Sunday. 17.7.05 10.41pm
i haven been missing! jus tryin to enjoy myself despite de shit work ive to do! :P
Monday
tried to bring myself to work, as happy as i cld. no pt being sad there, cos i cant avoid de work? my colleague June, told me she has found a new job, tt pays like 1.8? 5 days work wk, n at least, overtime is being paid. she'll b leaving in a mths time. gonna miss her, tho we've only known each other for a short while. after all..she was my tokin-khaki, and of cuz, my lunch khaki. :p who's gonna tok to me in de morning now? boo. dey muz find new ppl! aww. stayed to complete some miscellaneous work til 6, since i was waitin for Joanne to go Bugis togeda! heh. =) she'd to buy her rabbit food..so yup, headed to Bugis! had dinner, and chit chatted til 9+ b4 we headed home, waiting for our bfs to cor us! lol.. *ringg ringg*
Tuesday
it was a tiring day. consoled myself by lookin forward to de upcoming wkend. time pass pretty fast. got my work chop chop done and headed home. back aches again. sigh~
Wednesday
so fast, its de mid wk liao! hee. wen home to watch Superstar. lol. =p
Thursday
*happie* work gets better, wen i treat de bitch as invisible. reali. its like...extremly better lo. got gossip + lunch khaki. wad more can i ask for? even shoppin khaki! hee. yea, Joanna and i headed to bugis again after work. hee. sweet her accompanied me for pedicure. =) thanks a lot sweetie! appreciate ya company! tok bout our r/s along de wae, and it was nice hearing her story. unique one yea? hee. *grin* we had a quick dinner, walked a lil den headed home togeda. we were both pretty tired. i feel so old! aww...
Friday
yay, finally Friday! *smiles* met up wif de pigs...again at Bugis! muahaha.... dinner was at Fish & Co and cheeky Ro played a prank on us. apparently, my fren hu has wen Australia for studies, has come back! and we werent informed! was meant to b like a .. surprise kinda thing. hee. so bad of her! boo. so happie to get dearie's call at nite. its like..tts wad im waiting for after a long dae at work lo. hee. =) dearie sneekily tok to me after 1030 some more. hee. *scared scared*
Saturday
oh man, it rained kinda heavily. grr~ wen to work as usual. my officer dunno how blur to describe him, he stil dunno my job duties exactly, and worse..he doesnt noe i report to work at 930 on saturdays! (wkdays wld b 830). *faint* after like 2 mths? WOW...lol.
dearie waited for me. we quickly took a cab dwn bk to his plc cos his mum wasnt in gd health condition. settled dearie's laundry b4 we headed to SGH. de service was so damn slow. did de procedures, den waited for de nurse for super duper long! in total, took bout 3 hrs! *faint* dearie's mum was complaining. :/ her gastric made her felt even worse. sigh~ i couldnt do much i guess? =( finally at bout 7, everythg was done. warded, as doctor had to check on her progress. hope its nothing serious. *prays*
dearie and i left for dinner den wen bk to his plc catch a show. afterwhich, we had a drive ard town area. so sad, de shops all close le! supposedly, shoppin was on de plan. hmm, but nvm, another dae den. =) as usual...dearie's tiredness gt hold of him, so tadah, de piggy us wen home! lol..
Sunday
woke up ard 7 to giv dearie morning call. lol. he said he wanna come fetch me instead of me takin a train, so my job was to cor him. lol. our plan was to hav McDonald breakfast togeda, and yup, we had it. yay. *smiles* very yummy yummy. =) we left in de afternoon to Beach Rd to get dearie army stuffs for his upcoming field camp. settled tt, den we wen off to SGH to visit his mum. heard tt de doc couldnt find her vein, and tried takin blood test for like 7times? gosh~ muz hav hurt a lot. stil dunno wads de result. sigh~ dearie's gg for field camp tis Fri, his dad isnt in spore, oh man. :/
dearie's mum gave me de car keys. since no one's using de car, she told me to use it. *stunned* tho ive a license for close to 1yr liao, i haven been driving much! its rusty aldy! omg. dearie made me drive fr SGH all de wae bk to my plc via AYE. it was super scary can. dearie gt kinda irritated by me. =( cos i tink i was screaming. lol. cant blame me mah, im stil considered a new driver. lol. after tt drive.. i din exactly wanna continue. dearie's mum told me to drive to work, more convenient etc, but mm, looks like i nid a tad more time. stil nt v familiar wif de routes n stuff. dun wanna to kp getting horn. it makes me lagi more nervous n tense.
so now de car's parked at his plc. i hope i din displeased dearie's mum, cos dearie was a lil disappointed. sigh~ im meant to sit at de passenger seat, nt de driver's seat! heh. *excuses* dearie cheered me up, wif de help of McFlurry ice cream. hee. i din noe King Albert Park Mac had drive-thru! =) anyway anyone has job lobangs (part time) pls lemme noe! dearie's fren lookin for jobs, thanks!
we had a quick dinner, den headed to Pasir Ris le. =( usually de train joruney wld b so long, but today's one was ultra fast. sob. i teared in de car, and on de train. dearie gt affected by me, he forbidded me to sent him off at Pasir Ris for fear, he wld cry too. *hugs* he made me alight at Paya Lebar. *boo boo* god was fair, de nex train took 7 mins. hee, better than de usual 2-3 mins ya? 7 mins were precious to us. hope de days pass faster. afterwhich, it shld b much more stable le. =) field camp = no hp = no calls = quiet nites. aww, sob! *cries* i feel as if its a mental torture to both of us. =( dearie hates to see de back view of me walkin away fr him.. im nt walkin away dearie..nv wld i walk away fr u. we're each finding our paths tt leads to our future. now tt ive found it, im walkin fwd.. searchin for waes to lead a better future wif u, my baby.
i wun cry. i promise u. its a silent promise i made. but can i cry wen i c u 2 wks ltr? den u'll b ard to wipe my tears away? love u dear. *missing u de moment i left*
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