Mood:: Livable

Talking to:: Alan and Sean, my boys!

Hey hey hey hey hey hey hey hey hey hey hey hey hey!

My mom is at the Linc-meister's house tonight, so....SCORE!! Im online on this lovely Wednesday, and it's 11p. That makes me smile.

Plus, my mom isn't here to be a butthead, so that's a bonus!

I realized something today. I'm using sharp knives in HALF my classes at school. Of course, that's only two classes, since we only have four, but still! In drama I was cutting some fabric with an exacto knife thingy, and in art we were using exacto knife wannabe thingies to carve out stamps. Funny thing is, we're also using paint in both lol. In drama we're painting the set, and in art...well, duh.

In English we started reading Romeo and Juliet, which I find very spawesomey. And we were doing a read through today, and guess which part I read. Come on, guess. No, really, guess! FINE, Spoil Sport, I'll tell you....Romeo! Haha I find that funny, cause Im a girl, but cool. We were reading and it came to Romeo's part and Mr. Halloran asked who wanted to do it and there was a huge pause so finally I said "um...I'll do it?" and he said ok so I did. It rocked major. I hope when we actually choose parts I get to be Juliet. Though I still think it'd be cool if I got to be Romeo! But I think I'd prefer Juliet. Besides, if we do the kissing scene, I sure dont want to end up kissing a girl. Though I know some of you GUYS out there would like that hahaha. Or not, cause it's ME, but whatever. Screw you all.

I dont NEED you! You dont KNOW ME!

Psssh.

Just go away....I mean.....

Bah humbug!
Go away!
Go aWAY!

*Come on Chelsea, we have to end a NuTang...we have to end a NuTang...*

Mood:: Weird

Talking to:: Alan KINDA

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Mood:: Fine I guess

Hey guys. Ever wish you could control your brain?

I can't stop thinking about things. People. Person. No, people. But select people.

Anyway..

My pillow smells funny, I think my mom washed it. Grr. Things are sposed to smell good when the come out of the wash! Now I have to re-scent it. Mark mah territory!

You guys are my best friends! No scratch that..........I am my own best friend! Through thick and thin, I'll always be with myself! I talk to my hand, laughin' all day, people stare, but that's okay! I am my own best friend! Best friend is me, doo doo doo doo doo!...............Thank you, thank you very much! That's me and Cindy and I think maybe a couple other people (Kelly?)'s remake of Evil Cartman's song. Good stuff.

Hmm I have a slight headache.

I started my diet less than a week ago, and I've already lost 3 pounds....no wait I just checked the scale...4 pounds! w00t! I know that's not much, but for under a week it is quite a bit. I'm on the right track!

Gotta get steppin!

Mood:: Fine

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Mood:: Shrug

Hey everyone. It's 4:30 in the morning. You could say I'm an insomniac. You could say a lot of things...

So OK, I've got a bit to say...not an extreme amount...but not a miniscule amount...just a bit.

I stayed the night at my dad's on Friday. We went into Seattle and saw a movie at the Crest. Dude the Crest is SUCH a cool theatre!! They play indie films, and it's only THREE BUCKS!! My god I SO wish I lived in a neighborhood by the Crest, I would spend so much of my time over there hahaha. The only thing is, it's small so they play like 3-5 films at a time, so I'd run out. But heck, for $3 I'd repeat some if they were good.

Speaking of good, the movie was saw was called In America. It was about an Irish family who moved to NY...doesnt sound too intriguing, but it was EXCELLENT. Really, that was one of the best movies I've seen in a long time...though it was a shameless tearjerker. But my god it was great, I'd have to give it an 8.5 or 9 out of 10. And that's really high for me. Seriously, even ask Cindy, I give almost every movie I like a 7. I'm very stingy when it comes to movie points lol. But it was SOOOO GOOD. And the girls in it who played sisters were sisters in real life, and MAN they were incredible actresses! They were so natural, really believable. Anyway, if any of you can get over to an arthouse theatre somehow, I really reccomend In America.

We got new carpet. It's green, and a pretty nice color. And kinda soft and springy which is a good thing. Now while all of this may sound like a good time to you...it's not. It's just not worth it. We had to move everything out of our house, ugh it was like we were moving again. And then we had to move it all back in. I'm still not done unpacking. Uugghhh I hate saying that again, it makes me feel like we're moving. I hate moving. *Shudder* But anyway, most all of Friday was spent packing, and most all of today (Sunday) was spent UNpacking. Pleh.

