Resolutions:
- To completely quit smoking
- To keep fit and prepare for NS
- To treat my friends and family better
- To overlook the bad and carry on with my life as Wid
- To social engineer myself into the world, the world of suffering...

New Year is coming, and i wun be smiling when the clock strikes twelve.. Its pains myself to even see myself in such an emotional state... Who am i to the ppl out there.. Guess i was just a fool.. I tried to be strong, i cant.. This sadness is gradually overcoming me.. I seriously dunno how long i can last.. Faking a smile.. Cracking jokes.. Luffing at jokes.. Its a mess..
Now as i listen to Josh Groban's "To Where You Are".. Very nice sentimental song.. I've been thinking lately am i a good bf to my gfs... Was i treating them well or am i just an idiot.. Think my mind has lost it.. My foolishness has gone far enough and i think its time to stop.. Whatever i do, is not my choice anymore, i may live to regret it but i have no other way out.. The familar piercing of the heart is aching so bad its choking.. The trembling of my veins are deafening.. I am on the brim of insanity.. Exaggerating but sadly, true
I just wanna break out of the bustling city and scream.. exasperated... totally.. BUT... i always have this ironic feeling.. there is always a weakness...soft spot or simply dumb .. which ever way ppl call it.. I dunno hoe they see me as now.. My intentions were always clear.. simple.. but its wonderfully amazing how ppl can twist it ard...
I aint no pillar of support, i am not a friend.. I am just a stinking Wid.. Social engineering the lads.. Without hope, the heart just lies.. Above the broken skies, where Wid can see the light..
Freaking slpy right now, couldnt get to slp till the wee hours of the morning.. Tmr will be a long day.. shld be gg out with the AmenZ... As the new year approaches.. I naturally wonder what it would be like if.......

u are still the same no matter wad u call urself, so get out of this depression and live ur life to the fullest! all the best for the new year!
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