Monday. 12.5.05 8.29pm
(updated on 5/12)
din plan to blog today cos i stil hav assignment waiting for me to finish. *sob* but feelin kinda sad now, so not in de mood to study yet. *cries* i hate myself. i hate myself for being so forgetful. for being so careless. sigh~ today, is de 2nd time, i forgot to bring my fone out. u'd prolly b tinkin wads de big deal man? heh. i also tout de same way. i realised de non-existence of my fone on de way to work, but i din wan to b late, so casually jsu din bother to go home to tk. in my mind, i was tinkin my boy wun b msging too cos he's outfield camp (sickening!).
i just got home, den i saw tonnes of msg n calls fr him! =( *sorry dear* apparently, he's only leaving at 5pm, so he was tryin to contact me b4 tt, but he received no reply (of cuz). i hate myself. if only i wasnt so lazy, i cld hav replied him, and let him noe he's being missed. and that i'll b here for him no matter wad. :/ it seem nothin big to b fussed over. just angry wif myself =( wad if sth happens to him? hu noes? den its gonna mean tt was de last msg he sent to me! *cries*
ok, im tinkin too much. he's just too impt, and i cant lose him. sorry dearest, ive been missing u while working even at de busiest period. tis silly boy, simply noe how to cheer me up. geez. early in de morning, blurry me saw his msg
"i'll miss u.. most imptly, i'll marry u!" and it made me smile for de whole day. =)
time flies, its aldy December!! meaning, xmas is approaching!! hehe :p hav always love de season of xmas, all de beautiful lightings and merry merry songs, wooh, liven up all spirits!! *smiles*
met June last Friday. dinner was @ Pepper Lunch! *delicious* we chatted till Coffeebean closed. hehe. thats wad u get wen gals get togeda. yeah :) she is also an early bird ah, thanks for de early xmas gift gal! appreciate it lots. =)
glad to see my boy last wkend too. after all his field camp n what not, so elated to see him =) seriously all de field camps r drivng me nuts. him as well i bet! its like no contact at all.. pengz.
Saturday, my boy din wan to go shopping wif me!! *sulks* heh. no la, jokes, his fren injured himself, resting at hme, so he wen to visit him. met him in de evening n we had dinner @ Holland V's Crystal Jade. *yum yum* met ida and shawn coincidentally @ PS too, hee. so glad to see dem reunite. =)=)=) *3 cheers*
well, as all de xmas lightings r all done up, we had fun taking some pics! hehe. -santa claus is coming to town...!- *grin*
beautiful beautiful!
thx to de lady hu took tis for us! *smiles*
At Suntec:
my boy, de car-fanatic, hehe (he ask me to buy a car for him!! LOL~):
Sunday, wen dwn to my boy's place (and i cooked for him again! hee~) tis time rd, i tried cooking sth different. ok la, not exactly. just sth more convenient to bring and can eat after an hr of journey. =) tadah!
my boy said its like some Western puff. lol. cos it looks like curry puff, yet it isnt. hehe. i put ham+sausage+egg+bacon filling inside. all his favourite! hehe *smiles* at least spending de time to cook isnt wasted, cos my boy likes it. :) he ate finish everythg i brought. *faint* i'll try to cook sth once a wk! provided i hav no classes la :p
we wen out for short lunch at some kopitiam near his plc, den i wen bk to slp. *pig snore* my boy had some army stuff to do (homework again! heh) so i slept lor. he told me
"today no shopping ok?" hehe. of cuz ok! :) Sunday is a stay-home day la, i nid to rest too =)
dear's mum came back wen i sorta woke up. i was like stil in my dream wen his mum came into de room. so paiseh. she came in, askin hu wan to see wad she bought first. silly boy, kp askin me to get up saying tt it was for me. ok, so i got up, seriously din noe wad was going on. *blur*
de whole scenario was so embarrassing after tt cos i din noe how to accept de gift from my boy's mum. omg~ hav talked to her, laugh wif her, but at tt pt in time havin to accept an exp gift, i was stunned :/ and my boy, still can act blur and do his own stuffs *ah bish*
dear's mum got me a necklace from Lee Hwa. she said its an advanced 21st birthday prezzie.
