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Saturday. 8.23.03 5:16 pm

I'm listening to DJ Spiller, and you know what that means! I'm feeling funkalicious. Oh yeah... Today I was in this ghetto Family Fun parade my city has every year before school starts. I got to dress up like a nerd and wave like Miss America! wooo fun fun... NOT... and THEN I *get* to walk all the way home... and let me tell you, it's not a beautiful day in my neighborhood... hee hee I forgot to tell you what happened yesterday... I went to Wild Waves! which ordinarily would suck like crazy (and it kinda did)... but my brother streaked! WOO hahaha... not like he really understands whats wrong with it, he has Downs Syndrome. But it was still funny as hell looking back... my mom screaming and running (or waddling rather) out of the wave pool to put a towel around him... ah good times ~much love

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I would be a terrible President...

Sunday. 5.6.07 5:43 pm

... because I like to surround myself with people who tell me what I want to hear.

I had lunch with my parents today so we could talk a little about what I'm going to do next year, living situation wise. They had some advice, but mostly they just want me to eliminate trying to move off-campus. And, of course, they won't even entertain the idea of me having a male roommate.

What's kind of scary to me is how unwilling I am to look at other housing options besides moving in with Matt. I know it's a really, really, bad idea on so many levels, so why can't I just say so and move on? What is my problem?

I think I would feel better saying no if at least his girlfriend thought it was a bad idea too, but nooo, she seems to be al for it! I don't know if she's trying to be supportive or if shes really that naive, but there's no way I'd let my boyfriend shack up with some chick unless they were related... Maybe I'll talk with her and see if I can figure out what's going through her head...

But how do you even start that conversation?

"I'm starting to think that moving in with your boyfriend is a bad idea."

"Really, why?"

Bam. There you go. I can't put my finger on exactly why living with a guy is a bad idea, except for potential sexual tension, which I feel perfectly able to handle. Oh, and that I don't have my chief financial backers' (read: parents) blessing.

Maybe I'm just making this all too big in my head. Maybe "no" really is more simple than I think...

Anyway, Im done trying to figure this all out. I'm going to take a nap :D

**UPDATE**
After taking a nap, working out, and taking a bath, all failed attempts to clear my head, I return to my computer to find a comment from Matt on crappy Myspace.

"So are we set in september as far as rooming? Sure thing? Let me know.

-Matt. "

AHHH!! I decided to call him right then and there and rip off the bandaid. I am not a smooth person, but I think I managed to get off the hook fairly cleanly. However, instantly upon pressing the end button, a big huge wave of regret washed over me and I nearly called him right back to change my mind. Oh my gosh, I still feel like shit, and I have no clue why! I think it's my keen people pleasing instinct. Logically, I know he's not going to stop talking to me just because I dont want to be his roommate, but I sort of feel like I really let him down or something. I feel like this is exactly what my best friend did to me!

Oh well! Now I have a new problem-- where the hell am I going to live next year?? More drama to come, I'm sure.

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Mirrored Events

Saturday. 5.19.07 10:30 pm

So, two days in a row now I've gotten to get pretty. Last night was Ashton Ball at the W Hotel in Downtown Seattle. QUITE the posh locale, let me tell you. Too bad it was so damn hard to find. Yeah, I've lived in the Seattle area all my life, and I got lost (after circling the city for nigh on a half an hour looking for free parking-- just like a true Seattleite).

Anyway, the event itself was kind of dumb. I got to see some of my friends, sure, but none of my really good friends came... and it was just a touch awkward. Long story short, I came an hour late and I left an hour early. Still, I'm glad I went, if only to say that I did... and because I got to look gorgeous.

This afternoon was my oldest cousin Jeff's wedding. It was a beautiful ceremony, despite the kelly green bridesmaids' dresses. There was a pretty hilarious moment when the unity candle wouldn't light... we all like to pretend that means something.

I was getting pretty choked up (maybe just hormones n_n). This was like... the gateway marriage. He's cousin #1, and I'm cousin #5... which means I still have plenty of time before the pressure gets put on me, but it just made me feel kind of old.

That and, I just kept thinking about how different it's going to be at Reimer family Christmas this year. Somehow, he won't seem as young and fun from now on... he won't sit at the kids table anymore (ok... so I haven't been relegated to the kids table since I was eight... but you get my drift).

Oh, and I also kept thinking about how close I got to being the first cousin to get married. Yikes. Now I really want to get married so I can join the adult table too!

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I Can't Get No Sleep

Monday. 7.2.07 5:01 am

Well NuTang, it's 2am here in the West, and I have foregone my bed, dragging blankie and bear into the house to see if I don't fare better on the couch. I don't think I will, though. There are just too many things to think about.

For one thing, my family is going on vacation without me tomorrow, and my laptop will be going with them. It's like my comp is going to preschool for the first time. I'm worried she'll catch a cold, or that somebody won't be nice to her, and she'll never be the same again. I have trust issues anyway.

It's also not a great feeling that I will be going without high-speed Internet for five days. And I won't have my iTunes account. And I won't have most of my pictures to play with. And I won't have The Sims 2. Oh Christ, what have I gotten myself into.

Oh well, I will have a car while they're gone, and a whole house to myself. Maybe I'll invite Flakey BFF and her brother over. That's what I did last summer when my parents left me for three days. We went down to the pool with their little sister and her little friend, then we made dinner together and pretended to be a nice, nuclear family. I think all future families should have two moms and a dad.

It's going to be so weird though, because I will be all by myself on the fourth. I could just invite myself to somebody's BBQ, but the truth is I really don't care. Independence Day isn't a big deal to me. I'm not proud of this country, or it's heritage. Don't get me wrong, I love the freedoms I have here, and I realize that I could not find them anywhere else in the world. But you don't have to like something to apreciate it's value, in my mind.

Put simply, I pay all of my taxes, I try to live Green, and I vote, which is more than many proud Americans do. I don't owe this country or government any other damn thing.

Ironicly, I am a political science major, and I will probably be working for the US government in a few years. Add to that, I have the Gov't Employee's Healthcare. Hey Uncle Sam, your dental package SUCKS.

But you know what else? I'm a walking contradiction anyway. So there. Look at my teddy.