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i tink i shld reali thank god for havin to giv me such a wonderful wk. tis oast wk has been gg on pretty well. work is much better than those daes whr i was complaining etc. i seldom ot now, n my colleagues joke more now. lol. at least it makes de work not so bored ya? plsu, in de morn, i hav sucha nice colleague hu always tok to me! lol.

sob, but she's gonna b on 1 wk leave nex wk. kinda sad. time wil pass much slower hur. today, i was so tempting her by tokin bout gg on hols..etc.. lol. life's much happier wen u hav sth to look forward to..like xmas? i noe stil a bit far la.. but its an occasion i always love. hee. lookin forward definitely =) also glad tt i hav lunch companion tis 2 daes. ro came dwn today again! thanks so muchie!! =) tml's finally friday. hee. *grin*

hmm, my fren's been tellin me how gr8 de movie Mr and Mrs Smith is! i so wanna watch it wif dearie! tts a movie we've been waiting for! quick come back baby! gee.

was stone-ing on de train on de wae bk jus nw..den i decided to tk out my fone n read de msgs dearie sent me..so coincidentally... my inbox had 108 msgs, n today's de 108th dae togeda! gee. so qiao eh! time to del old msg to giv de new ones some space, so for memory sake, i decided to penned it dwn here. dear, thanks for all de msgs, be it sad or happy! *hugs*

"tk care wherever u go..wadever u do..i pray tt happiness will always b wif u! gd nite!" - 25 oct 04 23.46 [ yes, tis was a fwd msg dearie send me n i stil haf it in my fone! gee. i waited quite long huh? oops. lol]

"Ok lo. Make it known abt you and me lo. Actually your condo quite nice wor. Eh i never say i wan your condo this time. Haha..." - 27 feb 2.14 [ msgin dearie after he sent me home fr C.A.N cafe - our 1st date alone as frens]

"*grin@@@@n* heh heh.. U huh... Good la.. I like u being evil... Haha... Eh u can cook one. Pasta lo. I like..." - 27 feb 2.30

"I aint sure if she's evil but i like your kind of evil. haha!so dun match me and her. and i only like your cooking. not her's. thu i havent try and i dun wan to. haha.." - 27 feb 2.35 [ i stil like suaning dearie wif niki..lol]

"its ok la. if she's an angel i only like evils like you. i have no affliation wif her. the end...haha.. you bad bad de.. suan me this whole time!" - 27 feb 2.40

"yeah i can see you r enjoying this..im good to ya so let u have this moment of happiness..haha .. eh as i said, i only like your evilness, u dun hint so much man. sian..Man U drawing. sigh.." - 27 feb 2.47 [ dearie stayed over at chan howe's plc watchin de Man U match + msging me, multi task eh!]

"goodnite my angel. thanks for the chance to care for u and love u. i'll make de best out of our r/s.. take it nice and slow i will.. slp well =) *hugs hugs*" - 02 mar 2.49

"no la dun apologise..i'm really happy to see u home. it aint an obligation. its an enjoyment :)" - 02 mar 17.52 [ felt kinda bad tt he'd to travel so far. he sent me home after some law talk we had in sch. also de dae whr many of our frens knew bout us! oops.]

"i'll admit brid one is my fault. but im certain on my feelings for u now. wp gave up on me. so i wun give up unless u give up on me. i know now its all words no action. give me some time to prove myelf wor.." - 02 mar 18.22 [ time waits for no man..]

"your heart wun hurt...cos u've gt 2 hearts now..it'll stay that way.." - 03 mar 16.19 [ confirm chop guarantee it'll stay tis wae? hee.]

"there wun b a reason for u to let my heart fly. no way.. if the heart flies, both will come with me. haha either way, mine is yours, yours is mine. heh heh" - 03 mar 16.23

"hey! haha..it wun break.. i will not let it break wor.. tai ai ni le.. dun shivers..ahha" - 03 mar 16.27

"feelings strong..trust me wor.. give us time :) give me time to prove also." - 03 mar 16.33

"*hugs* its ok dear, im really happy to be wif u. miss hugging u now. i love u dear.. sugar dreams.. muacks.. :)" - 04 mar 2.48 [ sugar dreams aka sweet dreams! hee.]