really early lor! 3 mths advance wor :) she told me no pt she kp it at home for 3 mths, might as well let me wear nor. hehe, shocked for tt moment, but happy. =) dear's mum wrote
"from M & D" in de card, afterwhich, she told him tt it means "Mum & Dad". -.-" i cld guess it faster than my boy. hehe, im cleverer! *cheeky smile*
im really touched. last yr, she have me a red packet for my birthday. even more embarrassed tt time. headed to dear's mum workplace togeda wif him to thank her. :p ah, im turning 21 soon! geez. hope to accomplish a few things. adult means being independent! no more living off parents! =)
im in a chirpy mood. tho stil quite sad tt i couldnt msg my boy. cant wait for de wkend again. tho part of it is spent studying. *jiu ming ah*
i miss u dearest! Cant be wif u physically, but im supporting u mentally! jiayou ok? remember you can do it wor! =) i'll cook nice food for u again k? hehe. im so thankful, i met you, and love you. -hope u feel de same too-
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I am updating at work again. Heh..(updated on 2/12)
Now no more 2 hours lunch. =( Recently (not very recent actually, ha) the big big boss was in ultra super bad mood. At 8.45am, she called her secretary to spot check on who has arrived at work, and who hasn’t. At 9am, another spot check. Heng ah, I was there on time. *phew* A few of my colleagues kena, and dey got kinda angry cos it was raining tt day somemore, and dey r de ones hu always stay back at work one. Sigh~ Colleague B kena of cuz. She’s like ultra late lor…9.30! Plus, some senior ppl were called into her room also. But u noe la.. dey r like apple polishers lor, after some ‘talk’, de big boss in ok terms wif dem liao.
Ever since tt day, I make sure Im early, or at least on time. Practically everyone does tt now. By 8.35 latest, ¾ wld have arrived. Heh. Only under pressure and scolding den ppl will be on time? Hai~ But den again, such culture is not healthy at all. Even the seniors come at 8am, dey also read newspaper.. walk here n there, until bout 9+ den start working lor.
Anyway, I tink everyday work also got ‘happening’ stuff until I get so tired of handling it aldy. Well, colleague B is still going on leave and on MC every alternate days! In November, I tink I can count by my fingers how many days she came to work lo! So damn irritating but wad to do? Ive to cover her, meaning de shit work always I do lor. Den wen she comes back, she will always say without fail
“eh thanks ah, paiseh ah, I was really sick”. I hear until dun wan to hear aldy. *grrr* and she’s so i-dunno-wad-to-call-her, even wen she’s at her desk and just bcos she doesn’t feel like answering calls, she’ll divert all her calls to me! Madness~
Then my reporting boss also one big problem. He’s such an egoistic person! Always tinkin tt he’s right and insisting on this n that. Ya la, Im quite new la, but if you dun believe wad I say, den I cant do anythg also. Sometimes, its system constraint, whereby I cant even change anythg! And he expects me to do sth bout it. Den wen his files go missing, he accused me of not keeping track of de files. Wth~ as if I keep the files got advantage to me ah? Crazy~ guess where I found de files? At his drawers ok! Crap. So I took it out fr his drawer and showed him, he had de cheek to sae
“oh u see, I told u it was with xxx dept rite? So u wen to tk it fr dem?” wa lau, faint lor.
He was beside me, and I just took out fr his drawer, is he blind? He jus simply dun wan to admit. And he stil tink he is right. He said I did bring de files to another dept. so ok la, I tout I was wrong (short term memory ma) but wen I open de file, tadah, de latest document showed de date, I wasn’t even workin here ok! Damnit. after much hassle and explanation, he told me to go bk. :/
So many instances happen lidat aldy. Everythg I say, he will go
“u sure? U better check wif de rest”. Crap. Den he’ll ask me to check with de rest. And wad? End up wad I sae is really correct wad. Small little things, he muz create until big big problems. Every lunch hour is like complain time. LOL. Everywhere I go now, my colleague will say I hav de stressed look. LOL~ at first is stress la.. cos tout im doing wrong things n not to his standard ma. But now, its more to being angry n pissed wif him. Cos he simply tinks I dunno my stuff la. Wadever. I’ll just do my work, now he is transparent to me. Super duper egoistic, arrogant face, everythg he sae is correct, never apologise wen he’s wrong = waste of time for me to entertain him.
Hai, he simply spoil my day. The past 2, 3 wks have been horrible. Even wen I go for classes, I feel so angry. Seeing the accumulated assignments I hav to do, and de nvr ending projects (as usual) plus exams of cuz, I wanna die aldy. =( *stressed* Just yesterday, I attended an Investment Option Trading Talk by Dr Clemen Chiang. He talked to us bout his sch + work exp which was indeed enriching. He was a student there before too, and de seminar was basically telling us tt an alternative way to make money is to use option trading. So chim, but interesting. =)
