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I'm your child, make me blush, drive me wild!
You baked me brownies and said "Don't you cry"
Mood:: X_X

Music:: Many snippets of =w= playing in my head (its an oddly exciting sound)

Talking to:: No one, everyone went to sleep :(

Hey guys. It's been a few days since I last wrote, so let me catch you up.

Welll I did end up staying home last Thursday...and last Friday too! So that was fun, and relaxing, and I got better (even though now I'm feeling like I have a sore throat again, and canker sores). BUT it made me not be able to be in the school play! Well, I mean, I didn't get to audition, so I didnt get a role. But he stuck me in as an extra/understudy. So at least I have some part in it, right? I just hope someone drops out so I can take their part!! Ahhhh but it still makes me really mad that i didnt even get a chance to audition! Grr arrgh!

Wow I totally don't remember what I did over the weekend. I think I just hung out online and stuff (as usual). All I remember is that I didn't really sleep. I think i only got like 2 hours of sleep over the course of like three days. I dont know why, I just couldnt, and I didnt even feel like trying to. But it was so weird, I think I was hallucinating, or partially. It was so weird. I would go lay down on my bed, and then I'd start thinking of all these philisophical concepts, which isnt a weird thing for me, but then, like, i dunno, i'd try to picture the universe in my head (trippy by the way), and then the whole image would turn into faces. Just random faces. Of people I dont know, and it would switch from face to face to face. And I would sit there for what I later realized was hours, just picturing all these strange faces, melting into eachother. And then, suddenly, the face would just blend back into my ceiling, and I'd snap out of it, and it was kind of like I had just slept cause my body would be refreshed and I would have energy. But I wasnt sleeping, I was fully (or at least partially) aware of what was goin on around me. not much was though, since i was alone in a quiet house. But Im tellin you guys, it was el mucho strange-o.

I don't really remember what happened this week, except for like today. I really havent been sleeping much. Ive been staying up all night, just thinking. And its not a choice, I'm just not tired when it comes time, so i dont feel the need to sleep, i guess. And when I DO sleep, it's either for only a couple hours then I wake up, or it will be for a few hours, but i wake up tons of times during. Like last night. I went to bed at like 1, which is good for me lately. But then I woke up like 10 or 15 times in the night. And I kept dreaming there were fleas on me, everywhere, and I'd wake up, and I'd really think they were on me, and I thought I saw them too. But I really DONT have fleas lol. But it was so weird, I felt all itchy and i was in like, a haze, and i was like, thrashing around in my bed, scratching, and rolling, and tossing and turning. It was horrible. I didnt sleep well at all. And the weirdest part is that that wasnt the first time I had dreamed there were fleas on me. The same thing has happened once or twice before that! it SUCKS. *Sniffle* I don't wanna talk about it...='(

But uh, yeah, this week. I guess there must not have been anything TOO special. Today was cool in a way though. Crap, what happened?? Lemme think about it for a sec...OK:

Before school:: Got up and wasn't late for once. Straightened hair =P. AKA made mom straighten my hair. Got on bus. Dude sat next to me, so I couldnt sit with Nateykins. Went into school. Saw Nateykins's talent show performance on video camera. They were spiffy. Didnt see Cindy...puzzled.

Math:: Quiz, which was alright, but then turned into GOOD because our math teacher made it into a complete EXTRA CREDIT quiz, with like 10pts. extra credit for each answer. And there were like i dunno, 5-10 questions. So thats a pretty good amount of EC points. AND we got to talk to our classmates about it and get answers. Score.

Drama:: Presented monologues, with 2 minutes+ memorized. Got a 42/45 (I think), pretty good. Actually got full memorization points. Surprisingly, since I had to keep looking down at my script.

Lunch:: Just hung. Got an application for employment at Wild Waves. Looked on application. Saw the 16+ age requirement. Was pissed.

English:: Our newest homework assignment was to just pick a book and read it independently. Good stuff: We don't have to finish it, AND I had already started a book, and Halloran let me continue to read it for the assignment. Das Capital, The Communist Manifesto. No need to hiss and boo and call me a commie. I'm not. Or, at least, I don't know if I am or not yet, as far as my beliefs go. I'll have to finish the book. I'm really interested by it, its fascinating. It very difficult and challenging material, but I like that, it will expand my horizons and knowledge. So that's good. I'll keep you updated on how the book is going. So far I've read a few hours, and I just finished the intro. However, I refuse to turn the page until I understand EVERYTHING on it, so I can only read 15 pages an hour of it! It's really that hard!

Whoa I started this on Thursday night (I think), and now it's Sunday afternoon and I'm finishing it! =-D I'll continue with my (boring) story now.

But thats good. We have to read 5 hours of our books over the break, so that shouldnt be a problem. Yeah we have all next week off for spring break, so thats gonna be awesome. I'll talk about my plans for it later on in the entry. :)

Between English and Art (passing time): It was really cool. I was talking to Weezer Boy (the other kid at my school who's fave band is the weez) (he calls me Weezer Girl). We were talking about the Weezer DVD and CD, and it was really cool, because he seems like a really cool guy. Ahaha and then Mr. Halloran walks up and says to WB (Weezer Boy) "Are you talking to this Communist?" (hahaha, cause of Das Capital, ya know?) and WB says "Of course! She likes Weezer!". That made me feel really good, because of both of them. Anyways, then Halloran is like "She's reading subversive literature!" and WB's like "Haha thats innappropriate!" to me, and Halloran says "Yeah and I saw her at a rally in Seattle! A protest!" and WB looked surprised and like he thought it was cool and said "Really?" and I just said "Mmhmm" and I think he said "Cool". And then WB's g/f comes over and says hi and holds WB's hand. And then this girl I know named Nicole runs over to me is is like "Oh my God Chelsea this world is so messed up!" and I just say "Oh, I'm sorry Nicole, what's wrong?" and then she started talking really fast and I couldnt really understand her but I said "Oh I'm sorry" and she said soemthing that I couldnt understand and ran off somewhere. She didnt seem too upset, but I was sad because I wanted to help her. She just didnt speak clearly enough, so I couldnt understand her, and then she ran off. If I had had more time and didnt have to go to class, I woulda found her and asked her to slow down and tell me what was wrong so I could try to help her, but I didnt have time. And she didnt seem to upset. If she had been in tears or something I would have not cared about class and I would have just tried to help her no matter what, cause I cant stand to see people sad :(, so I wouldnt have cared about being tardy. But I think she was alright. So anyway, I turn to the group and say "seeya guys later, I gotta get going" and they all say bye and I walk off to class.

Art: Started a new project. It's alright i guess. Talked. Had fun.

