why do days start so well only to end this way?

Today it was said that Only by admitting our defeat and helplessness in this journey can He come in and save us for we alone are nothing without Him.

As a fellow fighter says At the end of the day, everyone feels as if no one is trying hard enough.

As least we know He does and will, and always prevails.

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d a h!

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im thinking of a time

when moments, as of right now,

ran cold and bitter inbetween

minutes of sweet esteem

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i must say. despite the tragedies and tears of last years, there was a warmth in me every night. It was like dark choclate, bitter and not whatd you expect from a savory looking morsel of chocolate, but it had its own richness and intricate details of being chocolate, just dark. This winter, is just winter.

I miss the joy that comes after sorrow. Not that i want things to be worse, but just things to feel more blissful. Yea, thats what it was, bliss. Bliss to walk into a presence thatd welcome you or, a presence thatd felt slient & awkward due to a hidden bliss. I'll guess i'll admit it, its not winter that i miss, its the moments from my memories.

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its frightening when a certain aspect of someone is identical to another, but to find that person is nothing like the other you were thinking of, relief..or a dissapointment?

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