I'll prolly end up meeting Pearl Jam at somepoint. I'd say I have about a 50/50 chance. If I tried as hard as I could I'm sure i could get that up to a 90% chance or so, but as of right now I'm about 50/50. Which is pretty good odds, I'd say. See, the story is this. My dad's job is right across the street from where Pearl Jam frequently rehearses. Really. He listens to them all the time. He even got to deliver to them before (he delivers food for a catering company). They weren't there though, just I dunno, their managers or office people or whatever. But he got to go inside and see where they jam. Said it was cool. He's gotten to deliver to quite a few celebs..thing is, the dirty butthead never gets me autographs! usually cause he's in a room full of people and doesnt know which one is famous and doesnt want to ask. But he's gotten to go backstage for...lemme see, I think...Sum 41..Beck..ummmmm..well, Paul Allen lol...quite a few sports people (basterball players, etc)...I dont really remember haha I'll ask him though. But yeah, his place is pretty upscale so he gets to do a lotta cool stuff like that.

I deleted Kazaa off my computer a while ago cause it was really slowing it down, and I just realized that all the files that I d/l-ed are still on my computer! Though I'm actually kinda happy. I had wanted to get them all onto CD's before I erased them anyway (I couldnt cause because of kazaa my computer was so slow that i couldnt burn cd's without it screwing up...kinda ironic) and now I can. Plus I'm gonna keep all my rare/demo/live/b-side/etc Weezer songs in case something happens to the CD's I have with them on it. Anyway, I already burnt a couple CD's so tonight I'm on my way..tonight I'm on my way (Hehe BK).

It's been a long weekend since we got Thurs and Fri off. Parts of it have been really good (Goin to that AWESOME movie with my dad, chillaxin, talking to someone cool, etc) but parts have also sucked major ("moving", ortho appt which also made me get up early and caused pain, having to talk to my mom even momentarily, resisting food cause of my diet, etc)

Dude I'm kinda pissed off..one or both of my brothers broke the top string on my guitar! I'LL KILL EM! Hehe I mean, silly brothers, boys will be boys! No but now I have to get it restrung and I dont know how. And the top string was my favo string too...*sniffle*

When we were moving the furniture back in, I made a minor adjustment on the arrangement in my room. I moved my small dresser into my closet and scooted the big one over. That made room for my guitar stuff. And I put my books on the shelf in my closet, and moved the blankets and bedding and stuff that was there before the books. I also switched a few of my posters around, but that was on Friday.

Wow, tis starting to get light out. I guess that means I should retreat into a snuggly bed...wow I feel like a vampire, stay out all night and sleep at dawn. I do love the night time though.

Mood:: Vampiric

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Mood:: Happy enough

Talking to:: My Bri Bri!!

Heya everyone! Ima bored...well no I'm not, cause I'm entertaining myself...but I bet if I wasn't then I would be! Hehe anyway, I thought I'd write another entry to pass the time.

My mom's at her boyfriend's tonight, which roxxors for me, cause it gives me sweet sweet freedom! Earlier on, at like 8 or so I think, I went over to Nate's house and hung out with him. Since there was no annoying mother to deal with, I didnt have a set time to be home, and didnt end up leaving til almost midnight. And then I come home and can get online and talk on the phone freely. And I'm free from her constant nagging and whining and complaining and annoyance. And I'm free to stay online all night if I so please, and I'm free to stay up without her bugging me. Like I said, sweet sweet freedom.

It was fun over at Natey's, of course. We just hung out and watched TV. Oh and we watched "Jay and Silent Bob" haha. It was the first time I saw it, and it was good times.

After I got home I got online for a few minutes but then signed off, and talked on the phone until now. That's 2 1/2 or 3 hours! Long conversation man. Good stuff though, the guy is really cool and easy to talk to. =)

Now I'm here writing and I don't really know what else to say. It's 3a and my eyes are starting to feel kinda burny. I must be tired. Weird though cause usually it takes a few more hours on the weekends, though this is about the time it occurs on school nights. Which I guess would make sense since it's actually Thursday, and would be a school night on a regular schedule. It feels like a Saturday though.