Play rehearsal: After school we had play rehearsal. Did I mention I didnt get to audition so I'm stuck as an extra/understudy?! Yes I did. Still pisses me off. Anyway...we watched a video about melodrama, cause thats the genre of the play we're doing. It was fun, but the movie was really cheesy. But it was still cool.

I don't really remember what happened later that day. I didn't sleep well that night though X_X;.

Let's see if I can remember what happened on Friday.

Before school: I don't remember much. Did I mention I didnt sleep well? X|. Well anyway it was the last day of school before BREAK (=D) so everyone was pretty happy.

Math: Our teacher just gave us like one EASY worksheet and gave us the whole period to work on it. So I got done with it in like 5 minutes, and that gave me a lot of time to dream myself somewhere happy.

Drama: Other people finished presenting their monologues. I had presented mine the day before so I just got to watch. Then when everyone was done we were sposed to play improv, but then Mr. Shoemaker left the room so we all just talked. He came back in and semi-halfheartedly tried to get us to stop talking and play the games, but he didnt excersise much authority so everyone kept talking. I would have felt bad for Mr. Shoemaker, but I don't think he really cared. If he wants us to do soemthing, he knows how to get us to do it, he doesnt just let people walk all over him. So I infer that he did not really care what we did.

Lunch: I bought cookies! ^_^ Yum. I usually don't buy things, cause I like to save my lunch money (I've saved like almost $30 so far), but they smelled so good I couldnt resist. But then I made my dollar back because my friend Sarah paid me to buy her cookies. She gave me two bucks and the cookies are a buck, so I made my money back. I always make money off her by getting her food. And a lot of times she'll give me some of the food too hehe. Ah but then I had I sore throat (Im pretty much over it now though, thank god), so I had to buy a soda. So then I was minus one buck anyway. But my mom gives me $2.25 for lunch everyday so I was really making a buck 25, but usually i make at least 2.25, depending on whether I do "chores" for Sarah. But whatever Im sure you all dont care. Aahaha but it was really funny cause Nate was like "Hey Chelsea give me a piggy back ride!" so i said ok, and he jumped on, and WHOA i didnt realize he would be so heavy!!! My knees totally gave out and I collapsed. It was SOOO funny, everyone was laughing, and everyone said the look on my face was hilarious. Haha I bet it was. OH! But then, when nate wasnt looking, I jumped onto his back and he was like "WHOA!" but he didnt collapse like I did, but I didnt have a good grip, and I slid down his back and fell on my ass. And it was soooo funny, and everyone laughed, and everyone said the look on my face was hilarious, and i bet it was ;).

English: Just a normal day, but I got to sit by Bri and Tara so that was fun. Oh and after class I was about to leave and Mr. Halloran stopped me and told me Ralph Nader was comin to Seattle to speak on he thinks Monday. I just thought it was totally awesome, just that he thinks of me, and tells me about that stuff and talks to me all the time and stuff now. Its just totally cool. And I said I really want to go and will try to get my dad to take me, and that maybe I'd see him there. And he said he was going. So yeah, cool stuff.
Art: It was awesome because after less than a half hour of class we got to go outside and work for the rest of the class period if we wanted to. And I did and so did Kelly and Joscel, and I got to hang out with them and it was sooooo much fun. I love hangin out with those two. ^_^. Ugh but I have tons of art homework over the break. Cause theres soem stuff I havent done thats already due, so Im failing art, and when we coem back on monday, thats the last day to turn anything in. So I need to trun it in or I dont get credit for the class. Eeek! Ah, but I'll get it done.

GSA: After school we had a GSA (Gay-Straight Alliance) meeting. So we went and basically just hung out for an hour haha. And when it was over me and Cindy were waiting for her mom to come pick us up, and we hung with this girl named Danielle (I think) and shes really cool.

Then Cindy's mom came and picked us up. We went to her house cause I was spendin the night. When we got there we hung out for a bit and then we went to Saghali (or So Jolly as they call it haha) and took Cindy's dog for a walk while her mom ran. Or at least we were supposed to. In reality we tied her dog up to a tree and played on the park toys =-D. It was so fun, we ran across this shaky bridge and jumped on it hehe, and we went down the slide in fun ways and I got momentarily stuck on this tiny tiny plastic rocking horse designed for one year olds. Heh heh heh heh heh. And we wrote on the wood. What we wrote is CONFIDENTIAL though ahahahahaha. We didnt vandalize it too bad though, in fact you could hardly see what we wrote, and there were already a lot of other things written on it. Anyways, then we got her dog and gave it to her mom who was running, and went over to the Fred Meyer to buy groceries (her mom gave us her debit card), and BEN AND JERRY'S for us. Yum.

On the way home we stopped at my house and I got clothes and Weezer DVD and Weezer CD. ^_^. Then we got to her house and hung out for a bit then we watched the Weezer DVD (woohoo!), and then we watched Cindy's Linkin Park DVD, and I actually fell asleep towards the end! But only briefly, cause it got over and Cindy woke me up to go into the room to go to sleep. But then I wasnt tired anymore so we got online and chatted and stuff. Then Cindy was tired so we went into the room to sleep. I didnt sleep though. I mean, I talked to Cindy for a long time then finally let her go to sleep. Which was funny cause usually I bug her and dont let her sleep lol. But anyways, she fell asleep and I just laid there thinking, for i dont know how long, a few hours I guess. Then I drifted off to sleep again, but I kept waking up. I didnt wake up a LOT of times, but when I did it was for at least an hour each time. And then I woke up and just waited a few hours for Cindy to get up, then she did and we got up and hung out. We hung out for a few more hours and then they took me home and Cindy to a b-day party.

So when I got home I messed around online for a few, then called my dad. Then he came to pick me up and I went over to his house. We just hung out and then we went to Borders so I could spend my $20 gift card I got for xmas form my aunt. It took me a while to decide, but I ended up getting the first Ben Folds Five CD, a self titled one. It didnt take up the whole gift card though so I still have like $4 left. And I had like $25 with me to spend, but I didnt want to spend it there, because Borders is way overpriced for music. And I do want to buy CD's with it, but not there. ANyway, I had already heard the whole CD, cause I borrowed it form my friend Aaron, and let him borrow my other BF5 CD (Which he SCRATCHED a little, DAMN HIM!), so yeah I already knew all the songs. But it was still cool and Im really glad I have it, it's SUCH a good CD!!! I LOVE BF5! They're my second favorite, after Weezer, and tied for second with Ben Kweller. They kick so much ass.

We got home and watched SNL, and I fell asleep toward the end!! I was so happy when I knew I was falling asleep, same with when I was falling asleep at Cindy's, cause it was pretty early, only like midnight or one. But the it got over and my dad woke me up to go sleep in my room. SO I got ready for bed and laid down, but then I wasnt tired, and I couldnt sleep! It took me I'm guessing 5 hours to finally get to sleep, but then I woke up 10-15 times for a few minutes each time, and AGAIN(!) I dreamed about the fleas!!! It was so horrible =(

I woke up this morning and just hung out til my dad got up some time later, then we got ready and he took me home.