"dear, dun so negative..no matter wad im always beside u..i hope u'll b wif me too.." - 04 mar 2.51

"okok..if dun have den..jus come sch earlier, heh heh..can see u i happy le..really..i better sae "really" be4 u say "like real"..haha.." - 04 mar 10.02 [ i aint sure if it was a promise tt i made or wad, but i had to buy food for dearie n was lookin high n low for de food he wanted. gt him popiah in de end n i tink nic n wynn shared among themselves? lol...*faint*]

"oi! oi! how can..haha..ok lo. doubt me lo. hmph..haha..eh cannot find nvm wor. dun wan my gal to b so xin ku.." - 04 mar 10.09 [ dearie din wan me to run to so many places jus to buy him lunchie]

"its not a nid wor..u smile i smile. u eat wifout scared getting fat, i eat wifout scared getting fat also. haha. wilson's logic." - 05 mar 10.56

"lao po da ren. wo dao le..eh can u da bao me into ur bad. den bring me home..haha..best! lol.." - 05 mar 11.06 [ our 1st date during de wkend. was heading towards dhoby ghaut n dearie apparently was earlier than me. normally de start of r/s, de guys wld usually b de early ones, den as time pass, dey wil b de late ones rite? it better dun! muahah...]

"dear im more than willing to spend time wif u. spend de whole eternity wif u if i can. i reali am takin our r/s seriously. wen i saw u shed tears, my heart hurt..i dun wish to see u in tears except for happiness..*hugs* i miss u lots too gal..u hav a gd rest..i jus gt home..:) muacks!" - 06 mar 6.05 { dearie jus called!!}

"to my sweetest panda, u hav not bore me a single bit..i myself am falling very deeply for u. i'll hold ur hand for eternity and beyond wor. *cuddles* wif de tout of u each day, keeps me smiling brighter too. muacks..miss u dear.." - 07 mar 3.59 [ i dunno y he called me a panda..lol..]

"things will turn out good..i'll make sure of it dear..i see a marvellous future tgt..wif us havin de same touts..wil hold ur hand in a few hrs time. for now, have a gd rest n slp tite while i go dream abt u. wan an baby.." - 07 mar 04.05

"*piggy wriggles ard and shouts*'no dear!' haha..muack.." - 07 mar 12.22 [ i was msging him during lecture (in case u'r wonderin, we dun always sit togeda during lec) n i tink i mention sth like wanting to tickle him...n tis was his reply..lol.]

"dear im home le..see u online if u aint slpin soon..u teared again today. i feel sad. ive nt done enuf..i wil try harder to make u happy always.." - 08 mar 1.24

"yes dear..i realli love u..im feelin very troubled inside cos im fearful of losing u.." - 08 mar 1.51 [ u wun lose me if u promise nt to leave me behind! hee]

"dear at such a late hr, hope u r at least havin some rest. i know ur troubled. im sorry..its all my fault tt u r feelin like tis. i shld hav been a better bf..pls giv me a chance.." - 08 mar 6.33 [ yes, we were both not slpin due to some issues, even at 6am!]

"our happy times wun end. i dun wan us to end. my feelings r true.." - 08 mar 8.10 [our love wil hav no ending dearie!]

"i had de whole nite to tink. nothing came into my mind except to b wif u. i'll giv u time to tink. but my mind is set. i love u.." - 08 mar 8.25 [dearie was at my condo de whole nite. i din noe he drove here jus to make sure i was ok. *hugs*]

"ive tout abt things b4 we were tgt and now tt we're tgt..i jus wan to make u happy.." - 08 mar 8.39

"it stil stands. im only happy if u are. and i hope ur happy being wif me..thats my commitment to u.." - 08 mar 8.41

"im de one at fault. im reali guilty for makin u hav so much troubles. i wil try my very best to become a better bf for u. dui bu qi.." - 08 mar 8.52 [ its ok baby..everyone makes mistakes dearie..]

