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WHAT'S MY F***IN' NAME??  Someones_Muse Age. 36 Gender. Female Ethnicity. A European Medley! Location Radomyshl, Ukraine School. Seattle Pacific Univ » More info. Get Caught Up A Tweeting Twitter Twit, I am. Lovely Link List Cal-y
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I love Palm Springs because everyone is retired in my winter community and I can go natural in the hot tub :D:D Comment! (0) | Recommend! | Categories: Life [t], About Me [t] My Sad-iversary Sunday. 6.17.07 11:28 pm A year ago from yesterday, I met someone who would change my outlook on life. Someone who continues to infest, on average, 1/3 of my thoughts. Someone who may, or may not, be dead. To mark this momentous occasion, I lit some candles, put The Cure's "Anniversary" on repeat, and journaled like a maniac. Today, I listened to some Nine Inch Nails and ate cookie dough. More candles and journaling later, possibly. Happy Sad-iversary to me. Comment! (2) | Recommend! | Categories: Life [t] I miss you Wednesday. 3.14.07 4:37 pm I missed you NuTang... how could I have been away for so long?? First thing when finals week is over= post something cool. Over. Comment! (4) | Recommend! | Categories: Life [t] Sweet Refuge! Saturday. 5.5.07 10:06 pm Do you want to hear a really bad idea? A really exceedingly bad idea? Ok, then listen to this first. My best friend is one of the flakiest people I know. This kind of leads me to wonder why she is my best friend in the first place... but that is a subject for another time. Anyway, we were going to move in together next year to save money, since our schools are fairly close to one another, but she couldn't (or didn't want to) commit. Alright, I shouldn't blame her. I was, in fact, putting on a lot of pressure, and I'm not surprised that she cracked. Either way, we will not be getting an apartment together. Since I'm going to be a senior, I don't really want to live in the dorms anymore, nor do I want to be placed with random people in an on-campus apartment, which means I need to find a roommate, right? Enter my friend Matt, who will be moving to Seattle next fall, and who will also be needing a roommate. He suggests we find a place together. I accept. Here's where we get to the bad idea part. I have a big, huge, ridiculously inappropriate crush on dear Matthew... ...inappropriate because he kind of happens to have a girlfriend... ...who actually kind of happened to have introduced the two of us... ...because she would kind of happen to be a good friend of mine. Yeah. Reeeaaally bad idea. Matt+ gf  Matt+ me  How glad I am that none of the aforementioned people have Nutang... ah hahahaha! Now I can actually find some sanity! Comment! (2) | Recommend! | Categories: Life [t] I would be a terrible President... Sunday. 5.6.07 5:43 pm ... because I like to surround myself with people who tell me what I want to hear. I had lunch with my parents today so we could talk a little about what I'm going to do next year, living situation wise. They had some advice, but mostly they just want me to eliminate trying to move off-campus. And, of course, they won't even entertain the idea of me having a male roommate. What's kind of scary to me is how unwilling I am to look at other housing options besides moving in with Matt. I know it's a really, really, bad idea on so many levels, so why can't I just say so and move on? What is my problem? I think I would feel better saying no if at least his girlfriend thought it was a bad idea too, but nooo, she seems to be al for it! I don't know if she's trying to be supportive or if shes really that naive, but there's no way I'd let my boyfriend shack up with some chick unless they were related... Maybe I'll talk with her and see if I can figure out what's going through her head... But how do you even start that conversation? "I'm starting to think that moving in with your boyfriend is a bad idea." "Really, why?" Bam. There you go. I can't put my finger on exactly why living with a guy is a bad idea, except for potential sexual tension, which I feel perfectly able to handle. Oh, and that I don't have my chief financial backers' (read: parents) blessing. Maybe I'm just making this all too big in my head. Maybe "no" really is more simple than I think... Anyway, Im done trying to figure this all out. I'm going to take a nap :D **UPDATE** After taking a nap, working out, and taking a bath, all failed attempts to clear my head, I return to my computer to find a comment from Matt on crappy Myspace. "So are we set in september as far as rooming? Sure thing? Let me know. -Matt. " AHHH!! I decided to call him right then and there and rip off the bandaid. I am not a smooth person, but I think I managed to get off the hook fairly cleanly. However, instantly upon pressing the end button, a big huge wave of regret washed over me and I nearly called him right back to change my mind. Oh my gosh, I still feel like shit, and I have no clue why! I think it's my keen people pleasing instinct. Logically, I know he's not going to stop talking to me just because I dont want to be his roommate, but I sort of feel like I really let him down or something. I feel like this is exactly what my best friend did to me! Oh well! Now I have a new problem-- where the hell am I going to live next year?? More drama to come, I'm sure.  Comment! (2) | Recommend! | Categories: Life [t], About Me [t], Family [t] My Life Right Now= Tuesday. 5.8.07 1:05 pm  ...completely dominated by the IRI. Hopefully, the SPU librarians will hold strong against the USA PATRIOT act, or I'm toast. Actually, I'm thinking about doing graduate work in Middle Eastern Studies. Now, I just have to find a school that teaches Farsi and NOT suicide bombing techniques and I'm golden. PS-- I hate all of you on the semester system who are done with school right now. Hate. You. Comment! (2) | Recommend! | Categories: Life [t], About Me [t] |
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