I got home, checked my email, and there was one from my mom telling me to call her, and I did and she talked to me for way too long. But whatcha gonna do, i guess. It was funny she was like

"hey so when are we gonna dye eggs this easter??"
me: "we're not"
her: "why not??"
me: "its pointless"
her: "no, it's fun honey, come on!"
me: "No, its not, its messy."
her: "Thats ok, its fun!"
me: "If youre seven"

And I just had to keep saying I didnt want to, and I think she's still convinced I want to. and then she said

"hey wanna get an real bunny for easter??"
me: "no"
her: "why not?"
me: "its a bad idea"
her: "But theyre so cute!"
me: "Theyre a lot of work"

And again I just had to convince her that it was a bad idea, and we'd end up not wanting it, like when she made me get a parakeet, a rat, a gerd (dont ask, its a rodent)...etc. I didnt want to, but I finally gave in. Then they became so much work and she ended up getting rid of them. This time I'm not going to be stupid enough to give in. like this:

her: "Ok, lets get a cute little chick then!"
me: "youre kidding me"
her: "nope! lets get one!"
Me: "no"
Her: "Come on, why not??"
Me: "Do you know how many baby chicks die every easter? because people get them, then they dont know how to take care of them, and they die, usually from freezing?"
Her: "But I used to have chickens, nine of them!"
Me: "Exactly, chicks turn into chickens, then theyre not cute anymore, they peck"
Her: "Taylor used to love having chickens!"
Me: "He was two. He didnt have to take care of them"
Her: "Come on, lets get one!"
Me: "Let's try a dog"

*Sigh* v_v

Anyways.

We got off the phone eventually, and I got on here and wrote this. And thats the update. Whew, finally done. Now I think I'll go take a shower, and maybe walk down to Fred Meyers and try to spend my money on some CD's, before my brother inevitably finds and steals it.

Mood:: I dont know

Music:: Nada Surf ===> Song:: Fruit Fly

Talking to:: No one.

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I want you so badly, too bad that you slammed me
Hold my hand, tell me that u love me for who i am
Mood:: Kinda tired

Music:: The Planet Smashers ===> Song:: Opportunity

Talking to :: Joscel kinda

Hi. I think I have a lot to say again. I'm not sure though. I guess I'll just start writing and see where it goes. OK? OK.

Wow I can't concentrate with the music on. That's a first, usually I'm fine with it on, or it even HELPS me concentrate. I'm guessing its because right now I'm listening to Radio AOL (Surprisingly cool!) and usually I listen to CD's and stuff I know, so when it's new stuff it distracts me, plus I think I feel like I have to play a little attention to make sure bad music that I dont like doesnt come on. OK, but anyways, I'm gonna turn it off.

There. Sad too kinda though because I kinda liked that song. Oh well.

Let's seeeeeee what to inform you all on....
I guess I'll just tell you about what's happened to me since the last time I wrote...yeah.

On Friday I talked a lot in the socratic seminar in English again. I think people were starting to get mad because I was supporting Communism. Well, not supporting it, per se, just mentioning some of the good points about it. I don't know why that made people mad, but they were glaring in my general direction. I guess maybe it's because they were brought up their whole lives to believe in Capitolism and nothing else, and were always told how bad Communism is. It really isn't evil. It's a valid theory. I'm not necessarily sure it could ever work, but that's only due to human nature and the greed that entails. It might be able to flourish someday. But anyways, they were giving me mean looks, and one person was like "Dude, what the heck, you Commie, Communism is bad!"...when I asked why, they didnt have an answer. *Shrugs*. Perhaps they were just mad because I was talking too much.
And I remember at one point, I believe during the debrief, I was talking, and I was realizing my comment was going on for quite a while, so I was trying to speed it up, and they all started laughing at me, I guess thinking "shut up!"...so since I didnt want to make them feel like I didn't care what they thought, or anything of the sort, I ended it short. I dont know why that stuck in my head, but I remember that one point...and I remember not caring that they were laughing at me...and I felt proud, for not caring. Mabye it's stupid, but I guess I felt like it made me a bigger person for not caring what they thought. I dont know.

Friday was also another thinking day for me. I found out that day that there had been like 7 fights in our school within two or three days. That gets me every time. I feel so bad! I wont explain it all again, since I'm sure none of you want to hear it again, but it is just so shocking and apalling to me. And it made me think again, all day. I was just sitting there watching everybody, even more than usual, and kind of analyzing what they do, trying to reason out why they do what they do. It's funny, I guess, but maybe I feel like if I can figure out why they behave the way they can do, I can do something to prevent it, to stop them from fighting, or to make sure it never happens to me...I wouldnt want to be in a fight, you all know how I feel about them, and plus I would feel SO bad if I hurt the other person, physically, mentally, or emotionally. So I just want to avoid it. And hey, I'd love to help others avoid it too.