"baby..i understand wad u r gg thru. and im willing to do anythg til u feel more secure. i wil wait for de day im totally accepted. sori for causin u to tink so much. i jus gt home. gg to slp for a while. dear gt time wake me up at one k." - 08 mar 11.14 [ i was in de sch com lab doin my report.. dearie finished his, so he had de chance to go bk n slp! *pig*]

"nope. i makan alone. finish le faster go home do ttp. wo yao ting lao po de hua..haha.." - 08 mar 22.49 [ ha...ttp reminds me of nic! lol.. de song tt he invented..wahaha~]

"baby..i hope everythg's been cleared up. i'll giv u all de time in de world to accept me whole heartedly. dun feel sorry or wad k..im fine. tk care of urself ya..rmb..im always here for u..wan an honey.." - 09 mar 1.20

"its mushy but only to u. dear dun sae such things..it wil only break my heart..we'll go thru everythg tgt.." - 09 mar 1.27 [ yes sir!!]

"dear im takin a nap first...let me sae gdnite to u first. wan an baby..jus wanna tel u, im always thr for u..ur pillar of strength..*hugs* love u.." - 10 mar 00.56 [ i dun wan pillar.. wall can? lol.]

"the sweetest gal alive deserve a gd guy. im nt exactly one yet but striving to giv u more happiness..rest early k dear.. miss u many many.." - 10 mar 00.59

"wo yuan bian cheng tong hua li ni ai de na ge tian shi, zhang kai shuang shou bian cheng chi bang shou hu ni. ni yao xiang xin, xiang xin wo men hui xiang tong hua gu shi li, xing fu he kuai le shi jie ju. dear, i noe there's sth wrong, tout tis song wil cheer u up. call me anytime wen u c tis, jus wan to noe if u r alrite..love u.." - 15 mar 00.58 [ will always rem tis song my love!]

"hm..u r my dear..not my bolster..so hugging u feel much more comfortable as u r wif me..hor teh peng hor?" - 17 mar 15.22 [ dearie's de tea (teh), im de ice (peng)! hehe..]

"cos i can wake up to hug u every second i see u ma..*kisses*" - 17 mar 19.56

"dear dear! happy birthday dearie..hope to hav many many more opportunities to wish u wor..i love u lots dear.. miss u wor..*hug hug* muack! muack!" - 18 mar 00.00 [ so zhun! dearie's msg reali came in at midnite! gee.]

"haha..eh..i shant comment. *grin* im only for u..no other ppl..wahah.." - 19 mar 1.14 [ u belong to ur parents too dearie! hee, share share? - our common phrase! hee.]

"its ok de. giv n take rite? nex time i headache den u can ti liang me ma. tis is a small matter. tk care of urself n we both remain healthy. den can hav more late nighte tgt.." - 20 mar 5.57 [ ha.. was so paiseh. nt long tgt only den i doze off in his car liao. :p we were at my plc tokin.. i was like tryin to kp myself awake, i tink i zonked out dunno wad time.. only gt up at 5+am den wen home! *grin*]

"im sorry for all these.. i do not feel zi bei abt it. it aint botherin me. sorry to make u cry again, it hurts me to see u disappointed. things hasnt been smooth on my side n i nid some time to mature thru it. tis prob wun b brought up again. i promise.." - 21 mar 21.25 [ dearie brought up some money issue tt made both of us upset. =(]

"dear im very happy u open ur heart to me n accepted me for hu i am. im always faithful to de one i love. u wil b my only love for tis life time, and future ones if god permits..i love u dearie.. i'll stop being so silly le..see u soon baby..wan an.. nth wil come between us..i promise.. muack muack.." - 25 mar 4.20

" okok..dearie..slp tite..i wun let ur happy smiles fade..*hugs*.." - 25 mar 4.25 [ i also dun wanna b upset! i read tt wen u r sad, it uses up more muscles, den wil hav more wrinkles! hee]

"i sms u tis on de wae to de toilet..jus wanna sae..i love u dearie.." - 26 mar 21.39 [ my bo liao baby! i was gg to my condo's toilet..n he sms-ed me! lol]

"while u r scratching ur hand n tryin to snatch my fone, jus wanna sae i love u lots.." - 26 mar 23.51 [ i kinda guessed tt he was msging me, so tried 'snatching' it cos he claimed tt he's msging other ppl! buahah...]

