grrrrrrrr jen is still so upset and i dunno what to do. i would help her if i could. and christmas is gonna suck. the one i love is in pennsylvania and i am in missouri. all i want is to be with him but it doesn't look like that is gonna happen.

Comment! (0) | Recommend!

o.O i love this song lying naked -- alone on the bathroom floor evacuating pain fear ... no MORE! -- and i can't get his scent off of me I. she wants to be messiah without the crucifixion she wants to fuck delilah without samsons intervention she wants to be a deity and rule us everyday and punish the whores of your wishgods and the martyrs that they slay she wants to see galaxies, all the planets and the stars she wants to be a fallen angel without their swollen scars [chorus] she's unclean unclean fillthee and i can't get his scent off of me II she wants to free the kingdumb and be worshipped by the earth she wants to be the prophet for 10 times whut she's worth she wants to break free from eve and leave them all behind to be born again in the thrill of sin & revive her dying mind she wants to stand & rape the king slaughter the daughter kill everything burn the world & let her soul be free & ignite the nebulas of eternity [chorus] [bridge] - don't touch me there - oooh i know your SCARED - kill the need in me - and i'll remain .... UNCLEAN!!! AND I CAN'T GET HIS SCENT OFF OF ME! NO! AND I CAN'T GET HIS SCENT OFF OF ME! WHY SHOULD I BE AFRAID? ITS NOT THE 1ST TIME EYE'VE TASTED PAIN!! RUN! RUN! AND I CAN'T GET HIS SCENT OFF OF ME! it is otep's fillthee. it is one of my favorite songs by them. i have it stuck in my head. well anyways, i am supposed to talk to bekka for jen. i dunno if i can. i want to kill her so much for hurting jen...no one deserves what she did to jen. i wish my joe would get online. i need to talk to someone. i need someone to help me and if anyone can, it is him. i love him so much. i am so glad that i didn't break up with him. he thinks that i don't need him, but i do. i have never needed or loved anyone till now. i have been a lone wolf. he is such a unique and beautiful person...that is what draws me to him.

Comment! (4) | Recommend!

BEKKA HOLT NEEDS TO FUCKING DIE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! oops sorry but it is the truth. jen loved her more than anything in this world but bekka didn't care and she is slowly killing jen. she has cheated on her several times...jen is so upset and she is suicidal right now...fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck...i have already had to go through a thing like this before. a guy, who i fell in love with, killed himself cause his gf told him that she was gonna cheat on him. he had been through so much...i never got to tell him that i loved him...

Comment! (2) | Recommend!

i'm am so bored right now. there is nothing to do here. i am listening to jack off jill's vivica. it is such a beautiful song and jessicka is such a fascinating and beautiful person. i love her music. i think my mom is gonna get me a scarling cd. yay!!! o.O some guy just told me that i am crazy hmmmm....well i dunno about that. my house is a war zone right now. it is insane. i wanna talk to my bf but he isn't online. i think he went to sleep. grrrrrr he is evil!!!!!!! he calls me a brat *pouts* i am not a brat. he said that i was a brat cause i wouldn't let him spank me. i don't wanna be spanked!!! i dunno why guys like to spank...i don't like hugs either but i let him hug me. i hug a few other people too. hehehehehe well i am gonna go now.

Comment! (0) | Recommend!