Sunday. 11.27.05 8.18pm
back from a torturous lecture 4 days in a row. night classes is really tiring. *yawn* i practically hav no energy to do anythg by de time i get home ard 11. *tired* tis wk's wkend was burnt. i miss my boy. *cries*
guess i wun b updating much for de time being (unless ive time during work). on hand having 3 more assignments to go. 1 is done, n im handing it up tml. time flies pretty fast. dear has been in army for bout 6 mths.
hang on there, my dear. you noe i'll be here if u nid me. *hugs*
tml starts another wk of work. and my boy is going for another wk of field camp. *faint* and the following wk, there's another field camp. sigh~ he's dreading it, as much as i am too. i cant wait for all to be over.
too many loads on my shoulder now. sigh. studies is stressing me out. i hope work wun b too horrible tml. last wk's work was horrible, cos my boss maligned me. and wen he knew he was wrong, he din even apologised, he jus gave de arrogant face and replied "ok, den there's no issue, u can go bk". crap~
hav a few events to look fwd to. namely xmas, counting dwn to 2006 (YAY), my boy's 21st Birthday, Chinese New Year, Valentines Day, our Anniversary, my 21st Birthday etc. of cuz now, de nearest wlf b xmas. i hope it'll b a memorable one for us. if things go as planned, i'll tk few days leave end of dec. in conjuction wif xmas, as well as to attend my boy's social nite. i nid a break. *stress*
im impressed wif my frens hu can study overseas, wif no love ones by their side. tt really nids a lot of strength to go tt. sigh, im in a better position than them, yet i cant seem to handle tis stress well. *cries*
amidst our busy life, my heart still beats for you. im still missing you. and definitely, im still loving you. my precious one, take good care, remember not to give up, you're halfway in reaching your goal my dear. i'll be waiting for your return (there's still many dishes i hav to cook for you to try). i'll study hard. and i'll tk care of my health. i love you, very much.
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