush to the front... haih... there r thieft in the class, destroyer, talkactive boy and so on... this talkactive boy will come to me with laushi laushi ... and cant stop talking although his hand was busying doing art work.... sweat....

6m
cool and treated me as if im not there... hahahahah, not much memory on them except there was this girl asking me how to write one particular unheard kanji.... i said sorry i dont know, do u have dictionary, i dont mind to check it up for u... haih... if they ask me BM or Math, then i dont mind answering, mandarin is my worst subject in the history of my edu.

few more classes
but i just cant remember.... but overall i just enjoyed the 4 day teaching, although it is tiring, but they r so darn funny n cute... i miss them so much................. cry.....

4K Students... love photo taking... haha

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This is just the day to day encounter by most of the kids at home[i believed] which it happened to me once .. and still happening... so hope you enjoy reading..

P.S: I wrote it and didnt mean to offend anyone.. if i happen to do so.. im sorry

A.K = Ambitious Kid
O.P = Obnoxious Parents

A.K: Pa, I want to be rich someday. [putting a huge smile from ear to ear]
O.P: Rich? Go study, don��t you dare to fail your paper again, or I��ll whack you.

A.K: Pa, I want to be a famous singer/actor one day, just like all the Hong Kong and Hollywood movie star.
O.P: [Laughing and make a disgusting face] Is a very complicated industry, moreover, you can��t sing or dance, not even act, so go back to your room and stop dreaming.

A.K: Pa, I want to be famous, maybe one day I��ll be the Prime Minister.
O.P: [Angry] where is your report card? Your teacher called, you failed your exam again. Oh gosh, I named you over our PM hope you can be like him one day. But you failed all your exam, and still dare to dream of becoming future PM.

A.K: Pa, I want to save the world, stop pollution, recycle and make the world a better living place.
O.P: GO CLEAN UP YOUR ROOM, only then you can tell me you want to save the world.

A.K: Pa, look at my drawing, teacher give me an A, I wanted to be an art artist one day. That��s my passion towards my future.
O.P: Your teacher must be blind, even a kindy student can draw a better art than you. Now go study and stop dreaming.

A.K: [Daughter] Pa, Ma, we should recycle, imagine all the papers that you guys been throwing away . If recycle we can save lots of tree
O.P: [ignore]
A.K: [Son] Pa, Ma we should recycle, don��t use so much paper. Recycle.. Go Green Go Green.
O.P: Okay son, we will go green, we going to recycle. [when talk to the relative.. Look my son is so ambitious]

A.K: Pa I want to be an astronomer or an Egyptologist.
O.P: Are you stupid? This world is about MONEY, do both job give you money like I��m doing now?

A.K: Pa, I want to study abroad, so I can learn more things instead of theory.
O.P: NO, why study abroad when locally you can complete your study. Look at your friends, they also ended up back to home country.

A.K: Pa, I have this idea of doing business�K
O.P: Stop dreaming, I eat more salt than you, I have experience in this, go get a job.

A.K:[1st time baking] OMG, why the cookies are so soft.
O.P: Cause you are stupid, don��t waste my ingredients next time.

A.K:[Reading a book] Pa, teacher said, we must read more books, so it will helps us in future. [continue reading]
O.P: Wasting time, come help me take this to the customer. And don't waste my money buying all those books.

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Well, i do aware that i kinda missing from action for many many months beside my random short post... at 1st cause my camera gone crazy so i hardly have pics ( i do except the night view)...

Well, since im still jobless, so i work for my parents... (p.s this is the very last choice u would like to pick... working with parents never seems to fun)..... so every morning, i have to wake up at super early depends on the sales of the morning, and often ill followed my dad to travel across the bridge.

what i love the most was the sea, since is high tide, e rm, the sea is beautiful from the shine of the morning sun that glare.... (but too bad my eyes r sensitive with the sun - only happen recently.. yet when i check w the doctor.. is perfectly fine... oh well)...

oh well, the sea is so beautiful when there is high tide, u can see the clean fresh water across the bridge, and the sun glaring, the wave beating one another, it feel so relaxing, (cause the bridge always facing traffic jam - so i have more time to look at it)... when i was enjoying myself watching over the sea from the car window..... a sudden dissapointment strike me....

HOLY COW.... the sea is so dirty at one certain part... where you can see RUBBISH accumulating above the sea surface... my gosh, is so so dirty, and is not one or 2 more thousands of floating rubbish..

haih.. what to do..... cry i want clean sea...... :'(

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Yesterday was Mother's day, so me and my younger brother went to a discount store nearby to grab some stuffs (mainly ingridients for orange n lemon cheesecake) but unfortunately, disaster happened!!!

Once we turned into the junction to reach the discount store, we partially STUCKED on the road, because some unconsiderate people, keep parking their car at the illegal parking spot, which turned the road into (FOR ONE CAR ONLY) instead of 2 cars (if they dont simply park the car, big trailer too can go by easily)

the scenario is this :-

A car at the another side of the lane was having some trouble and it also happened that the big trailer had move forward, and my car cant pass by ! so the trailer adjust to the maximum trying to let us pass by since the traffic WAS HORRIBLE, long queue behind my car.

See the green car? he park and waited inside the car and hell i dont see him inside the car (gosh he was sitting behind not at the driver seat) and he dont park at the space provided instead he park at the illegal yellow line there, to obstruct traffic!

so i went down to guide my brother to pass through the road, and his BIG car was obstructing it, so i have to close his side window, but too bad ended up we still cant passed by and our car kissed his car ( he claimed that we scratch his car bad and cause his car bumper to flatten ) ha but nothing bad really happen to his car.

anyway before that, he have to remove the "kiss" and everyone other than us standing there was scolding him for being ignorant and do not move his car before all this thing happen... REMEMBER IS NOT A PLACE TO PARK THE CAR! [he only come out when his BELOVED car was kiss by us and keep standing there looking and looking.. everyone there urged him to move his damn car.

Once he moved his damn car , our car able to pass by the road, and so i asked my brother to drive to the side, to allow the traffic to have a smooth flow, but you know what happen to this itolerate, bombastic man? he rushed and bang our car hard with his hand and scolding me, and accusing me that i was trying to run away!

i too was too annoyed with his attitude telling him... I JUST MOVE THE CAR SO EVERYONE CAN GO BY INSTEAD OF OBSTRUCTING THE ROAD...

later we walked near the side road and stand around other people, they were telling us not to afraid of him, because he is the illegal parker and whatever happened is not our fault.

i asked my brother to take a pic of his car b4 he moved and reallocate his car! (PROVE man)

2 guys were telling us that one day 5-6 cases of minor accident happened in this area, and some reported to the police and ended up, the police wanted to fine them for illegal parking haha...

a nice lady who park at the illegal parking quickly moved her car when she sense something not right but.... haih....

the trailer man too tell us not to afraid with him, and if he fine fault, call the police....

the man car with problem too tell us not to afraid with him and call and make report to the police if he wanted to demand for something.....

everyone side us anyway..... :D but this guy came out and bla bla bla scolding us and demanded for payment.... we say fine wait for my dad to come.....

so dad was here and everything solve! no we did not pay him.... !

So park at ur own risk especially at those illegal yellow line!

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