BASICS
*Full name:
Elizabeth Flocerpina Icenogle. But when I marry Nick, it'll be, Elizabeth Shannon Van Horn. AKA Mrs. Nicholas Phillip Van Horn.

*When is your birthday:
January 23, 1987
*Where were you born:
California
*Where do you live now:
Enumclaw, WA

*How are you today:
Bored, missing Nick, hoping he does good at 410 tomorrow.
*How is the weather right now:
Dark, it's like 11 something pm
*What are the last 4 digits of your phone number?
4507

PHYSICAL
*Eye color:
Brown
*Do you wear contacts:
No
*Hair color:
Originally dark brown. Now it's black with brown sorta-ish
*Is your hair wet?
Nope

PERSONALITY
*Did you follow through with your New Years resolution?:
Yea, and it got me into lots of trouble, haha.

*Have a best friend:
Yup, NICK!
*What is your best quality:
Umm... I forgive people pretty damn fast... I love a lot.
*Are you too shy to ask someone out:
Yea, but I never have to worry about that, I have Nick!
*How old do you act:
I don't act a certain age, I'm just me. I can be mature or immature, it all depends.
*Are you ghetto fabulous:
Haha, oh yes, very much so.
*Are you a moron:
Sometimes... Why? Did you hear something?

RELATIONSHIPS
*Do you have a boyfriend/girlfriend:
Yes... The love of my life!
*Do you have a crush:
Yes I do, and he knows it.
*Have you ever given head?
Yup, not very many times, but I'm sure Nick and I will work on that, it's not as bad as I thought it would be.

FAVORITES
*Favorite months:
August, November, January
*Favorite word:
Scandy
*Favorite saying:
Bwah! Or... I dunno, I say a lot of shit lol.
*Favorite number:
23, 27, and 7
*Favorite flower:
Pink roses
*Favorite genre of music:
I like it all
Favorite actor:
Johnny Depp
*Favorite actress:
Christina Applegate and Brittany Murphy
Favorite comedian:
Bill Engvall
*Favorite show:
Just Shoot Me
*Favorite movie:
Cat In The Hat! Yea, I'm a goob, I know. And Dawn of the Dead.
*Favorite drink:
Water or a yummy caramel frappachino
*Favorite smell:
Pink Sugar by Aquolina
*Favorite sport:
Volleyball
*Favorite relative:
My cousin John
*Favorite board game:
Monopoly
*Favorite nail polish:
Pink or glittery purple or glittery blue
*Favorite lipstick/lipgloss color:
My favorite lipstick was Heather Moon by Clinique, my favorite lipgloss is the glittery one from Chanel that I'm nearly out of.


CLOTHES
*What do you sleep in:
PJ bottoms and a tank, but if nobody is around or it's just me and my man, I'll sleep nude.
*What do you swim in:
One of my like 5 bikinis
*What is one item in your closet you can't live without:
my jeans and my tanks
*What is a fabric that is comfy:
Cotton
*What is a fabric that is mysterious:
black sheer see through stuff

EITHER OR
*Scary movie or happy endings:
Scary movie if I'm with friends or my man, happy endings if I'm by myself.
*Summer or winter:
Summer!!! Way more fun!
*Hugs or kisses:
Hugs, but kisses are nice too. There's just something about being in Nick's arms...
*Relationships or one night stands:
Relationships. (First time I've said that one, but that's what happens when you find your soul mate!)
*Chocolate or vanilla:
Vanilla
*One pillow or two:
two


IF YOU COULD
*If you could have one wish what would it be:
For Nick and me to have a great life together
*If you could take back one thing you've ever done, what would it be:
Losing my virginity and sleeping with guys. I should have waited for the man I loved. But at least I do have Nick. But I wish I saved myself for him.
*If you could have one material object what would it be:
Lots of money, because it would make life a TAD easier for me and Nick.

FIRST & LAST
*First thing you notice about people:
If they're smiling or not
*First thing you think of when you wake up in the morning:
"Where's Nick and I wish I could wake up to him?"

*Last major concert you went to see:
BOSTON baby!

