i wanted to stop blogging. feelin pretty dwn these daes. shits do happen. sigh~ but i changed my mind.. partly cos, dearie's wae of noeing wad ive been doin, is to read tis. =) *smiles* so yup, he's de main reason. =)

wkdaes as usual workin de shit job. doin shit stuffs for pple. Tuesday was one of de hell daes. 700 cheques for posting. double de usual. *faint* and my supervisor stared at me, askin if i did it all myself. =( do i hav a choice? everyone's so busy..gt ppl can help me mah? *sob* den i was also told to choose dates to clear leave. we're given 6 daes, and ive to clear 3 daes at least by Aug. so sian can. i cant make up my mind for de dates man. worse, most dates r taken lo. argh.

im also undecided between quiting or not to quit. many stuff to consider and i dun wish to make a wrong decision. pretty happy n satisfied tt ive joanne as lunch companion now, and also a chitchat buddy. hee. nice gal wif a swt smile. and can i sae..we both dislike de same person? LOL! feels gr8 to b able to find someone like her, tts y im holding bk if i shld actually quit. wad if i find another job..den de ppl also not tt friendly? theres a risk, n im scared. :/ pay here is of cuz pathetic, needless to sae. sigh..dearie saes, in life, i cant hav wad i always wan. true, i noe. everyone jus wans de best for themselves rite? he saes i gotta choose which r de more impt factors im lookin for, as in nice ppl? or good pay? sigh sigh..

my office has a new officer recently. a grad fr SIM. so sian mu can, so young officer le, pay so much better wor! *envious*

last wk pass pretty fast, as compared to de past few ones. its de wkend in de blink of eye. and now? wkend's gone in few hrs! sob!

Saturday, was late for work!! grr~so sian! heng work wen smoothly. :) Joanna brought her cute bunnie to work (to be deposited at her bf plc after tt) n it jus reminded me of de 2 bunnies i had last time! animals r so innocent yea? not so complicated like human beings yea? was Belle's off day..and also de biatch's one.. tts y de work wen so smooth! haha. *evil evil* de whole envt was reali much better lo. i guess Joanne wil agree wif tt? lol. =)

dearie picked me up fr work. along de wae, some shit happen again. sigh~ dunno wad to sae man. hope nth of tt sort happen again! scared de hell outta me! *frighten* had de yummy yummy nasi lemak his mum bought, den we left to watch Initial D @ Lot 1. pretty nice movie i wld sae! *smiles*

headed to Bugis after tt for dinner @ Pastamania. yum-yum! so long since we had tt! hee. had a short walk ard Bugis..saw tis shoe, stil kiv-ing. sigh~ tryin to save money le. esp wen tis jobs pays so pathetic. sigh!

Sunday, i woke up kinda early. din slp well de prev nite. i had flu+cough and it seem to hav gotten worse. fever started n i felt kinda scared, dun wan it to b like de prev time whr my fever wen up to 39 deg. i dun wan to b accused of takin so many MCs by my colleagues! so im stil gonna go work tml even im feelin pretty sick rite now.

got MacDonalds breakfast for dearie - he's sick too! gosh~ *hugs hugs* he look so sickly, my heart ache. i cant do much but hope he gets well soon. sigh~

stayed at his plc watchin tv. Sunday always gimme a she-bu-de feelin. de time passes so fast. *sad* dearie was so sick. let him rest at home (tho i v much wanted to go out) and recover. tis pig..only woke up at2+. -.-" *heartpain* guess both of us werent feelin physically well. my body felt so hot, tt i was so uncomfortable. grr~

dearie woke up feelin so blurish. lol. waited for him to polish his boots+packed his stuff, den we left for our lunch cum dinner! stomachs growlin lo. hee. gt to PS ard 5 n filled our stomachs @ Mos Burger. tried de Unagi Rice Burger, din noe it tasted so yummy! hee. was in a pretty gd mood. prolly cos dearie said cold jokes to me. muahahah~ den he was wearin his uniform.. i noe we cant hold hands, but sometimes i unsconsciously touches his hand, den he'll go like :'eh cannot cannot!!" and stare at me! i wld get a shock!cos i forgot bout it..lol.. haha...

wen to Carrefour nex to buy his stuffs. cant imagine, he bought 4 mops for his company! *faint* wonder y all these stuffs he volunteer to do..hmm..

drove ard after tt cos thr wasnt much time to shop too. saw an accident along River Valley. so scary~ de front of de car was like smashed badly? lucky thg, no one was injured. de driver looked pretty young. hmm. so dangerous nowadays.

last wk, dearie said he wanted me to acc him to Pasir Ris den bid gdbye, den today, he changed his mind. =( he felt it was stil better for him to send me hm first. sob. meaning, lesser time tgt. boo. lol. every sunday hav to hav de she-bu-de feelin. sob. missed him so much, n within 2 daes, we've to part again. *cries* i can only look forward to de nex wkend. hope he really really gets well soon. *tight hug*

workin tml again. *oh man* hope time passes fast again. heh heh. ha, jus sth so coincidental.. was tokin to Joanne on msn, bitching bout work+ppl, den we exchanged bloggie add, and tadah! - we're using de same blogskin! LOL!! n sth tt she found out.. our bf's names start wif W, and ours starts wif J! wooh~ she said "jac, i really wanna laugh out loud!" haha, tt time i was aldy laughing! LOL! its too too coincidental! *laugh laugh laugh*

dearie jus called. so happy to hear fr him again! hee. was tokin halfway, den my bro jus picked up n sae he wanna use. ?!!??? grr~ dearie nv fails to cheer me up. hee. :p even wen he's sick. *sayang* i love u dear! *muack*

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