I'm outro...peace out, Cub Scout! (hahaha)

Mood:: I have to pee

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Mood:: Fussy

Talking to:: George

TV:: Home Improvement (on in background)

I had an orthodontist appointment this morning. They fussed with me...hence the mood "fussy". My teeth should be hurting pretty bad later, cause the gave me a new wire and tightened it, gave me a chain across all the bottom, and put in a rubber band. But then again, I took three Tylenols so who knows. But it made me mad cause we have today (and tomarrow) off, for parent teacher conferences..but I had to get up at 7:40a anyway!! Stupid appointment on my day off...blasphemy!!

My parent teacher conference is tomarrow at 1:30. Should be a quick thing, less than a half hour, painless. Then it's back to chillaxin.

In English yesterday we did limericks! Limericks are so fun and easy, I love them! I made three, here they are:

There once was a great band called Weezer
And it was a real crowd pleaser
When they'd start to play
I'd just have to say
"I'll love them 'til I'm an old geezer!"

AND

Some guy was allergic to cheese
He'd eat it and he'd start to sneeze
Though it made him pissed
He couldn't resist
And said "I would like some more please!"

AND

My friend is an old barnyard cow
Give her some food and she will chow
She likes to say "Moo!"
I clean up her poo
With shovel and deep furrowed brow

Hehehe like? So much fun. I think I'll write some more now!

He's nearly my favorite feller
He's cuter than that dog Ol Yeller
Sings and plays guitar
I know he'll go far
This nice-butted guy is Ben Kweller!

Hehehe I love my Benny Boy! But notice I said NEARLY my favorite feller...that honor still goes to Mr. Rivers Cuomo!

The sexiest guy's name is Rivers
Thinking of him gives me the shivers
In my book he passes
And I love his glasses
His band, Weezer, always delivers

Hehehe much love to my main man Rivers! Sexay sexay sexay!

Hmm what should I write now? Oh! My brother took me for a ride on his dirtbike! It was SO fun, but really scary! I was holding on really tight, sometimes it felt like i would fall off, like i said, scary...but it was a blast!! I swear that thing goes really fast! I dont know how fast though...how fast do most dirtbikes go?

I'm getting a good vibe from this guy I like recently. At first I thought he didn't like me..but now I'm not sure. He kind of seems like it. It's really cool! It makes me happy =). But who am I kidding? Why would he like me??

Maybe I should start doing polls on here...I dont know how to actually put one on here, so the answers would have to be in the comments...Nah that'd be hokey.

My brother's in the shower and he's singing...I'm not sure what but it was really high pitched hahahaha. It's funny cause usually he raps in there...ugh...*shudder*

Ooooh! I WANT TO RENT A VIDEO GAME!!! I thought that earlier and then I forgot about it, but now I remember again, and I really feel like renting a video game!! Something to keep me entertained over my four day weekend, ya know? And then the video game thing makes me want to hang out with mah bestestest buddy ol pal, Kelly! Cause me and Kell always play video games. And Kelly is awesome. I think I shall call my little Smelly Kelly! Cause we need to have a SLEEPOVER!!! WHEEEE! And hopefully a SLEEPOVER with VIDEO GAMES!!! WHEEEE!

Time for me to finish this entry.

Mood:: My teeth hurt

TV:: Commercial on in the other room.

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Mood:: Hungry-full...heck I dunno..

TV:: King of Queens

HELLOOOOOOOOOOO NURSES! How are ya'll? Long time no see! Anyways, it's been about a month since I've written (wrote?)...well, in case you couldn't tell, that last entry was Cynthia. Should have been pretty obvious.

But anyway, the reason I haven't been writing is because you guys are giving me no reason to. It took like 3 weeks to finally get one comment on Cindy's entry (that last one), and that was a funny entry, too. I mean, what's the point of me writing? I've never kept a journal before now, and it's not like it can be a personal one, cause anyone can read it. So really the only point is the comments and stuff, unless I make them all private entries, in which case I can write freely. So it's up to you guys. I'm not saying you have to comment, I'm just saying it'll get me motivated to write more. Of course, I don't know why you'd want to read it anyway, so you're probably not motivated to comment. But in case you do like to read it; the more comments I get, the more likely I am to write.