*Last thing you ate:
2 tacos from jack in the box
*Last person you talked to on the phone:
Keith

*Last thing you said:
They're playing this movie again?
*Last place you went in a car:
Jason brought me and Sheralyn home from blockbuster

RANDOM
*Play an instrument:
yes
*Own a car:
I get my Daddy's mazda and hopefully the big ugly truck. I'd rather have the big ugly truck.
*Own a rubber ducky:
No, but that would be tight, huh?
*Ever owned a Furby:
No, but my sister did, and I broke it on purpose one night because it wouldn't go to sleep and kept talking, then I told my sister I didn't know what happened to it.
*Do you take the road less traveled:
Depends on which road I like better. But yes, usually.
*If you were a crayon, what color would you be:
Dark metallic blue
*Have u ever stood on near a road and waved at random cars as they passed:
Yea, my friends and I do weird things when we're high.
*Did they wave back:
Only when I waved. Ahh... The quirks of being a girl...
*Would you scream "No I will not have sex with you!" during a movie:
Yea, lol, that just gave me a good idea to do to Nick.
*Do you have a headache:
Nope
*Are you doing spring cleaning:
Nope, it's summer
*Are you talking to anyone on instant messenger:
Jeremy and RJ
*Where do you keep your vacuum:
The corner, lol
*Who would you want to be stuck in an elevator with:
Nick

*Is your window open:
Always
*How close do your grandparents live:
Gma and Gpa Ahlers... 10 minutes away
Gpa Icenogle... 2 1/2 hours away

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I really hate girls that talk shit...

xxgirlygirlxx21: your a slut
xxgirlygirlxx21: I heard what you did u slut i hope u die

xxgirlygirlxx21: I heard what you did u slut i hope u die

xxgirlygirlxx21: :-)
xxgirlygirlxx21: hey slut!!!
JustMeNo1UdKnow: who the hell are you?
xxgirlygirlxx21: i dont need to tell you i just want to tell you you shouldnt go sleep with every guy you see
JustMeNo1UdKnow: lmao please
JustMeNo1UdKnow: I'm engaged, bitch
xxgirlygirlxx21: well fuck you bitch you know who you slept wiith dont you everyone thinks you are a slut and the truth hurts
JustMeNo1UdKnow: lmao
JustMeNo1UdKnow: you're a funny little 14 year old
JustMeNo1UdKnow: talking shit
xxgirlygirlxx21: 15
JustMeNo1UdKnow: you should watch where you run your mouth bitch
JustMeNo1UdKnow: wow, a big friggen difference, you're only half as immature now
JustMeNo1UdKnow: talking shit about things you don't know just because Lindsay loves talking shit about things she can't do
xxgirlygirlxx21: you high school drop out low life
JustMeNo1UdKnow: haha I'm starting college a year earlier now so what now you fucking nigger
JustMeNo1UdKnow: I have my GED and I'm smarter than you will ever be bitch
xxgirlygirlxx21: i dont even kno you but i do hear things about you that are kinda bad
JustMeNo1UdKnow: Haven't you ever learned to not care what other people do?
JustMeNo1UdKnow: It's not other people's problems
JustMeNo1UdKnow: What you do is nobody's business but your own
JustMeNo1UdKnow: I don't see why you have to go and talk shit to somebody you don't know about something that doesn't even concern you in any way.
JustMeNo1UdKnow: It's not like I'll ever see you, it's not like I give a fuck who you are, it's not like you know me, you shouldn't care what other people do ESPECIALLY if it doesn't affect you
xxgirlygirlxx21: people have asked me to talk to you and cent i can be a bitch about things and everyone knows i'll do it
xxgirlygirlxx21: sorry
JustMeNo1UdKnow: You're forgiven
JustMeNo1UdKnow: It's just I find it stupid that people love getting all up in other people's business
xxgirlygirlxx21: yea sorrry
xxgirlygirlxx21 is away at 10:42:55 PM.
xxgirlygirlxx21 returned at 10:44:34 PM.
xxgirlygirlxx21: and me and lindsay are cousins
JustMeNo1UdKnow: ooh
JustMeNo1UdKnow: I see
JustMeNo1UdKnow: I thought you were friends or something but then she said you two weren't
xxgirlygirlxx21: do you and justin still talk
JustMeNo1UdKnow: Yup
xxgirlygirlxx21: if u wanna tell me
JustMeNo1UdKnow: Not too often, cuz we're busy or doing something you know?
xxgirlygirlxx21: yea
JustMeNo1UdKnow: But we've been writing emails and shit back and forth to keep updated and when we managed to get a hold of each other, we'll talk



First rule of shit talking... NEVER apologize. But she did, and that's respectable I guess.


Now for Lindsay...