Saturday was a good day. I woke up somewhat early for a weekend, at about 9. I got ready for the day, took a shower, and then I was off to a protest against the War in Iraq. I dont know if any of you knew, but I'm very against it. My dad has turned me into a raging radical liberal. And for that I thank him, because I really do believe that, and I hate to use this term, but I can;t really think of another way to phrase it at the moment, but, I really think that we're on the correct side. I hate to phrase it that way because there shouldnt be sides, we should all just be one. But maybe thats just not how it works...and maybe I'm just too young to understand. I think it's more of a matter of life than politics really. But that's enough on that subject for now. Back to my story. My brother's ex-girlfriend, and I kind of like to think of her as my friend, although she is 21...I dont think it matters, its not age that determines friendship, but character...anyways, she, my dad and I, all went down to the rally in Seattle. It was a blast! We played my Beatles CD in the car, and it was cool, because all three of us enjoyed it, and were able to agree on one thing. We also played my Weezer CD :-D. Hehe. Anyhoo. We got there and the march had just started, so we caught up and marched along with them. It was really amazing, because there was so much to take in. It was awesome, really awesome. There was so much to see and hear. Signs everywhere, people everywhere, costumes, dogs, skits along the street...it was a kick! The three of us walked along, I was silent, just watching everything, soaking it all in. Even though all we were doing was walking, not talking or anything, it was thouroughly entertaining. But I think the coolest part was, I was walking and watching the crowd, when I look forward again, and who do I see, but...My English teahcer!!! It was crazy! I look up and I was like "what??" and then I said hi, and he looked surprised to see me there, and I'm sure I looked equally surprised to see him. I called my dad over and introduced the two, and my dad said "and she's in your English class?" and Mr. Halloran said "Yeah, she's great". Which confused me, because I'm failing English at the moment. I plan to get my grade up by the report card time, but it was odd, because how am I great if I'm failing? I thought maybe he meant personality-wise, but then I thought about how I'm usually pretty quiet during class and havent really let on to my personality much. Then I wondered if the past few days in the Socratic Seminars had made a difference. But then I though, no, I dont say anything good in the Seminars anyways, when I do talk, it's all just pintless crap, and a lot of it is me pushing the subject we're talking about to fit me better, to be something I'm more interested in. Like in the book they have a Communist government, and someone mentioned it a little bit, and I took it and ran. I made the whole conversation about Communism. I dont know. Maybe it's just something he would say about anyone. I'm just glad he didnt talk to my dad about me not doing so well!
Anyways, the rest of the protest was very cool. We marched down to the waterfront then listened to some speakers. They were really great, very interesting, and I learned a lot about the war and everything that's going on in our world. It sickens me, I can't believe all the things our government does, and behind our backs at that...but I wont get into that because I would end up writing for three hours and bore you all to tears, even more so than you already are! But anyway it was very cool, and Ed Asner spoke!! He's pretty famous, he was on the Mary Tyler Moore show. He was brilliant. Really a moving speaker. We left after he gave his speech, and as we were leaving we could hear some rappers. And I actually liked it. Because they werent talking about "bitches", "bling-bling", "sticky green", and "hoes", they were rapping about something they really believe in, a good cause. See I dont mind rap at all if it's about something worth listening to, which is rare. I still dont consider it music, its really not, but it CAN be beautiful poetry. And those guys were, and they really had some clever rhymes too. So it was cool. There were some cute guys too lol, sorry I just had to add that.
And on the long walk back to the car, there were vegans passing out vegan meals! And they handed my dad and me one, but Fiani (my brother's ex) didnt take one lol. But inside there were a couple miniature doughnuts and a weird sandwich. At first I was leery of taking food from a strange vegan on the steetside, but I saw a lot of other people eating it and not dying, so I decided to try it. I tried the doughnuts, and they were good. Then it was Sandwich Time. Ok. The sandwich filling...looked like poo. It did not look tasty. But I didnt want to limit myself, and so I decided to try new things. It was supposed to taste like smoked beef. It tasted like smoked beef...mixed with onions. It was not tasty. So I tossed it out, but hey, at least I gave it a try, right?

I came home Saturday, and just basically stayed online the rest of the night.

Sunday was another good day. I woke up at like 9 or 10, stayed online until mid-afternoon, then got ready for the day and got ready to go to The Battle Of The Bands! My sister's boyfriend's band was performing, and they wanted me to come and cheer them on. I had never heard them before so I was excited. My dad came and picked me up, then we went and picked Cindy AND Kelly up to go with us, and that made it even more fun. I love doing stuff with those two, theyre my bestest friends in the whooolllee world, them and Brianna. But anyways, we went and we were already having fun by the time we got in the car, being stupid and immature like we always are around eachother. GREAT FUN! And we stopped at AmPm on the way and my dad gave me five bucks to get the three of us soemthing with, he said drinks, but we went for hotdogs! Then he said that he thought we were gonna get drinks, and I said "Well we only have 5 bucks" and he laughed and told us to go get drinks and he'd pay for them too. And so we got our hotdogs (corndog for kelly), and our drinks and took them to the counter....this is where it gets good. Daddy pulls out his walletto and pays for the lot...and he DOESNT ask for his 5 bucks back from me! OH YEAH! lol. Anyways then we get back in the car and put our music back on (my choice haha...Weezer, Beatles, Ben Kweller, Ben Folds Five, good stuff man), and eat our hotdogs and whatnot and keep a-drivin. OH! But before i go on, I have to tell you the joke Kelly told us while we were in the gas station...its my new favorite joke hahaha...ok it goes:

What's brown and sticky?

A STICK!!!

HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA!!! I love that. Anyways

We get to the place, and my dad goes in and gets our tickets and we wait outside. We thought it was funny because we looked like those people who stand outside and greet people hahaha. But then Dad comes out with our tickets and we go inside. It was SMOKY! It really botrhered Cynthia and Kelly...I didnt really care, i mean I didnt lime it but whatever. Oh and we saw my sister, which was cool, cause I love my sister. Shes 25 and has never lived with me (shes actually my half sister) and so we dont fight like normal siblings. SO that was cool, and we saw her boyfriend Brian. He's a really cool guy, my favorite of all her boyfriends thus far. So that was cool too. But anyway we positioned ourselves near the stage and just hung out, talking a little bit, but mostly watching the show. The first act we saw SUCKED. It was a female singer, and a guitarist and a drummer. Not good. I didnt like them at all. But then the second act was pretty good, I actually liked them quite a bit. They were kinda indie-emo i guess. Good stuff. Cute too. Which reminds me there was a LOT of cute guys in that place lol. Ok, then the third act. They were frickin awesome. They sounded pro. Very very good (and yes, cute!). I woulda bought a CD if i couldve! I liked em. Ok, then, after them, it was time for Brian's band, Dead Scene Celebrity. They rocked!! The band before them might have been competition though. But they were very good! A lot like RHCP i guess. I liked them. So since I was there to cheer, cheer I did. And loud! And I made Cindy and Kell cheer loud too! Hahaha it was funny, if they cheered for any of the other bands, I pinched them. I think they got the point ;). But MAN we cheered sooo loud. Seriously, we were in the front row screaming, and the bassist was like "Wow I'm likin the front row!" hahaha. It was cool. But we had to leave right after their performance cause it was gettin late and Kell and Cindy's parents were expecting them home. So we didnt get to stay at the end and cheer where it counted! :(! But oh well. The car ride home was ok, just listened to music. I got home, and since my mom was staying at her boyfirned Lincoln's that night, I was able to stay up on the computer til when i wanted to get off, which ended up being 3:30. The I woke up before the alarm, at 5:30. So I only got like 2 hours of sleep. But it was cool. But MAN when I woke up I had a monster sore throat from screaming! OH! AND I fell asleep with the heat on (bad mistake) and when I woke up, i was all groggy and didnt know what was happening and I was thinking something was wrong but I didnt know what, because like, i woke up and it was like a hundred degrees, and i was like freaking out at first, cause I was sweaty all over and I thought I was dying or soemthing hahaha, i though i had like a raging fever. Then mix that with the bad sore throat, plus the stomach ache I had, and of course I thought I was deathly ill! Lol. But my mom was gonna be home in a lil bit and I knew shed be pissed if she knew i had fallen asleep with the heat on and wasted money, so I had to try to cool off the house in mondo speed, so i opened every door and window, then sat outside in the cool morning air, watching for my mom, because I know she'd also be pissed if i was sitting there with every door and window open. So when she came I ran inside and shut the door real quick, then ran around shutting all the windows. I ran back into her bed, got under the covers, turned the TV on, and layed there watching it. She came in, asked me why i was up (i said i just woke up naturally), and said "its a little hot in here". Whew, that was close! ;).

