Whos got Bronchitus?? I doooo.....


If you have the opportunity I recommend buying a bird feeder and put it on your porch. There is something so wonderful watching the cutest birds to which I do not know their species and I watch them so bravely sit on my porch and hop, hop and flutter to and fro each morning and each evening.


Its wonderful... I am completely envious of birds... I think it must be fantastic to be a bird.. I would be a sparrow... or a Canary.... I like Sand Pipers to as they hop hop hop down the beach....

I want to be a bird of prey ... not a predator... Everyone wants to be on top, afraid to be eaten by something higher on the chain. Afraid to be weak in any way or fashion, but I don't thinks its weak to be prey its just the way things are. Sometimes things do die to allow another to live... I just want wings and to be able hop hop hop.....

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When I was little I use to get so tickled and excited about Girl Scout Cookie Time. As a girl I was committed to selling hundreds and hundreds. Why? Because its fun and everyone loves them and I know that everyone has a personal favorite.....

Its nostalgic these cookies and you can only get them once a year Between Jan 21 AND March 19....

I am an adult now, but I still get just as giddy selling them for my troopies as I did when I was a kid. Even though I get no incentives except that .68 out of 4.00 I still get terriably excited, because EVERYONE secretly has a box of thin mints or all abouts or even the Do-si-dos. That diabetic, that old man, your sister and father... Because no matter how constant the world around you changes their are something that remain the same and we all hold onto it..

Plus this year is VERY special to me because its my first year and my last year troop with my Troop here in CA and I want to go out and do something fantastic this year with them because they have given me more than they know and I want to show my appreciation. So we are going to Seaworld and do a Sleep-Over. It will be sooo great and I know the girls are going to be very excited and learn so many new and wonderful things.


Whats your Favorite???

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Started Adderall once again = no sleep. The first night I try to reintroduce Adderall is always an interesting one. Trying to sleep is like coming down from ectasy. You are all pumped and excited and the world is so wonderful and bright, but now your slightly depressed because your coming down....

The next day your sick and pissy from the lack of seratonin or in my adderal case lack of sleep.

Its a win lose type of situation. Whatever that means.

Angel informed me of a Rave happening on New Years. One. I don't do raves on new years.. its a tradition I began after being busted for drugs on New Years Eve back when I was 18. Two. I acctually have no interest in going anymore... That train has left and I feel very comfortable with the way my life is... Dull and Boring.. and I am very satisfied with that...

I asked Justin last night if he could renlist for one more year so that I could stay in California for my Girl Scout Troop. The one thing out of EVERYTHING in CA that I will miss is My Girl Scout Troop. BTW He Can't he would have to renlist for 4.

Bought my Tickets for A-KON 17!!!! Yea Baby!!!! : ) I am soooo excited... Ever since I fell in love with Anime I have always wanted to Cosplay soooo bad... I am a dork I know, but I look really cute and me in a cosplay outfit only means MORE CUTE!!!! : )

I have decided on the following:
English Dubbed Arami from Magical Shopping Arcade.
Rakka from Haibana RenMei
Mishima Reika from RahXephon. (maybe Quon if I am feeling of so brave, she does have that blackdress at the end that I think is supafly....)

They are easy costumes and Perfect for my personality and body type so it won't be a far stretch and I won't have to wear a wig (yuck!)

I am sooo excited.. I am going to be TOTTALLY dorky...

: )

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In my new state of awarness... I find myself staring at Brockterrian with the eyes of disbelief and as my mind continues to stammer like a broken record. "Crazy!" and "Bull Shit!" For those unaware of who or what Brock Terrian is exactly.... He is a man who comes into our store and continues to tell us that he is the Almighty God... Litterally... For the past months when he came in I entertained his fantasy as I find crazy people more entertaining than anyone else.. Today as I am more comfortable with my beliefs and such I found my mouth disobeying the rest of me and asking, "Brock. Are you a god of Christianity?" Brock stares at me and with out a skip he lets me know that "One hand is the star of david, the other hand is the cross (or eye or whatever). I am the god that brings Christians and Jews together." "Just wondering." I ask this because secretly I wanted to inform him that I do not believe in his image of god or anyones truely, but I didn't want to be a person who rubbed others faces in their beliefs like one who rubbs their dog's nose in their own feces. He then begins to inform me that when it comes to him becoming the one almighty over all that my husband and I and all christian will live greatly while "heathens" will not prosper at all... "But Brock... I'm Pagan." Shocked by such a exclamation he lets me know, "Well you know Christians and Pagans are basically the same thing... You know that right?" He began to rattle on and I because of my ADHD or maybe because I don't care can't remember much but began to try to compare who Christians and Pagans are basically the same thing because Christians have been worshiping a god with Blue Eyes and Blonde hair... (Though I have never seen pictures of god drawn like that) I dunno all the details... and how basically We are all worshipping him whether you worship a tree or a rock or a blonde hair blue eyed surfer guy...

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