Saturday. 1.1.05 7:00 pm
*cough...* 1st day of new year and i am sick.. down with fever and a sore throat.. sigh... bad omen.. Well was haivng fun at md's hse playing Fatal Frame.. den wynn picked me up, went to west coast.. Relived childhood memories by playing catching.. Me kelly werner wynn and huimin.. Felt very weak at md's hse le. still ate potato chips.. the spicy kind.. Thus exerting my body and subjecting it to more viruses ard, finally i couldnt take it. on the way back, ask wynn to drop me off at my hse.. Slpt at 4am.. immediately went into slp mode.. Woke up at 230pm.. Lol.. shiok.. Everything was like a blur to me.. Head's heavy.. Saw there were like 5 missed calls and 4 smses.. All asking me whether were i gg to makan bao.. Sorry my buddies.. Fever brought me down this time.. Paiseh ah..
Come to think of it, 2005 doesnt feel any special to me.. Cos my feelings were still stuck at 2004.. Sigh.. my mind wondered here and there, thinking wad if like this.. wad if like that... That aching feeling just sap thru every part of my body.. haha.. just feel that my body is but like a vessel, containing all those irritating spikes which just never seem to stop piercing..
I am not asking for sympathy, just need someone to listen... These kinda things cant be consoled, it cant be forgotten with just a snap of the finger.. All i ask is for someone to knock me on the head and let me faint for eternity... Eh wait.. i thinking too much le.. Hhahaha... i just need a person to rely on, listens to moi, and create meaningful conversations to help me thru this bad patch..
Well a good start to get pass the memories of 2004 was a new hp on 31st dec 2004~ Finally got my 7260.. Gone are the memories i have with my nokia 8250.. i shant be exposed to the logos and the msges.. even thu their keep in a folder somewhere in my new one.. Tried recording xing yang ai qing into my hp.. sounds a lil querky.. but o wad the hack.. just use it lah..
Wo neng bu neng gou fang de xia, Yi jing bu shi yi zhong xuan zhe.
Wo bu de bu fang qi, Ying wei ni yi jing zhao dao yi ge bi wo gen hao de.
Wo zhi neng di sheng de qi dao, Xin wang ta neng dai ge ni xing fu.
Shui ran wo hen nan tai qi tou, Dan shi wo hui mo mo de bao hu ni de.
Hui xiang qi wang shi the jing li, Zhe..Kong pa shi nan yi bi mian de.
Ying wei ni de xin, shi zhong, zhi neng shu yu ta ren de.
Xie xie ni dai gei wo duan zhan de kuai le, Xi wang ni ye zhe mo jue de.
Ru guo you ji hui de hua, Wo hai shi hui xuan zhe ai ni.
Yuan ying hen jian dan, Ai ni shi wo yi sheng lai zui kuai le de shi. I love u...
While typing the above para.. i couldn't hold them back.. i've broken the very 1st thing i promised myself.. Looking ard the 4 corners of my room, my emotions are screaming to be let out..
This is one swear i will stick by it.. Never will i let myself be subjected to such sadness.. never...
chea
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