So then since I was still feeling sick (I guess even though my mind knew the reasons for every "symptom", it all tricked my body into thinking i was actually sick), i asked her if I could stay home, she said no. Poo. So I reluctantly got ready for school. I dont really remember much about school that day, except for in English class. I asked my teacher to borrow a book, which I'm now reading. I borrowed "Das Capital/The Communist Manifesto" by Karl Marx. Because Communism really interests me. So I was just sittin there readin it, and I got this urge to do a dialectical journal on it, i guess because i wanted to understand it as well as i could, so i did the dialectical, even though it wasnt assigned. And I made a vow to myself to not flip the page until I understood everything on it! (Which I guess is why now, Wednesday night, I'm only on page 13 of the introduction! even though ive already put a couple hours into the book!) And I want to keep doing a dialectical on it, too. Anyways. It's weird because now, after the protest and borrowing the book and all, Mr. Halloran, my English teach, talks to me ALL the time. I dont mind it though, he's an interesting guy to talk to. He always talks to me for a minute or two after class, he asks me about the book, or talks to me about the protest, or whatever. It's only been three days now that he's done it, so Monday it was about the protest, and a bit about the book too. Tuesday, it was mostly about the book, and a little bit about an anti-war pin i was wearing, and today it was about the book. Oh, and I told him that I did a dialectical on it, and he was surprised. And he said he'd give me extra credit for it, so thats awesome. Cause I need the extra credit, cause I'm failin! But I wont be soon...but anyway...

Tuesday RA=w=KED!!! I'm the school part of it for now and just tell you the best part....I GOT THE NEW WEEZER DVD AND ENHANCED SPECIAL-EDITION 10 YEAR ANNIVERSARY 2 CD BLUE ALBUM!!! YAY!!!!!!!!!! My dad bought them for me and brought them over, and that is why i LOVE him!! Lol he thought he was being sneaky too, he didnt say that he got them when i talked to him on the phone, but he said he wanted to coem over and give me a hug before he went to work, which he never really does, so i knew somethin was up. And then when he came i answered the door and there was nothin in his hands, but then i went to hug him and i felt the dvd in his back pocket! hahaha it was so funny, i like gasped! and he was all "aw dang it!" lol it was funny. But then I guess he was a little sneaky, because i only felt the dvd, and he pulled it out, and i was wonderin about the cd, but of course i didnt say anything because thats just rude, to expect more when he already did soemthing really nice for me. So i was like "oh well ill just get the cd myself soon" and i was happy to have the dvd, and then when he left he's like "ok walk me out to my car" so i did, then when we got there he grabbed the cd off his seat and was like "oh whoops! i almost forgot to give you this!" and that was just plain awesome. So he left and I looked at them for a while, and read everything, then put the dvd in. I was watchin it then my mom came home and made me go to the store with her, so i couldnt finish it. But from what I saw it was AWESOME!!! And then I came home and listened to the CD which was also awesome.
Now we'll rewind to the school day. Nothing really that special. But I walked around all day holding Das Capital and reading it whenever I got a free moment. Some people asked me what it was, then looked at me all funny when I told them what it was. I guess they don't understand why I would read it. But I get enjoyment out of it, its so interesting. Some of them read a few words of it and looked at me even funnier, because it really is very hard material. But I like it, and I like the challenge, and I like to expand my brain. Especially when its not required, because I can play by my own rules, and dont have to conform to set requirements and standards, that may or may not fit to me and the style by which i learn best. And I can go at my own pace. So I like that. Oh and it was funny, I was in advisory and my advisory teacher, Mr. Shoemaker (also my drama teacher), saw that i had the book out and made me put it away, but before I did, he was like "wow that looks like an old book, what is it" and i told him it was Das Capital, and even HE looked at me funny! But then he just said wow. I think for him he was more surprised that I was reading soemthing of that subject and difficulty, because I guess not many kids my age do..whereas everyone else looked at me funny because they were surprised that i would read soemthing like that on my free time, of my own free will. I guess it doesnt make sense to them. It makes sense to me though. Then again, so does dancing in the rain on the way to my classes if i feel like it...people are just different, I guess. And that's what makes life so interesting, isnt it?
Anyways, anything else cool that day?? Hmmmmmmm...no guess not. Oh wait! There's this other guy at our school who is obsessed with Weezer. We've talked a little bit, cause we've seen eachother's =w= shirts or whatev, but not all that much. But today he was sitting with all his friends and I walked by, and he was like "hey!". Well I figured he wasnt talking to me, so I kept walking, but then he was like "HEY!! Weezer Girl!" cause we dont know eachothers names. So I turned around and he was like "Are you getting the Weezer DVD??" and i was like "Of course!! I expect my dad to have it on my porch by the time i get home, or else! haha...are you?" and he said "Yeah, i preordered it, so it wont be here for like another week" and i said "Aw, well thats no good! Maybe Ill let you borrow mine" and he was like "Yeah!! Sweet! That would be awesome!" and I just laughed and said "seeya" and so did he and I walked away. I dont know why, but I just thought that was pretty cool. I guess I kinda wish we were good friends, because doesnt it just make sense? Weezer Boy and Weezer Girl! Come on now! Lol. He's cute too ;). Too bad he has a girlfriend. Not that he would go for me anyways. And if he did, its not like i'd go out with him (not yet anyways) cause i hardly know him, i'd have to get to know him first, and then see if he was cool. But thats beside the point.