"well, i was holding ur hand while flying. tink de journey was too comfy den u nv notice u r flyin wif me." - 27 mar 12.09

"haha..i am i am! crazy for u.." - 27 mar 23.02

"i'll always b siao for u dear..promise.." - 27 mar 23.07

"*holds dear's hand* its locked dear.. wun let go of u.." - 27 mar 23.09 [ u musnt let go!!]

"its not only to make u smile dear. jus wan u to noe its true n i wun wanna let u go no matter wad..*hugs* i love u dearest..i jus gt home.." - 27 mar 23.14

"gt price tag one..besides jus holding his hands forever like u aldy did, u hav to hug him tite tite also. wahaha..hor dear hor.." - 28 mar 20.00 [ wahaha...so many conditions hur hur? hee]

"u r speechless..so am i..i dun even noe wad to do..all i noe is i love u but i aint sure wad to do. its a small misunderstanding but now its getting worse. y am i so anxious abt it.. guess u shld noe de answer..im reali sorry..jus hope things r fine tmr.." - 29 mar 1.36

"wo zhen de hen ai ni, wo mei xiang guo yao fang qi ni..wo men de jaing lai hui shi sheng me, wo bu zhi dao, dan wo fei chang de ken ding wo hui yong yuan de ai hu ni, zao gu ni. xiang xin wo shuo de yi qie, wo shi hen ai hen ai ni de." - 29 mar 23.58 [ dearie sent me tis while we were playing online pool! lol]

"wrong..is forever in love wif u..hungry can b solved. my feelins for u cant b solved cos it'll nv end. dun get goosebumps wor. its true de." - 30 mar 11.02

"nope..it stands firm..im not leaving u.." - 30 mar 23.30

"it'll come i promise. hm..it'll tk forever cos i dun wish for it to end. heh heh..ok?" - 31 mar 22.03

"dearest bobosauraus dearie..happy one mth anniversary..i din expect myself to fall so deeply again..i love u wif my heart n soul, no one's gg to tk tt special feelin away fr me. i promise to tk care of u, walk tt aisle wif u. i love u lots dearie..*hug hug* (i set alarm to sms u, seems like u r one step faster than me..) i hope to go on many hols wif u to enjoy ur company..we're an everlasting couple..hor dearie hor.." - 01 april 00.12 [ bobosaurus came abt cos he always called me "bo-bo" as in "stupid".]

"i wun tk dem bk..i wun hav to cos im always siao for u..slpin a lil lesser to mark a memorable dae for us is worth it. muack muack to my bao bei.." - 01 april 00.19

"i hope u do tk into consideration de times we spent. like today i rushed to mit u cos i miss u. jus wanted to let u noe ur company is being appreciated. i wun wan to find another one cos i do love n appreciate u." - 04 april 3.41

"i dun wan to giv u up..if u choose to giv me up, i'll haf to wait for de dae u'll accept me again. cos u nv betrayed me..and my feelins r de strongest for u..its true.." - 04 april 3.47 [ thanks u dearie!!]

"i sweared nv to cry n b strong. i cld not. cos im on de verge of losing u. it hurts so much in my heart tt de only thg i can do is to cry." - 04 april 4.14 [ *hugs hugs*]

"thanks dear. it means a lot to me tt u've committed into tis r/s whole heartedly as i hav commit to u wif all my heart. im reali lucky to hv u as my love..u can kp tis sms too.. =) *big fat kiss and big big hug* muack muack..im off to bed now my bobosaurus.." - 04 april 22.47 [ yes! my chacha saurus!!]

"i love u..if u reali tink we're nt meant for each other, we'll nv b..hav faith n let us b tgt..i nv tout of being a dae wifout u..i cant change wad u tink but i wan to b wif u. de rest is up to u. i tried my best for us to survive..i tried to make u happy. i hope u tk into consideration wad ive done to make u happy n tt i cared." - 12 april 2.45

"im a bit shocked to hear it but my love remains firm. im happy u r honest wif me..i love u as hu u r..i understand now y my presence is needed constantly. i din noe u hav gone thru so much. im sorry dearie. i love u for hu u r..no matter wad history u hav..wo shi ai ni de.." - 13 april 1.30

