Friday. 9.16.05 10.16pm
aww...Friday aldy.. *cries*
slacked at home de whole afternoon, feelin v worn out, like no energy lidat. lol. couldnt exactly slp well last nite, was worried bout dearie's posting. lol funny ah? on de other hand, dearie wasnt worried at all, slept so soundly. LOL~
i woke him up n pester him to quickly check tis morning. lol.. wif his super duper ancient computer (HEH HEH), his com hanged as usual la hur? so much bombardments fr his frens askin bout his posting, de page couldnt even be loaded! LOL~ after much tries of rebooting the computer, he finally got into the page. YAY, dearie got into OCS! hehe ^^ 9 more months of hell training tho. all de best dearie! jiayou wor~ we'll go thru thick n thin ya?
met June in de evening after her work @ Raffles Place. i feel so scared, seeing so many workin ppl, cos soon, i'll be one of them. :/ workin life is scary. =( we had a quick dinner, den chilled at TCC for a drink. heh.. i miss de gd old daes at SCB sitting beside her, sharing the workload, talkin to pass time. geez. tt can only be memories now. hmm. :) hope she gets to find a perm job soon, while holding on to de current contract job.
we walked past Caltex House after tt, den she started teasin me bout me crying outside Caltex House last time (ever since i told her wad happen), over a lost frenship. so farnie. hee. dun worry, i wun cry over such frens anymore! back den.. everyone meant so much to me, to de extent i couldnt differentiate de gd fr de bad? a fren tt i cld smile n luff wifout feelin any pressure.. shop togeda wifout any worries, but turn out to b a fake frenship.
since tt was wad tt fren told me.
"i nv treated u as my fren for de past 1 yr. it was all along a fake appearance". ha.. how happy wld u get to hear a fren sae tt to u? a close one somemore. while talkin to her, i was outside Caltex House wif my parents, n i jus cried on de spot upon hearing tt. sigh~ ok, its over, and i dun feel anythg bout it anymore. jus make me wary of ppl now. hmm.
tml's Saturday. wow~ dearie's reporting back on Monday. block leave over le! *sob* time to work hard again! grr~ i hope, Monday is a good start for both of us, a stepping stone for our future. gambatte!
enjoying my last 2 daes of freedom! LOL~
haha he go through the thick and you the thin.
» Koban on 2005-09-16 11:16:18
..hmm, wad it mean?
» mochaandlatte on 2005-09-16 08:04:16
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