Today, Wednesday. Drama class was SOOOOOO funny! We had a substitute teacher, and he was, in a nushell, a, how do you say? Dumbass. He tried to talk "cool", AKA like a gangsta, yo. So me and Cindy and Aaron were talking like rappers, it was funny. And then the sub was telling us STUPID jokes, and I lughed eccentricly at all of them. The sub didnt understand that I was not serious, and kept telling more jokes, which i just kept laughing harder at. Ok, for instance, he picked up a plastic clothes hanger and was like "I thought I'd hang around for i while!" and I said "HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA!!! OH MAN! I GET IT! HANG AROUND, LIKE A CLOTHES HANGER, AND HANG!!! ITS A PLAY ON WORDS!! HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHA!!!" and then he just kept telling more jokes. Like, he fanned Cindy with papers and was all "I'm your biggest fan!" and i acted like i didnt get it and was all offended and i was like "I'M her biggest fan! I AM!!!!" and he was like "nooo, im her biggest FAN" and i was like "NOOOOO! I AM HER BIGGEST FAN!!!" and i was like yelling at him. And then he was telling why did the chicken cross the road jokes, and instead of saying "why?" i would actually try to answer them. I.E....
Him: "why DIDNT the chicken cross thye road??"
Me: "ummm...because it didnt want to!"
Him: "no..."
Me: "uhhh...OH! Because it was at home making dinner!"
Him: "no, because it was its day off!"
Me: "I WASNT FINISHED!!!! I WAS STILL GUESSING!!!!!"
and i would just flip out. It was great, cause he never caught on to the fact that I was just being a stupid dumbass. So he continued to be.
And then we were playing our improv games and he was completely acting like a 5th grader! Like, he wasnt being a respectful audience memeber, we'd be performing and he'd yell out "whatever!" or "thats a lie!" or something. It was rude and annoying. And thats why he is officially a dumbass...but I do wonder why he did those things. What makes that guy tick? Had he had past success with acting that way? Was he used to teaching younger kids? Was he never a teacher at all? I wish I understood people better.
The best part of today was after school. I got to finish watching my Weezer DVD!! It's so cool!!!!!!!!!! I LOVE IT!!! It's my favo movie haha. It's the best. I just keep watching it over and over. It's funny, and cool, and perfect! It makes me wanna say, YAY! Cause its just that cool....and im just that obsessed.

I have been feeling sick since Friday, and I have tried to stay home every day since then. But every time my mom said no. And now today she said that if I still felt sick by tomarrow, she would let me stay home. So I'm all excited, cause Im really not THAT sick, just a little, and Im thinking "WOOHOO DAY OFF!!!"...then I talk to Cindy and she rmeinds me that tomarrow is the last day to audition for the school play!! So I think, "well, crap", and I decide to just go to school, so I can audition. Then I call my mom just a few minutes ago (shes at her boyfriends again) and she says I sound terrible, and says I HAVE to stay home. (MAN thats a change!!!). I tell her, no, i need to go, and she keeps saying that i have to stay home, and im practically begging her to let me go to school (god it feels so wrong!!), and she says that she will write me a note to my drama teacher asking him to let me audition Friday or whenever. But Im scared that he wont let me! If i cant audition ill be crushed, i REALLY want to be in the play! I want the lead role!! I doubt ill get it...but i want it!!! Really bad! And if I cant even have to chance to get it, it will suck so bad! So thats why im really scared to stay home tomarrow! But I guess I will...I guess I dont have much choice. And it will be nice to have the day off...and i DONT have my homework done, and i dont want to do it...BUT i DONT want to miss out on the play!! But oh well, I guess things have a way of working out. So ill just go with the flow, and hope for the best.

I guess thats just about all I have to report...or at least all I have the energy to report! Chelsea signing off, over and out.

Mood:: Worry Rock

Music:: Her Space Holiday ===> Song:: My Girlfriend's Boyfriend

Talking to:: Stew

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But I will never let you go, now that I've got you
Twinkly pavement...
Mood:: Wondering, but not sad.

Music:: LIFE!

Hi everyone. Let me fill you in...ok here's the lowdown::

(There is nothing to report at this time. Thank you.).

Pretty cool, huh? Nah actually there's so much that I want to say...I don't know how much of it I'll actually end up saying but hey. Whatev.

Today was a crazy day, in a way. It really made me think.
First off, there were two fights at our school today before school even started. One was between two guys and they other was between two girls. I didn't see the female battle, or as everyone was happily referring to it as today, the "cat fight" (ugh). But I saw the one between the two guys. They were really close to me, I looked over right when it started. I just saw them jump on eachother, then in a split second they were on the ground rolling around. I had this incredible urge to go stop them, and try to break it up, even though they were two big, angry guys, and I'm just one girl. I really wanted to...but there were a few things that kept me from doing so. First of all, it all happened so quickly...it took me a second to realize what was happened, and would have taken me another seond to think of what to do, and almost immediately there was a crowd surrounding them (I'll tell more about the crowd later). Second, I didn't really feel like getting pummled by two fuming men, and then suspended for "being involved with the fight" even though I would be trying to break it up (My school is so dumb like that). Plus I didn't know either of the guys at all, and I would feel sad if they got mad and thought I was just sticking my nose in their buisness. And third, and most of all, I realized I couldn't change human nature. It's in human nature to fight, it's a form of communication..a very primitive form..but a form. I knew that even if I did stop the fight (which I probably couldnt have, I would have been overpowered...plus I knew it would be stopped soon anyway, by their friends and teachers), it wouldn't change the future. People would still fight. That's what we do..when we can't find sufficient outlets to communicate our emotions of anger, etc., we revert to more primitive ways, by nature. Even if I stopped that one fight, it wouldn't do any good in the world, not really.......but then again...I guess it would have been doing my small part....maybe I should have tried to help, tried to break it up...

I find it so sad when fights break out. A lot of times the people fighting are, or WERE, friends. It's such a shame when friendship goes to waste over something that's, usually, so petty. I always feel so bad for the fighters. They must already feel so bad (for having fought with someone), plus they're probably hurt physically, are now going to be suspended and be in trouble with their parents, and now their whole lives are made public, because after fights, everyone talks about them and spread rumors, and all that crap. Fighting just has such bad results most of the time. It makes me feel so bad inside everytime I see or hear about a fist fight.

That's not to say that I'm against fighting. I'm not. Not at all. Fighting can be effective, if done correctly, and for the right reasons. Correctly meaning, not just stupid fist fights, and not necessarily physical fighting. For the right reasons meaning a cause you truly, whole-heartedly believe in, not just a silly arguement.

By the way, I have to give thanks to my English teacher, even though I know he'll never read this. It's just that he really helped me understand things. He wasn't talking to me personally, just the whole class, but I really enjoyed hearing his perspective, and agreed with it a lot. It's like it cleared up what I was thinking and put it into perspective. It's odd, everyone makes fun of him and say they hate him and all, but really it's just because he's the one who gives them homework, which is his job, and because he challenges our minds to make us really think. He's actually a really intelligent guy.

Another thing that really bothers me about school fights is the way the crowds act. They all gather around like it's some form of sick entertainment. They don't really chant "fight, fight, fight!" like in movies, but practically. They smile and laugh like it's exciting...and it is, but not in a good way, it's not something that should make you smile. Then the rest of the day or week, everybody is talking about the "big fight between ____ and ____", and saying "oh yeah man, that was fuckin pimp!!!" or whatever, and thinking it was just the coolest. I can't understand how anyone can think these fights are a good thing. I just don't understand people sometimes. I mean, yeah I realize why they like the fights, they cause excitement...but I just don't see why they can't realize the evils of the fighting...