Aaannnyyywhooo!

Well...I had a couple of the best days of my life...

May 6th...was the Ben Kweller concert!!! It was awesome!!!!! Kelly, Cindy and I all went and it was the best concert EVAR! It was Pedro The Lion, Ben Kweller (w00t!), and Death Cab For Cutie. PTL was really good, I liked them a lot. BK was perfectomundo, of course. He was energetic, friendly, funny.. couldnt ask for more! He talked to the audience, and he was really nice. The closest I got to him was like 5 feet away! w00t! Anyway, it rawked hard. We didn't get to stay for DCFC, sadly, cause Cynthia's mom wanted us to leave early cause she was our ride and she wanted to go home. I dont blame her, cause she wasnt at the concert, she just had to wait around Seattle for us. But I was still bummed, cause I wanted to check em out. But oh well because BEN WAS AWESOME!!! I knew every lyric to every song, even the ones that weren't on his CDs. And I saw Ben look over at me a few times, and that was cool. Oh and I got a t-shirt and a tour poster. The t-shirt is a BK shirt (of course) and it has his new album cover on the front. And the poster has some weird design thing and says "DEATH CAB FOR CUTIE and BEN KWELLER" or somethin like that lol. But it's cool. And once again, the SHOW ROCKED!!!

But that wasn't the best part, oh no...

Two days later...

May 8th. The best day of my life. (Or at least one of them lol). I.....

MET BEN KWELLER!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

DUDE! YEEEAAAAAHHH! He did an in-store appearance! He played like five or ten songs and even took suggestions, it was sweeeet. He was friendly and energetic and nice and funny and awesome...again. And he looked over at me some more (he looks at everyone though) and he smiled at me when I was singing along to one of the songs that hardly anyone knew cause it's not on his CDs, and he was awesome. The only thing that made me mad was that we (Cindy, Kelly, and I) got the extra early and were waiting up front by a MICROPHONE (so naturally we thought thats where he would be) and then when he came in he didnt play there! So we rushed over to where he was, but there was still like a row of people in front of us. And none of them would let me up front. Heck, if I saw someone who was obviously a super-fan (all decked out in Ben clothes, including a t-shirt, a sweatshirt, and pins, and carrying his CD's!) I would let them up front! None of them were wearing BK clothes...pissed me off! Ah but whatever, cause after he played he went outside and met everyone!! YAY!!!! I GOT TO MEET HIM!!! OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG!!!! I know I sound like a teeny-bopper but i am.

He signed both the CD's, and I got a picture with him!!! He put his arm around me, I put my arm around him, and he put his head on my head! It was the best ever!! And he was SOOOO NICE! I cant stress that enough, he was totally completely awesome, so not stuck-up, and so normal. He felt like an old friend, he was easy to be around. And when I asked him for a pic with him he was all sweet and was like "Sure! Of course!" and put his arm around me and then he sang me some sort of little song he made up! It went sooomeeething like this: "You can take my picture baby, anytime you want!" just a little ditty, but it was off the top of his head. I thought it was sweet! And the picture turned out pretty good too. Oh, which reminds me. I took two pictures of his butt...hehehe....he..has..the..most..PERFECT BUT I'VE EVER SEEN!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! EVER!!!!!!!!!!!! (In real life). I'm not just saying that either. It is perfect. Perfect. And I have two pictures for beautiful memories. And um, I got a crotch shot...hehehe...shere beauty! Anyway it was an amazing experience, and one of the best parts was after he left (he said goodbye to me by the way!)...Kelly and Cindy and I were standing on the street corner waiting for my dad to bring the car around, and i look up....and ben kweller was in the passenger seat of a car and...he was waving to me!!! He looked me IN THE EYE, ME, and waved to me! Me! YES!!! And it wasn't just a quick wave either, i looked up right as he was doing it, and i almost missed it, but he saw me look up and was turning around in his seat to catch my gaze. AHHHHHHH IT WAS THE BEST!!! And I have so many cool pictures of Ben now! A lot of em didnt turn out, cause of the dang people in front of me...but I got a buncha good ones of my hottie! And BOY is he ever hot!! He's even hotter in person than in pics, way hotter, and MAN OH MAN he is SEXAY!!! It's crazy, he is just WOW. That is one tasty, finger-lickin' good lookin piece of man flesh! MY GOD he is SO HOT! I love his hair, all shaggy and scruffy and brownish. And he has such pretty blue eyes. And he's short (prolly only like 5'7)and small but it works for him. And he has a totally cute style. And he has an amazing smile, with straight white teeth, and when he smiles his whole face lights up and his eyes twinkle. And did I mention he has the most PERFECT butt ever??? He does.

