its frightening when a certain aspect of someone is identical to another, but to find that person is nothing like the other you were thinking of, relief..or a dissapointment?

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A day closer to the truth, the object of my fear

Chaos ridden from worrisome toils

What can be absolved from darkness yet to be unveiled?



Anticipation heightening

Resolve waiting

Myself, deteriorating



A day closer to the truth, the end of my fear

A beginning to loss,

Reflective images of still, covert, and reassured



Vacillating between adversaries,

expectations met

toiled moments bedridden in regret



A day closer to the truth, the child of my fear

Awakenings of perplexity

Toils to be hoped for to be understood



Accruing knowledge is skeptic: trustworthy, or no?

Decisions, cold from truth but warm to fear

Emotions deceive, minds merciless



A day closer to a lifetime

of truth

of fear

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But,



if this is the end, was there ever an beginning?






These are miracles made possible through notes

• Smashing Pumpkins - Perfect

• Smashing Pumpkins - Disarm

• Smashing Pumpkin - 1979

• Coldplay - Sparks

• Coldplay - High Speed

• Coldplay - Yellow

• Romantica - On My Mind

• Snow Patrol - You Could be happy

• Incubus - Television Show on Mute

• Psapp - Tricycle

• Air - Surfing on a Rocket

• Ken Oak - Masquerade

• Frou Frou - shh

• Frou Four - maddening shroud

•The Perishers - Nothing Like You & I

• ALBUM - Such Great Heights by The Postal Service

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he had managed to steal a surreptitious glance from her gaze and returned it back to her, causing her crimson cheeks to blush a violent red.
From this, she envisioned the life of the girlfriend blazoned by the kisses of the lovestruck man and experienced the vicarious thrill of what she believed to be such a fufulling life.

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