JustMeNo1UdKnow: Lindsay, I don't have a problem with you, will you please tell your friends to stop talking shit?
xOPiNkisPiMpxO69: shes not my friend and i dont like that u did my brother
JustMeNo1UdKnow: okay
JustMeNo1UdKnow: I dont' see why you should care about something that doesn't even affect you. What happened with Justin and I is in the past. I don't have regrets, I liked your brother.
JustMeNo1UdKnow: And she is your friend, I know that
xOPiNkisPiMpxO69: shes not my friend
xOPiNkisPiMpxO69: it does affect me
xOPiNkisPiMpxO69: its my fucking brother
xOPiNkisPiMpxO69: u know how much i cried
xOPiNkisPiMpxO69: Just leave me alone
JustMeNo1UdKnow: I'm sorry you cried
JustMeNo1UdKnow: but why would something like that bother you so much? I've never understood that
xOPiNkisPiMpxO69: because it does


Grr... She's so dumb, I don't see why she has to care so much about something that doesn't concern her at all.

On a brighter note, I love Nick! And I think he got a job at 410 cafe as a cook. Good job baby!

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Yesterday was pretty fun. Went to Lake Tapps with Nick, Keith, Mike, Aaron, and we all got drunk and high, and went swimming. Well, Keith, Mike, and I went swimming. I didn't even think I could swim, but I jumped in anyways. And... TA DA! I swam! Haha, I'm a dork. I got a weird feeling yesterday that Nick didn't want to be around me at that time. I'm not sure why, but that's okay. I'll give him his time, I know he loves me.

Today I don't know what the boys are doing, I didn't even get to talk to Nick. But I talked to Keith, Bubba, and Aaron.

What the hell is Jeremy's problem? He gets so stupid. He'll get pissed at me for things he starts. What the fuck ever. If he still wants a friendship, then he can quit acting like a fucking child. He's 18 now, not 8.

Blah, I have a doctor appointment today. Maybe I'll get some good allergy stuff.

Grr... People are just dumb.

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After last night, I'm not too sure if I like Raquel or not. She was like, "Well if I was you, there are plenty of other boyfriends out there that do more." So, basically she thinks I should break up with Nick. That will never happen. Not ever. So does this mean that if my dad lost his job and had a hard time getting a new one, and lost everything, she'd leave him? Cuz there are plenty of other boyfriends out there for her... If that how she really feels, that love can't conquer... I don't like her being with my dad then. And last night, she was like, "I don't know, I'm not her mom..." All that was going through my head, was, "You're damn right you're not my mom. You'll never be my mom, all you'll be is my dad's girlfriend." It pissed me off so much. I hope she doesn't have plans on ever trying to be a mom figure to me. Because she's not and she won't be. And anybody that thinks I should leave Nick, is obviously not supportive of me, so they don't mean shit to me.

Dad made me mad this morning when he was talking about him and Raquel. He dissed on me for sleeping with 7 guys, but then he goes, "I know what Raquel and I do is wrong. I'm not fully divorced, and I'm not married to Raquel. But I don't care." Then what makes him think I should care, when he doesn't even care? Besides, I'm marrying Nick. Nobody fucking believes me, but they'll see. They'll definately believe me when it happens and my ass moves out. Yup yup. Oh man, I love Nick, I can't wait till I can start my new life with him. Hypocrisy... All of it...

I can't wait to just go kick it with the boys tonight. It's kinda funny how close I am to all of them. I mean, I can totally see myself still chillin with these guys 20 years from now. Even Mike, we're not close or anything, but one night, I was frustrated, I'm not sure why, but I was laying down, and Mike comes up to me and goes, "What's wrong?" I was like, "Nothin, just tired." And he was like, "You can't lie to me, tell me what's wrong." I don't remember what it was about though...

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My baby slept in Aaron's broken down car last night. I hated knowing that he was there. My dumb dad won't let him stay here. I love Nick so much and it hurts that Daddy won't take him in. I would. The thing that hurt most was last night when I had to talk to Dad and Raquel goes, "Well... If I was you, there are plenty of other boyfriends out there you could have." That pissed me off. I don't care what anybody says, I love Nick and I'll never leave him. Especially just because he's having a hard time that I know he'll get through. I'll always be there for Nick. Right by his side through anything. A person can't leave their soul mate.

Yesterday I babysat Rose's kids. Nick was there the whole time, it was kinda like having kids. He's real good with kids too. I know he'll make a great daddy one day. He'll be the daddy of my children. And we'll live happily ever after.

Today I'm going to spend the night at Mike's with Nick and Keith so that should be fun. I don't care what Dad says, I'm gonna go there tonight.

Michelle went to Safeway and hasn't come back yet. She went in Raquel's car. I'm worried. Please don't let anything bad happen.

I need to help Nick. I need to motivate him. He worries me. But goodness I love him so much. With all my heart.

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