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Some people call me a slut... They don't see how much it hurts me inside... What do you do when the world is against you? When nobody understands your pain? How is it that... It took me so long to realize... That all I've ever wanted and needed... Was right in front of me this whole time... Waiting patiently... For me to realize we were meant to be...
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Got To See Justin Today
Thursday. 5.20.04 10:50 am
Well, Justin just got here. He was only here for like 10 minutes, but it was cool, we gotta talk. I miss talking to him. He's still a total doll. And his homecoming picture was totally cute. Now... I'm about to go have a little shmizzie outside. Haha, nicotene. Maybe I'll go see Nick today while he's at work. I LOVE NICK!

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The Cat In The Hat
Thursday. 5.20.04 9:48 am
watching: Cat In The Hat
mood: Just Chillin

Well, today should be a good day. I got up this morning at 8. Took a shower, did my hair, did my makeup. Had my wonderful nicotene fix. Ahh... Gotta love Virgina Slims. Camel Red Backs are pretty good too. But I love the Virginia's. That's my favorite smoke of the day. My "I just woke up, took a shower, my hair is still wet, and I'm outside smoking" cigarette.

I'm watching Cat In The Hat, I love this movie! It's so incredibly adorable and just wonderful. Justin is supposed to stop by here anytime now to check out the new appartment and give me his homecoming picture. I haven't seen him in a while. We got in an argument. He found out that I cheated on him. But I didn't care much. I've never cheated on a guy before Justin. I never want to do it again. The guilt just consumes me. But I don't have any regrets about kissing Alex. It's Alex. Sooo hot. Hey, I can still judge guys even though I'm taken. I'll always be able to do that. No touching though. All I want is Nick. Before I was going out with Nick, I would have taken Alex back in a heartbeat. He asked me out and I said yes, but a day later, I told him that we have to break up because it was still so obvious that he was still in love with Christina. So they worked things out and they're back together. And I couldn't be happier for him. But... Now... I have Nick. And I love him more than anything. I care for him so much. I think about him 99% of the day too. I wouldn't trade him for anything in the world. Not even Jeremy. When Daddy gets off work, we're going to the Oak Factory or whatever. This HUGE really nice furniture place in Puyallup. Or near Puyallup or something. Daddy is getting me a dresser and maybe a night stand. Saweet! He said he wants me to be able to keep all my stuff off the floor. Good deal, that way I can keep my room cleaner. After we get back home though, I hope I get to see Nick. Ooh wooh I love my baby so much!!!

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*Sigh of Relief* Back At Home At Last!!!
Wednesday. 5.19.04 11:39 pm
listening to: Nothing, I'm on a new computer, there's nothing to listen to yet! mood: Happy, but with a headache Well kidoes, I'm finally back at home. Yay! I came home yesterday and Daddy let me spend the night at Nick's. It was great being able to kiss and cuddle with him all night. Then wake up next to him in the morning. I have some HUGE news too. I'm one of those people that will never say, "I love you," unless I really truly mean it. And I'm never the first person to say it. And it freaks me out when other people say it too soon. Well this morning, I woke up and kissed Nick. And he was on top of me, and we were just staring at each other and I go, "Would you hold it against me if I told you that I knew I loved you even before we were going out?" And he goes, "No." So I go, "Good. I love you." And he said "I love you too Elizabeth Flocerpina Icenogle. With all my heart. I always have." And I've never been happier. I wasn't even scared to say it. I didn't have to force it. It was natural. Gosh I love him so much. I just want to scream it to the world. "I love Nicholas Phillip Vanhorn with all my heart and some of yours too!!!" I can't even explain the feeling I have when I'm around him. Daddy knows that Nick, Aaron, and Andrew smoke weed. I told him that I don't. And I'm not going to. I'm done drinking and smoking weed. I'm just done. I don't want to anymore. I'm tired of just always being fucked up off something. It finally just got old. It's not a thrill anymore. It hasn't been for a long time now. So why do it? I hate the after effects of drinking anyways. I got my hair cut to my shoulders today. *GASP* My long hair gone! I wanted to cry. It does look cute though. But I had to do it, I fried my hair to crap. So many split ends. Pretty lame. No more dying my hair. I can't wait till it all grows out and I have my natural color back. Even now, it's not that far from it, but still. I don't want to ruin my hair again. It's healthier this way anyways. My natural color just suits me real well I guess. I miss it. Daddy saw the hickey on my neck. I told him that's all we're doing though. Is kissing. Well... he did finger me this morning. But no sex for a long time. I feel bad for my poor daddy always having to worry about me. I don't want to give him anything to worry about. When it comes to drugs, drinking, and sex, I stress him out so much. I don't want to. I feel bad for him. This will put him at ease at least. In a month, I'm going to go get a drug test without my dad's knowledge. And when it shows up that I'm clean, I'm going to frame it and put it up on my wall and see how long it takes for him to notice it. I think he'll be proud. It'll go up right next to me GED after I take that and pass it with flying colors.

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Good Morning America How Are You?
Tuesday. 5.18.04 1:20 pm
I love CJ for being a good supportive cousin. I do the same thing for her. But I know how she feels about Nick. She doesn't exactly like him, they don't exactly get along. And she used to put him down a lot until I told her to knock it off, especially in front of me, cuz he's my best friend. Then she was like the second person I told that Nick and I are going out. She was like, "Cousin, I'm happy for ya no matter what. As long as your happy." And now she even mentions him in conversations. Without being a pain about it. So that's great. Today she im'd me to ask when I'm coming back and then was like, "Oh, I bet you miss Nick." I was like, "You have no idea. As if I don't spend 99% of my day thinking about him and wondering how he is, I dream about him too. Is that cute, normal, or freakish? I'm going with freakish." She just laughed. I guess I'd laugh at me too if I was her.

