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..life has been pretty much de same for me i feel..not much to updates.

work, work and stil work. haha. 2nd pay jus got in. yes, so damn pathetic. i cant help but complain. im tryin to save up, for wad purpose i stil dunno, but it'll definitely come in useful some day. de ppl thr are a lil better rite now, i try n smile n joke wif dem, but of cuz.. tt bitch.. stil remains de same. lol. everyday gg Tampines.. now, town to me is v far. =( it takes 40 mins! ha, yes tats far to me. lol, takin into account by de time work finishes, im aldy half dead. haha.

work's pretty gd wif June and Joanna ard. heh, we're the 3 Js! hee. a new gal jus came in, replacing another perm staff who's leaving to work in a branch. i wonder hu's gonna tk over June after she leave in Aug.. if nt i wun hav anyone to tok to in de morn! no one beside me! damn. =(

ha, apparently i tink some staff heard tt im also gonna leave (plans la), so recently, dey told me to teach one of my colleague my job duties. lol. in de event tt im gone...got someone to tk over lo! haha. they're so clever. buahaha... so last wk, i was a 'teacher' at work. lol.

work issue, Joanna and i consulted our officer regarding probs and conflicts at work over lunch one of de wkdaes. he's a nice officer but wif severe mood swings. haha. i gt scolded by him on Monday and Tuesday for no reason! jus bcos he couldnt finish his tasks on time, he blame it on me tt i gave it to him late! wth! i stil mit de cut off lor. grrr~ after tt, he's tone to me was so bloody cold. *sad* anyway, ya, over lunch.. we told him how we felt bout de job.. how pathetic de pay is for such kind of job.. and not being paid overtime. he hav no control over these but we felt better letting him noe? sigh~ work aside..

by 10+ everyday, i wld b soon b in my zzz mode. haha. super duper tired. physically, but more to mentally. haha. im gg crazy. haha.

i dun seem to b able to tok much to my father ever since tt dae. use to feel at ease tellin him bout work stuffs etc, but since tt dae he treated me like tis, i dun feel like communicating much at all. i wouldnt mind saying, but wen i tink of wad happen, i wld jus shut my mouth. i simply dun feel like tokin. but i stil care tho i dun show. there's prolly stil angriness in me, togeda wif sadness. why others can but i cant? de feelin hurts badly.

so much so tt i feel like rebelling. but i noe i cant. dearie doesnt allow me to do tt. sigh~ i guess, tt incident has jus put a scar on my r/s wif dad n me permanently. thus, going back home now is jus like to slp. dun exactly feel happy gg home now. tout of moving out nex yr, live by myself, i learn to b more independent and not dependent on others. stil considering. secondary sch times, moving out has aldy been on my mind. cos i was nv given de freedom =( i hate.

dearie's in field camp now. wonder how he's doing. sigh, muz b tough on him. he's been complaining bout how bored and sian he is of army now. and his platoon sergeant aint tt encouraging too. tel dem tt he's not motivated to train dem at all, unlike his previous batches. i tink tt statement jus demoralised all of dem lo. :/ *hugs dear*

i haven been shopping much. ha. my money's stagnant in my bank account. lol. Monday, gonna go shop shop wif Joanne! heh heh. finally~ suppose to go last wk, but her bf was critically ill, so had to tk care of him. =)

for once, im lookin fwd to work on Monday. hoping tt Monday wil arrive faster. lol, os i cant wait to see dearie on tues! he appealed to b able to come out for few hrs to attend de graduation, so yup, cant wait for Monday, cos if Monday dun comes, Tuesday wouldnt rite? haha. im gettin so happy tinkin of dearie. lol.

i miss u dear!

pictures tt were taken (quite long ago..hee) at dearie's aunty hse warming. togeda wif his cousins:

hav a gr8 week peeps! *smiles*