"to me..clean is being honest wif me..im glad tt u r..i dun nid or wan any other gal except u. as ive said, i love u for hu u r..im nt jus a surface lover. history or no history..i love u..i hope u dun giv up cos im nt givin up.." - 13 april 1.35

"u r not de one at fault. ur ex was a jerk..dun giv me up.. i told u fr de start, im nt like any typical guys u tink..i hav no regrets starting tis love..and im not gg to quit bcos of ur past. i love de present u and de future we'll hold. dear, im not gg to let u go. we'll face things tgt as one love..pls believe me.." - 13 april 1.39 [ yea, we'll face things tgt! =)]

"baby ive nt regretted, ive stayed up all nite jus to hear fr u..i dun wish for an alt route. my feelins r strong..i wan to b wif u.." - 13 april 10.11 [ dearie stayed up all nite at my plc. i met him downstairs on de wae out]

"i wld doze off for half an hr each time..i dun wan to miss any sms fr u.. im ok..dear..i wan to cont tis love." - 13 april 10.14

"if im de gift, u r de ribbon. like de icing on de cake. u complete de whole package. one comes after another, no seperation allowed. heh heh :)" - 19 april 12.23 [ ok! tts a deal! hee!]

"baby..ive told u there's no way im letting u go..as for de 2 reasons, to me there's only one cos i believe n trust u. u'll nv cheat on me..u mean de world to me abby..hope after tis quarrel, u trust me tt anythg i may sae is jus to make our r/s better. n of cuz we're quite lucky abt de mata part. everythg happens for a reason..theres one tt doesnt nid a reason..and its..i love u..no reasons needed.. my hearts wif u.." - 22 april 2.53

"yes yes..dedicated to bobo..and cha cha only.. muack muack..i love u swt heart..i noe u love me too! *smiles* haha i found another rd block..heh heh.." - 22 april 3.03 [ dearie loves finding rd block, i dunno y! ha!]

"i heard it baby! i love u too! now im waiting for de train to cross! lol. reachin home le..dearie tk care wor..*kisses*" - 22 april 3.07

"its rainng men! haleluya..its raining men! amen..haha..i finally can walk home le. b4 tt i was lookin at our neo card, n i smiled wonderin wad did i do to deserve such a wonderful baby. thanks dear, u made my life so complete..i love u..miss u so bad..muackssss.." - 22 april 18.44 [ ha..tis msg simply made my heart melt]

"i love u, i wanna hug u now! i love u, i wanna hug u now! i love u, i wanna hug u now! i love u, i wanna hug u now! i love u! i wanan hug u now! i love u!!" - 25 april 12.01 [ dearie getting so high? lol.]

"ive been tryin to look for u for so long dear. u r my forever love baby.." - 26 april 12.05 [ de dae whr i had my interview, n he was late =(]

"ai wo bei zou, ru gou ni shou, ni bu ai wo. bu yao ting jian ni shuo chu kou, gei wo duo yi ge wen luan de ji hui. pls dear.." - 26 april 12.40

"it makes me feel better after accompanying u. i wan to spend time wif u too! i'll b ok after some rest. u dun worry..u giv me kisses can le! heh heh!" - 26 april 20.14 [ felt kinda bad having dearie to send me home always.. tired tired..]

"if u giv me time to prove, i'll show u tt all i wan is ur heart. i understand u hav ur past to overcome." - 30 april 2.49 [ dun tk my heart! i'll die! hee..]

"dear..rmb im here to walk u thru it..de past does not change de person u r..de future will. ive accepted it n u noe im committed. tk care..im always a call away." - 30 april 2.55

"i'll b by de fone..jus b reminded of me. de person hu loves n does not demand it. im here for u. heart aches to noe u r cryin. *hug*" - 30 april 3.03

"baby..ni jiu shi wo de wei yi, du zi dui zhe dian hua shuo wo ai ni..wo zhen de ai ni.. hope tis song cheers u up!" - 30 april 11.15 [ thanks my baby!!]