Ok enough gushing. But WOW.

Let's see, what else to tell my buddies? Oh I'm on a diet now. I just started. It SUCKS. But I'll get used to it and it'll be worth it. Cause I need to lose some weight!

And also, Cindy and I have stopped cussing. Personally, I stopped because I just think it sounds so unintelligent. And crude. It bothers me when people cuss every other word, they just sound stupid, like they can't think of any other word to use, ever. But let's see, I can still say things like "crap", "pissed", etc. And I can still say body part words, like "cock", "tits", etc. Just not "Dickhead" or anything; if I'm gonna use a body part word, it has to be to describe a body part. Oh but I can't say "ass"...except for one circumstance, but it's a secret. Call it an inside joke. And I can still do quotes, song lyrics, etc. Like if a song says the word I'm not going to bleep myself out, because that would be dumb. And if I'm saying what someone said I'm not gonna bleep it out. It's not a strict thing. I don't even care if I say it every once in a while, I just want to 90% quit, ya know? And if someone is being dumb and is like "hahaha ok ok, say "bitch"" I'm not gonna say no, I'll say "bitch"..and then probably look at them like theyre immature idiots. But man there are a few phrases I miss saying a lot...like "damn dirty bastard!"...yeeeaahh that's a good one...

Let's see, what other news...oh, I got a few new CD's! YAY! OK, well a few of them are singles..but yeah ok here's what I got:

The Rentals
"Return of The Rentals"


Weezer
"Hash Pipe" (CD Single)
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Weezer
"Island In The Sun" (CD single)


The Special Goodness
"Life Goes By" (CD Single)
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Good stuff, eh? The Rentals CD is really really good. The Rentals are one of my favorite bands, top ten. Here's the story:

Matt Sharp was Weezer's first bassist. During Weezer, he formed a side-band, The Rentals. He worked on both Weezer and The Rentals. During this time he made the first Rentals CD, the ironically named, "The Return of The Rentals". Then he left Weezer but stuck with the Rentals and made another album with them, "Seven More Minutes" (which I must get!!), which also kind of an ironic title since there's more than seven minutes on the CD haha. Anyway, then the Rentals broke, and Matt Sharp became a solo artist. He is just beginning and has just released his first record (I think...either that or he's releasing it very very soon).

Fun Fact about The Rentals: The drummer on their first CD is Weezer's drummer, Pat Wilson!



The Special Goodness single is really really good too! There's only three songs, but they rock, and it was only 99 CENTS!! Sounds like a dang good deal to me! I've only heard like 10 SG songs, but they're one of my top ten bands too lol. They rock! Here's their story:

The lead singer, lead guitarist is Weezer's current drummer, Pat Wilson! The Special Goodness is his awesomely-named side project. Weezer comes first, but SG is his baby. Right now there is only one other member. Atom something or other. And he's really hot! Hehe anyway. It's really ironic because Atom is the drummer!


Of course the =w= singles rock. They have 3 songs each. The Hash Pipe single has Hash Pipe, Starlight, and Hash Pipe Remix. Starlight is a b-side, which I've heard before but still rocks. The Hash Pipe remix I hadn't heard before, but it cracks me up! It's basically Hash Pipe gone techno! It's dubbed over the beat of "Bad Touch" I think lol. It's funny and cool. And I like it.

The Island in the Sun single has Island in the Sun, Always, and Oh Lisa (AKA Oh Chelsea, wink wink). The latter of the two are b-sides and I had heard both before, but they both still rock. Oh and both the singles have the videos for their respective singles, but that makes no difference to me since I have every video on the Weezer DVD. But still, rock. And one single was like 6 bucks, and the other was like 8. Rock.

Well I have to go, bye!

Mood:: Shrug

TV:: Star Trek!

Talking to:: Alex S...about kissing upside down...don't ask...Spiderman.........what?......

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