Oh well...

On a happier note...

It rained really hard this morning!!! I was just sitting there staring out the window watching it, it seemed to pour down in thick sheets, and the wind was blowing it, so it was moving across the road, I can't really explain it, it just looked real cool. And, again, watching the raindrops hitting the black pavement road made my day, because every time it just amazes me how much it looks like the whole entire road is TWINKLING, and with the black road it looks like a dark night sky, with millions of stars spread across it. From what I can tell by listening to and observing people, most of them just see it as another rainy day, and their track meet might be cancelled or soemthing, so that just makes it a horrible thing. I don't think most of them see all the beauty that I see in it. But I do see the beauty...and it amazes me.

Oh, but wow man, something really weird happened today. One of my friends, he came up to me at lunch with this really strange smile on his face...I didn't know what he was getting at at first...then I thought he wanted the candy that I had so I *broke him off a piece of my kit-kat bar*, and he took it, but he still had this creepy-weird smile goin on...then I thought to myself "wait a second, this guy is incredibly stoned!", and so I look over and go "you are so stoned, arent you!", and I'm thinking pot. But he tells me that its not pot, and that he took pills! And he took them while he was at school. It was hard, because he was so fried, but I got as much info out of him as I could, because I was really worried. He said he took one and a half pills, that he didn't know what they were, he got them from his friend that day, that he took the pills and then "something else" but didnt know what the something else was, and that the pills were small and white. I asked him if the pills had little lightening bolts, or hearts, or anything on them, thinking they might be ecstasy, and he said he didnt remember. I still think they might be ecstasy, or they could bew valium or vicadin or something. I just don't know, pills aren't exactly my area of expertise. But I was really worried, he was in such a bad state. He was wobbly, so I was kinda holding him up, so I had my arm around him kinda, cause I didnt want him to fall over. We were in a somewhat loud crowd of like 10 people, and he was just talking to me, quietly, and we have a lot of strange people in our little "group" at lunch, so he surprisingly didnt seem that odd or stick out that much, unless you knew him personally, so anyway, no one really knew he was hopped up but me. Well I mean no one around. Except then I told two of my pretty close friends, because they were like "hey scott wants to know if you and that guy like eachother or something" and i whispered "you guys, he took pills!". I was really worried. But I just kept asking him if he was OK and he kept saying he was fine and everything...but obviously he wasnt fit to be in school. I told him to go to the nurses office, act as not-high as possible, tell her he was sick and to go home. And he said he wouldnt go home. And I asked him what he was going to do, and said he wouldnt be fit to go to class, that the teacher would know he was high. And he said he was just gonna skip the rest of the day...I didnt really know what to say so I just said ok, then stopped him from falling down the stairs we were sitting on. But yeah we were just sitting there and he was acting as weird as a person on pills should...very weird. He was just laughing, and saying crazy shit...and then he was like "I'm SUPERMAN!!" and ran up and like, jumped on the wall...he came back and was like "WHOA the wall like, came up faster than I thought it would!" and I tried not to laugh, cause really its not funny....but it was...=-...and I laughed, and so did my two friends who knew (no one else really paid attn), and so did he. Then he left, and i asked him if he was sure he was ok, and if there was anything i could do at all, and then I let him go. And now I really wish i hadn't. Because a couple periods later I went into class and my friend Davon was like "hey some guy just got busted by Officer Chi for being high or something" and i was just like "shit...shit! Thats my friend I think!!! Did he have dark hair and.." and then Davon cut in and was like "yeah its that guy who always comes in here with you" and i just said "SHIT!!" again...I didnt know what else to say! I just felt really really bad because I wondered what was going to happen to him, and he's my friend, and I wondered if there was anything I could have done to have helped him. And then I felt bad again because I started to wonder about why he took the pills...I bet he must have been having a really rough day to make him want to take them. Because I dont think he takes them regularly, anyway i have never seen him on anything at school before. I dont know him all that well but Im pretty sure he's not a big druggie. But I felt really sad because I didnt want him to have had such a bad day, and then it just got worse. That makes me feel so sad inside.

And then, let's rewind it just a tad, to lunch, with the guy. Ok like I said, I had my arm around him, and he was leaning on me, and since he was high he was also just being really weird and kept smiling at me and like hitting on me (i think lol) and like he rested his head on my head and stuff, and I'm sure that to anyone who didnt know the story it would look like we were going out or into eachother....and there's this guy, we'll call him B. Well B has a big crush on me. I dont feel that way for B, I just like him as a friend. But B, he always tries to get my attention, especially if im talking to a guy, and he doesnt know good ways to get my attention, so he does something stupid, in an, i guess, desperate attempt, and gets negative attention. So he comes off as an annoying, bad guy, even though I know in my heart he has good intentions. I feel like I can just see his brain work, its almost like I know what he's going to do, and why, all the time. But anyway, I guess he must like me a lot, because he gets really jelous. For instance, there was this one time, I was resting my head on my guy friend's shoulder, and I guess in a way cuddling up to him, cause he was (and is) one of my really close friends...but anyways B gets in this jelous rage, and he comes up to us and starts yelling!! It was actually kind of scary, mainly i was afraid he was going to hurt my friend. But he just started yelling, not that loud I guess, more of a loud voice than a yell, but he was saying like "Get off eachother!!! Chelsea, look, you are way to good for him, he's a creep!" and stuff...it wasnt a pleasant experience, because I knew it was awkward for B, and it seemed like he wanted to say a lot more, but couldnt, and was holding himself back...it was awkward for me, because, well im sure you can see why...and mostly, im sure it was very awkward for my friend. And it probably really hurt his feelings too, because he and B were kind of friends, and then B just comes and call him a creep to his face and all...it wasn't cool. But anyway, back to my story, today at lunch. Well B was around when the high guy was with me. And I think B got jelous again, and he started doing all sorts of things to attract attention to himself, I guess to get my attention (I asked my two close friends that i mentioned about this, i made sure I wasnt being dumb and self centered thinking everything he was doing was for me when it wasnt, i asked and they said it was really obvious that he was trying to attract my attn). And he did all these things that made everyone we were with mad. And he walked off, and left his backpack sitting there, cause we all always do that, and pick it up at the end of lunch...but the rest of the group...i felt sorry for B because they were saying how they hated him and everything, not while he was around, luckily, he didnt have to hear it, but they were saying it, and then they took B's backpack and were thinking of what to do with it (put it in the garbage, hide it, etc, etc.). And I kept telling them to just put it down and leave him alone, but it was like 10 against one...I still kept telling them to just knock it off, but they didnt...but I was happy when B ran up and grabbed the backpack when they werent paying attention, and he got it safely. So that was good. I would have felt bad if soemthing had happened to it. B means well, he really does, he's just a little misguided in his actions, I think.