Well, I'm going to go get ready. I'm gonna go on a bikeride, see if I can find a hair salon. I have to go to Rite Aid also and get Tenskin. It's this stuff for ingrown hairs and bumps on my leg. Tiffany reccomended it to me. She gets them too when she shaves. Totally lick balls. Totally lame. Totally ugly. Totally gonna be gone.

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Ooh... I think I'm in love...
Tuesday. 5.18.04 3:59 am
watching: Absolutely nothing besides my weight and body image, lol.

mood: Tired, anxious to see Nick tomorrow or soon after, and giddy and horribly in love!!!

listening to: All the thoughts in my head, and all the feelings in my heart.

I just got off the phone with Nick... But I'll talk about that in a sec.

Sheralyn and I went to the mall today. Richmond something... It was HUGE. And totally awesome. I spent $60 on clothing, $10 on food, got a $250 pair of Gucci sunglasses that are pretty bomb, and stole $145 in clothing. The list... Cute pink skirt with black polka dots, sheer black tank, jean skirt, green sweat skirt, terry cloth sweat suit (shorts and zip up shirt), black bikini, Daddy's Girl pink trucker hat, black sweat shorts with blue trim. Sheralyn spent $50 on a shirt that was pretty cute. I almost got this cool looking corset but didn't... I should have, I want it now. God... I tried on this MAD CUTE dress from Paris that I absolutely fell in love with. It was pretty clingy at the top, spaghetti straps, and kinda a flowey type thing going on at the bottom. It was pale colored... Kind of an odd print. It was $369 though. That was a lot more than I could spend. But I mean... Holy shit, I completely fell in love with it. It was so soft. And when I spun around, the bottom flew up. Completely scandy. Tres chic. Oh man... I wanted it so bad. Oh, and this filipino guy at the store I got my hat from was just totally hitting on me. He was cute, I'll give him that. And totally sweet. But he asked for my phone number and I was like, "Sorry... I can't do that, I have a boyfriend." Aren't you guys proud of me? I mean, usually, I'd give it, and just be friends with the guy. But I kinda figured this was different for some reason.

On the way back into the US, the INS of course harassed us and we had to get out of the car and all that bullshit because Sheralyn didn't have the proper paperwork. But we got into Canada just fine with what we had. Totally gay. What's a 15 year old girl gonna do? Geez...

Daddy and I went on a bikeride last night. All of a sudden, sirens were going off, left and right, and cars were being backed out of the on ramp. It was a 5 car accident. Some people died, some were injured. Dad and I watched it for about an hour or so. I wanted to cry so bad. I don't know why it had that big of an impact on me. Seeing the people get wheeled away on stretchers was just so real and scary. One of the cars rolled over the embankement, one was totaled, the van had hood, left door, and front left fender damage, and 2 others were minor, but still hit. I turned around to ask somebody for the time, and guess who I see. Dennis. Motherfuckin Dennis. I was like, "D, you know what time it is?" And he just goes, "Don't fuckin talk to me like nothin. I know you have a boyfriend. Joe told me everything." I was like, "Yea, what's that change between us? I told you we're nothin more than friends. Only time we talk is when I come up to Blaine." And he was like, "Whatever Liz, you know how I feel about you. I've fuckin told you." I got pissed cuz he was being stupid. We're barely even friends, we barely even know each other, and he acts like he's in love with me or something. For crying out loud kid, get a fuckin reality check. So I left just totally pissed off. Whatever, not like I care. I never tried to make a friendship with him. He just kinda always wanted to kick it with me and shit. "I'm tryin to get to know you..." Bla bla bla shutup you fuckin stalker. He's definately got stalker status, followin me all the way home that day tryin to ask me if I like him like that. NO! Grr... Fuckin people...

I got to talk to Nick on the phone tonight. For about 2 hours. I love talking to him so much. I love being around him, I love everything about him. These last 3 nights have been utter Hell. I wake up in the middle of the night, and roll over, and expect Nick to be there. Just like he was Wednesday and Thursday night. God I miss snuggling and cuddling with him. I miss waking up in his arms. I miss him. I miss kissing him. I miss him kissing me. Ooh and the way he kisses my neck and around my collarbone. Just drives me insane. I don't think he realizes the affect he has on me. We've been going out less than a week. I'm pretty sure it's love though. I've never felt like this. If you know me well, you know I don't just say that sort of crap either. I knew I loved him before we started dating though. I've liked him for about a year, but I realized that I loved him, a couple months ago. Oh man did that ever scare me. It scares me that I've loved only Jeremy before. And it scares me because I don't want this to be like me and Jeremy. I'm not able to deal with the lying, bullshit, and cheating anymore. I can't do it, it's too much for me. I honestly dont' believe that Nick would ever hurt me though. I honestly believe he loves me. How crazy do I sound?

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Big Mall... BIG BIG BIG!!!
Monday. 5.17.04 2:33 pm
Well, I'm awake... I'll just start there. I took my shower, did my hair. Half up half down. I never do that, but today I felt like it. My makeup... pretty natural... With shine on my lids. I'm pretty satisfied with me today. This is a rare thing, I don't know what's up. I usually bitch and moan about how something just isn't right. But today I'm happy with how I look. Woo hoo!

I think Sheralyn is coming over today. Saweet! I wonder if she's coming to the mall today. Daddy is taking me to the mall to go shopping and get me some clothes. Thank God, cuz I need jeans. Well, I kinda need everything. I left most everything when I moved, to my little sister, told her to go crazy on my stuff, I don't care. I'm glad I'm starting off new.

Haha, Sheralyn just walked in the door. I guess she's coming to the mall with us. Yay! She knows about me and Nick going out. She's happy. :-D But I gotta, go now. I'll update later!

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