"im glad tt u r happy n u enjoyed urself. unhappy times r unavoidable but we'll pull thru tgt..love u lots baby. its ok to b tired. tk a gd rest wor." - 1 may 3.06

"baby i jus gt home. lets make de rest of our journey a smooth sailing one. wan an baby..muack muack!" - 1 may 3.15

"theres a first time for everythg sugar..but im de last..last guy u'll marry..but of cuz i'll also b de first..and also de only one.." - 2 may 3.31

"but i love u for hu u r..and no one's gg to change tt fact.." - 2 may 18.00 [ ok!! promise!!]

"wo ai de ni, rang wo kan jian hai de mei li..liu xia jiao ying, yong sha zi zhuang shang yi ping hui :)" - 3 may 13.36

"i'll jus let u noe tis is de only r/s tt de feelins were mutual. it stands out more than de traditional wae of getting tgt..it means a lot to me..tk care dear." - 3 may 23.02 [ ha! i was complaining! cos we both realise tt dearie din exactly 'chase' me like how other guys wld. lol. it jus happened, so naturally. lol. *blush*]

"dear slp tite, u'll feel better tmr..im by ur side wen u nid me..n tt she is no longer of my concern." - 4 may 2.27

"baby i havent slp..been missing n tinkin abt u alot..at tis early hr, hope u r slpin well..*whispers to baby's ear* wo ai ni..wan an.." - 4 may 4.54 [ my baby's a night owl! lol]

"baby i reali appreciate de time n effort u put into de present..it'll b a very nice addition to my home..darlin..xie xie ni..*muack + hugs*" - 5 may 18.02 [ hee, dearie saw de cross stitch meant for him, even wen its not fully done. supposed to giv him b4 our HK trip, but forgetful me forgotten to giv him! *ah bish*]

"dear i jus reach home n finish unloading stuff..i reali love de shoppin n sight seeing..sorry if i was a bit hot tempered n tired at times. hope after tis trip, we'll learn a lot more abt each other. i love u dear..i'll buy u many bags wen we go japan nex time. muack muack..tk care baby.." - 10 may 1.39 [ jus gt bk fr our HK trip.. japan nex huh? hee]

"its not broken..it'll nv b..its mine..:)" - 12 may 2.41

"theres no hapiness wifout u..i nv wanted u to leave my side..de things i feel jus tel me u r de one i love.." - 22 may 2.41

"sugary replies to baby jac.. => ive received ur kisses, their sweet, n ur love so tender, i love u baby..muack.." - 27 mar 10.33

"i dun wan to lose u too baby..i noe things can b talked out n settled. i wan to work things out too..i love u baby.." - 30 may 21.55

"u mean lots to me too..i believe things wil get better soon. for now, u better get well soon. otherwise im feedin u stinko cough syrup. heh heh.." - 30 may 21.59 [ shitty high fever..!]

"wo ai ni..ai zhe ni..jiu xiang lao po ai tummy! haha.." - 31 may 13.47 [ hee, dearie send me tis msg while workin, made me luff so much! hee..]

"happy 3 mths anni my baby! i love u! muack muack..hope u r recoverin fast wor.." - 31 may 23.59 [ oops, u r early baby..1 more min to go! lol..]

"dun worry abt it wor..fr start till now, til forever, i nv n wun leave u..rest at ease..eat medicine den go orh orh a bit..*hugs*" - 1 june 20.17

"i promise to come out a healthy baby for my dear to cuddle me! i miss u too sugar..but it wil b very fast de.." - 9 june 23.59 [ de dae he left for de greens... sob!]

"u gt me for a lifetime wor. dun worry..i'll b strong ok..u r my strong gal rite? i'll b wif u soon soon de.." - 10 june 00.02 [ i'll try to b strong..sigh~]

"baby i jus had breakfast..i miss u so much..muack..hope u miss me too..i love u baby.." - 11 june 7.27

"baby im missing u so much too! been tinkin of u every nite..tk care of ur health my darlin..i'll b out soon.." - 12 june 12.39

"hey baby! i love u..i miss u so much..im gg for dinner after doin some push ups on my own. tk care k.." - 13 june 17.22

"somehow i knew u wld react tis wae. couldnt slp de whole nite. n its heart breakin to c u msg me tt. but i understand. i jus love u so much. " - 15 june 5.40

i hope tis entry surprises u baby? jus wanna let u noe, u r being missed! ah chew ah chew! hehe... :p

LOVE YOU!!

- jac