Anyways, it was really a very thoughtful day for me. I had a lot to think about. I guess I was kind of quiet, people were asking what was wrong. But I had a lot to think, wonder, ponder. I was really talkative in the socratic seminar in english, i think it surprised some people, because usually I dont talk much in them, but I was talking a lot...possibly to the point of annoyance, especially since I kept relating the book to life...oh, sure, the teacher loved it, but the students probably thought I was being a show off. I wasnt. I just had a lot to say. And I really dont care what they think. I really dont.

After school, I got online. I was hoping to talk to a couple people. For different reasons. The first person, the reson will remain unnoted. The second person, just because I'm just getting to know him, but he is an amazingly cool person, and we are a lot alike. But I didnt really get much chance to talk to either.

After that, I went with my friend Cynthia to a get together with the GSA's (Gay Straight Alliance) from Beamer and FWHS. It was movie night, where we all just hung out, watched movies, played games, chatted, and just had fun. I think the whole point was for it to just be a place where you could be yourself without discrimination. And it was. And that was good. And it was fun, very fun. And I had a good time. I hope we do it again soon, because it seems like a group I would really like to get to be closer friends with, because they all seem really nice. I already know a few, but theres also some that I just met, and I was glad to. I cant think of any of them that I dont like. Theyre all really nice. It was good.

Anyways, there is a whole lot more I would like to write about, but it's time for me to get off the computer and go to bed (AKA go sit in my bed and not sleep anyway). I really do have a lot on my mind today, I guess.

I hope everything is good with all of you. =)

Mood:: Thoughtful

Music:: Beatles ===> Song:: I'm Only Sleeping

P.S.

=w= Weez on everybody! =w=

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Waiting for someone to trip and fall
I just want to drink an ice cold beer
Mood:: Meme!

Music:: John Mayer ===> Victoria

Weezer MASH by plumeaddict
Username
HusbandRivers
CarStretch Limo with DRIVER
PlaceLA
HomeMansion
Kids2
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I. Love. My. Life.

Wow, I never thought I'd say that again any time soon...but hey its just my fake life...figures.

But man, that would be the perfectomundo life!

what weezer song is your life by euforik
name
weezer song that is your life tragedyonly in dreams
weezer song that best describes your future lifepossibilities
weezer song that best describes your life so fardeath and destruction
weezer song that you will play while dying you litthe good life
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Cool. I TOLD you guys Death and Destruction was my theme song!!! WHAT NOW! Lol.

Weezer Concert by plumeaddict
Username
DateFebruary 9, 2008
Crowdsurfing adventures1
Cost for VIP passes$8,710
Member metRivers
SouvenirRivers' glasses
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YAY! I GET TO MEET RIVERS!! Lol. I must have taken his glasses after all the sex. hahaha. Awww only one crowd surfing adventure though! Hey, it was still worth the thousands of dollars! hahaha

ok bye my brother wants the computer

mood: but I want the computer!

music:: none

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Chelsea blew her top, stole a car, shot a cop
Didn't stop until she hit New Orleans
Mood:: Alright

Music:: None

Talking to:: No one

TV:: King Of Queens

Hi.

Blue Vibes
Your Energy is Blue. You are a creative thinker
with an active imagination. Artistic and
talented, you want to reach the stars and bring
them down to form. You are trustworthy, honest
and reliable. Others feel comfortable in your
presence as you project a non-threatening,
serene energy.

You would do well in any of the helping
professions, as an artist, singer, diplomat,
orater, or clergy member.


What color is your energy?
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Neato. I like blue.

outcast
Your an Outcast Angel! These angels were once upon
a time, very loved, and of the highest ranks of
all the angels. But, when something terrible
happened in their lives, much like the
dark-angels, the outcats leave the heavens and
move down to earth. Out cats angel are not
nessearily evil. In fact, they are quite kind,
but filled with greif and guilt unimaginable.
Outcast angels are usually formed when they
have failed something, and ridden with guilt,
they are banned out of heaven, sent down to
earth, and live alone. They are always quite
and sad, and rarely contact with humans. If a
huam befriends an outcast angel, they have a
friend for life.


What Kind of ANGEL are you? (For Girls only) This Quiz has amazingly Beautiful Pictures!
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I'm not guilty, I swear! I DIDNT DO ANYTHING! OK! I DID! IM SSOOORRRYYY!!! WAAAAHHH!

night
You're Element is Night. You're a loner who is very
creative but never show your work to anyone.
You may smile a little but sadness or
loneliness surround you and other can feel it
when they're near you. You have a dark or
unusual beauty that makes you mysterious and
you probably have a lot of secrets that you've
never told anyone. You're beauty is intriging
and unorthidox but the real thing that makes
you special is your eyes. Something in them
makes them like "Diamonds in the
Rough".


What's Your Element(girls)? (PICTURES)
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Hey I got the same as Kelly! Cool XD! Lol. Man I LOVE the night too, so I can see that.

Tis an ice dragon breathes...when the first snowflake doesnt melt....
Your an ice dragon! Congrats! Out of all the
dragons, you are most powerful but do not like
to show it. A rare and special creture, you
have artistic style and are great at expressing
yourself. You think friends and Familly are the
most important, and are a hopeless romantic.
But of course, as ice goes, you can be a little
cold or harsh at times. But not to worry, you
always apoligize later!


What elemental dragon are you?
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Brr.

Ok, quizzy quizzy, fun times.

Mood:: Fine

TV:: That 70's Show

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I'll be holdin' on 'til then
Oh Chelsea, I wanna do you!
Mood:: Better

Talking to:: My cousin Aja

Watching:: Commercials at the moment

Hello. I'm feeling a bit happier than last time, about the guy.

I had a good talk with him. Nothing too important, but I guess it made me realize a few things.

I realized just how much I like him, even though he has a girlfriend. I love him. I'm not IN love with him, no, but I love him. I knew that already, but I just realized how much. I mean, even though it sucks for me that he has a girlfriend, he's happy, so I'm happy. I'm not just sad for me, but I'm actually happy for him. And as much as it hurts me to hear about his girlfriend and all, I'm glad he has her. Because I want him to be happy. I really do. And I guess that proved to myself that I really do love him.

And I realized that I'm very thankful to have him as a friend. He's such a great person, and he's really important to me. Even if we never ever ever ever ever ever ever go out or anything of the sort, I'm still so happy that he's my friend. I would never want to lose him as a friend, and I'll watch as he gets girlfriends, and I'll be there to talk and to council him if he needs help with them. And thats fine. Because he means that much to me.

It still sucks that he has a girlfriend though! :-P

Mood:: Pleh

TV:: Commercials again

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