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Sunday. 5.6.07 5:43 pm
... because I like to surround myself with people who tell me what I want to hear.

I had lunch with my parents today so we could talk a little about what I'm going to do next year, living situation wise. They had some advice, but mostly they just want me to eliminate trying to move off-campus. And, of course, they won't even entertain the idea of me having a male roommate.

What's kind of scary to me is how unwilling I am to look at other housing options besides moving in with Matt. I know it's a really, really, bad idea on so many levels, so why can't I just say so and move on? What is my problem?

I think I would feel better saying no if at least his girlfriend thought it was a bad idea too, but nooo, she seems to be al for it! I don't know if she's trying to be supportive or if shes really that naive, but there's no way I'd let my boyfriend shack up with some chick unless they were related... Maybe I'll talk with her and see if I can figure out what's going through her head...

But how do you even start that conversation?

"I'm starting to think that moving in with your boyfriend is a bad idea."

"Really, why?"

Bam. There you go. I can't put my finger on exactly why living with a guy is a bad idea, except for potential sexual tension, which I feel perfectly able to handle. Oh, and that I don't have my chief financial backers' (read: parents) blessing.

Maybe I'm just making this all too big in my head. Maybe "no" really is more simple than I think...

Anyway, Im done trying to figure this all out. I'm going to take a nap :D

**UPDATE**
After taking a nap, working out, and taking a bath, all failed attempts to clear my head, I return to my computer to find a comment from Matt on crappy Myspace.

"So are we set in september as far as rooming? Sure thing? Let me know.

-Matt. "

AHHH!! I decided to call him right then and there and rip off the bandaid. I am not a smooth person, but I think I managed to get off the hook fairly cleanly. However, instantly upon pressing the end button, a big huge wave of regret washed over me and I nearly called him right back to change my mind. Oh my gosh, I still feel like shit, and I have no clue why! I think it's my keen people pleasing instinct. Logically, I know he's not going to stop talking to me just because I dont want to be his roommate, but I sort of feel like I really let him down or something. I feel like this is exactly what my best friend did to me!

Oh well! Now I have a new problem-- where the hell am I going to live next year?? More drama to come, I'm sure.

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2 Comments.


Why can't he just move in with her instead of you?
» Dilated on 2007-05-06 06:58:28

They don't believe in living together before marriage... too much temptation. Plus, she's only a Sophomore next year, so she's not allowed to live off-campus.
» Someones_Muse on 2007-05-06 08:57:14

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