Friday. 8.5.05 8.09pm
oh bloody hell. im getting so worked up bcos of that
crazy dog. damn.
work was horrible. but im nt gonna cry bcos of wad has happen, rather, im so angry wif it! de bags of cheque came in a little late today, cos de motorcyclist apparently got into an accident, hence de delay. thus, i was kept pretty busy de whole afternoon, tryin to rush posting all de chqs so tt it wun hold up too much of de other dept's time. i tried as i cld, to finish all my job duties by 530, which is my offical bye-bye time.
Joanne had to check some slips/customer advices b4 she cld go off, so i helped her a little. after tt, i realised, it wasnt part of her job duty! *angry* tt bitch, 'P', she ordered Joanne to do tt, and in actual fact, it was her job duty! damn~ after tt leh? she left! wah! so daring rite! she has been doin this ever since Joanne came to de company..so pissed. kena bullied jus bcos she's new. and jus in case you're wonderin how senior P is, let me tel u, she's only here for 4mths! a few wks longer than me only! wad gives her de right n authority to order n command ppl man! =(
to make matters worse, she told Joanne tt she doesnt hav to initial on de slips of her own batches. she
INSTRUCTED her to combine both of theirs
(Joanne and P) into one basket den 'share share' and check togeda. sae until so nice rite? wads de outcome? no such things as share share! Joanne ended up doin alone everyday! hello, she's not born for u to bully her leh? jus bcos she's newer than u, doesnt mean she's so naive to believe ur words ok! crap.
tis company is filled wif many fake ppl. seriously, i dunno hu i can trust now. ppl can act in front of u, to de extent tt u feel tt dey're reali treating u as their fren, but de fact is
NO! dun b fooled by their actions! there r many cunning ppl ard, tryin to tk advantage of us newbies! hmph~
as if one bitch in de company is not enuf...there's another one i wanna mention, 'D'. she appeared to b quite nice n quiet to me initially. din had de chance to communicate much during my first mth, but after some occasions whr we chatted, i found her to b an ok lady. at least, not tt bad. now i dunno how to categorize her, cos she's worse than a
dog. it'll b too gd for her, if i were to cor her a
crazy dog. damn it.
i noe she's been unhappy wif me always leaving by 530 or 545, even b4 dey balance all de chqs. but de fact tt she made ugly sarcastic remarks pissed me real bad. jus yest, in de afternoon, she grumbled to herself
"aiya, if ppl wan to be so calculative, den nex time i also leave on de dot at 630 lor. wad for i stay back to do things that are not my job duties? why do corrections wen its not part of my job?" she din mention names, but its obvious, it was referring to me. fine, i ignored. *deaf ear*
den yest wen i left office, waiting for Joanne, i jus stood outside de door wif June chatting. wad did i hear? for goodness sake, she was praising herself can! she told my officer
" eh, u should b happy tat u hav such an employee like me hu always stay til so late ok!" wad bullshit!
PUI!! tryin to gain de officer's recoginition hur? wth~ i was so stunned by her comment. *speechless* she wan to stay den stay lor.. but dun come n complain tt u r stayin bcos of me! rubbish~
more to that, some crap happen today again. sigh~ *blood boil* i left office at 540 today after helpin Joanne wif her slips, den i left to mit June hu has such a nice officer
(she claimed time off, thus left at 4pm, shopping at Tampines, lol) tt let her off. after tt, Joanne came to mit us for a short while, feelin so angry. WHY?
she consulted our officer regarding de slips thingy, as in that is not part of her job scope, and she's made to do it everyday until its a habit for P to tel her to do, machiam taking advantage of her lidat. wad did de officer do?
NOTHING! he din giv a damn bout her! omg! fuck! wad kind of officer is he?!
after tt, Joanne told me sth tt made my blood pressure wen up.
(haha) damn it. tt
crazy dog, 'D', she told everyone in de dept tis:
D: "ppl leave de office wen we haven even balance, everyday also leave wifout seeing if we balance"
my officer, V: " (he noes hu she was referring to n replied) no la, it is instructions fr Mr XXX tt she can leave"
hello? hu de hell is she to forbid me to leave hur?? apparently Mr XXX is on long leave
(on holiday) thus not ard. some days wen i wait til 6 for dem to balance, he wil tel me to go home first cos its ok for me to leave even b4 dey balance. even my colleague, hu covers my work if im on MC/leave, she told me i can leave at 530! bloody hell~ she tink i stupid is it! fuck. im new, but i dun hav a dumb brain for u to bully me! and its not my first job, dun try n fool me u
crazy dog!
come on la, she tk her own sweet time to balance
(she's de one doin de balancing) den she expect me to wait? she work until 630 leh! of cuz she stil hav so much time..she wil do it slowly...but my knock off time is 530 ok! if she's able to balance by 530, im jolly well happy! but she do it at her own pace.. drag de time.. wad for i wait?!!! to hear her sae de word balance ah? fuck off la~
last mth..wen all these shit nv happen, i did offer my help even wen its 530. i asked her if i cld help her in anway
(for balancing) so tt everythg wil speed up. can balance means everyone can go home early ma, isint it gd for everybody. grr~ wad she sae? she replied
"hmm, do u noe how to do it?" i told her
"roughly only, but stil not so sure". den she told me
"den nvm, no nid". see??
i offered my help, but she declined it! she can always offer to teach me how to do it, den nex time i can help her rite? doesnt practice makes perfect? since she isnt willing to teach, den i cant do anythg to help la! complain wad shit! even if i stay til dey balance, wad am i suppose to do during that period of time? if dey tk half an hr to balance, den am i suppose to stare blankly for tt 1/2 hr?? since de
crazy dog no nid my help wad! de most disgusting thg is, she has no guts to sae tis in front of me! she waited for me to leave, den she told ppl in de company! damn it~
June told me D bullied some other newcomers last time too. worse, she look dwn on those hu has no banking experience. for goodness sake, she's also a contract staff can? and her experience is only limited to de clearing dept! i wil only respect ppl hu do respect others too! u cant expect it to b one-sided ok. only contract den yaya papaya?? wtf! she no longer deserve my respect~
did i mention i gave my letter few daes bk? yes, u arent wrong, its my
LETTER OF RESIGNATION! muahahha~ so happy can! of cuz she bu de some nice ppl thr, but nice ppl can stil contact dem ya? i cant work wif
crazy dogsdamn~ nex gd news, Joanne is tendering tml! YAY~ u made de right decision gal! even if its normal admin jobs, we'll stil b able to find a better pay one. =) dun worry ya? if nt i b ur shopping khaki if u hav nth to do k? hee. *hugs*
yay, now can countdown to de bye-bye day le. so happie. =) tis whole dept is screwed up. yes, very. please please please...heed my advice, dun ever enter de clearing dept of Standard Chartered k? trust me, u'll regret. dun sae i nv warn u all ah. :p
ivent out my anger le, can go wait for dearie' call le! hee. so pissed after all these rubbish at work. tt
crazy dog stil can pretend to b nice to me at work leh. of cuz its during situations wen she nid my help la. mayb she stil dunno tt i noe wad she've been saying mah.
IM NOT STUPID OK! u wan me to help, i wouldnt mind, but if u start takin advantage of wad im doin for u, den i can only sae BYE! u've found de wrong person! HAHA!
heng i hav June and Joanne's company. =) we're de 3 'J's! hee. *cheers*
