So neone interested in hearing the results from the bet that i had wit cody? well lets just say that um... we TIED... we have the same score... HOW THE HELL DID CODY HAVE THE SAME SCORE AS ME?!? only god would no... so yea we both have to do the bet... so he hugged ms.stahl... it was... um... a kodak moment... actually it was funny like hell... haha afterwards he said that he could barely get his arm all around her... haha and that her neck was sweaty... **puke** **shudders**

then during lunch cory got my # so he can call me and we can go on that date... so i can settle my end of the deal... well i really dont mind that i have to go on a date wit cory... he seems like a nice guy... and since it would only be a friend date... it would be the perfect oppurtunity for me to get to no him better... thats a thought right...?

now theres another guy that likes me... or at least his friend says that he does... and hes pretty nice too... maybe i should get to no him better too... and wen i say get to no him better i mean by talkin... so if any sick minds out there thought that i meant something else... then ew... shame on u!

wat can i say? single life suits me well... lol

hm... cory hasnt called me yet.. do guys always let girls wait out like this? well he just got my # yesterday... hm... maybe it would be better if i log off the internet so he can actually call me... i have dial-up and one fone line... **sigh** i hate dial-up...

later.

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Can that dress get any shorter?!?! geez!!! am i playful? hm... i wonder...

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Hm... I just finished a butt load of hw and now finding that there's nothing to do... and BORED out of my mind
Potentially right now I have a choice of hooking up wit 2 people... maybe 3... but that one's kinda taken... but the thing is i don't no anything about them... people are just tryin to hook me up wit them because they found out that those guys are interested in me... CAN'T U SEE THAT I'M TRYIN TO STAY SINGLE!?!?!
My friend Cody and I are havin a bet... on our last driver's ed test that we have each day on our review chapters... whoever has the lower score has to do something... if i have a lower score i have to go on a date (a "friendly" date) wit his friend cory... if HE has a lower score then he has to go and hug our English teacher... (whos fat and ugly...) we'll find out the scores 2morrow wen the test are passed bak... heehee.. so im gonna tell ya who's gonna win this bet.. ME!!!

My first drive is gonna be this friday... im scared... wat if i fail? i've only been practicing like 3 times.. the first time i almost hit a mailbox.. the second time i almost hit a MOVING car... and the third time i almost hit a tree ... if i hit anything on my drive im gonna fail that frive for sure... sad... and cody was talkin about coming along to watch... he'll make me nervous!!! that poop...

Finals are coming up next week.. which sucks ass ... ive been studying like CRAZY!!! ... ok so i really havent been studying.. but i DID do a lot of hw... even if i waited till the last minute... PROCRASTINATION sucks!!! but i find myself in the end procrastinate anyways... haha

anywho gotta go paly final fantasy now.. since it's like 11pm... and i have to go to bed at 11:30... and i love final fantasy muahaha

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I'm starting to find the bright sides to things... seriously... single life is fun... i thought that i can't see the "prospect" of being single... but then, with the single life you can do things that you can't with a boyfriend...
for example... you can flirt with A LOT of guys... situationlike on friday... i was walked home by three guys... now ure thinking wat's girl like me walking home wit three guys? answer: it happens... haha... wen i was goin out wit someone theres no way possible i could flirt wit guys... but now i can "openly" do it...
BUT theres also a bad side to being single... for example u don't have the special someone where u can just talk to anymore, that special someone u no that are urs... u lose that sense of being taken... that can be a good feeling... solution who says u need a boyfriend to have those kind of feelings? all u need are ur friends... and i have them right here... (not RIGHT HERE per say... o u no wat i mean) but yes i am lucky and realized that my friends will always be there for me... through the good and the bad and will always help me to get through things... example like on thursday... i wasnt up to the best of my moods... but i have people there to pick me right up... and create some "distractions" wen i needed it...
to those people... thank u guys very much... its moments like this that make me realize how lucky i am to have friends like u guys...

So to sum it all up... maybe i shouldnt mourn on it... and instead look to the bright sides of things... so wat if i still have some feelings for that person? as long as they're happy... i'm happy... and as long as my friend's happy too then im happy... who i am to stop uncontrollable feelings? better then to forgive and forget because after all i AM only 15... and i still have a lifetime ahead of me for heartbreak and relationships... who says that those things have to end now?

and yes... nina is on the prowl again since she's single... cute guys... u better watch out... esp. that adam brody on O.C... DAMN! hes HOT!

later.

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I didnt no my poems were THAT depressing i wouldnt want to be responsible for any suicides that occur during which u guys read my poems... heehee

Anywho theres this poem that i read at Alex's site (which she wrote) i thought it was VERY good so i added that in the reading section as well

Things in my life are pretty hectic and consufusing and depressing right now... i guess that's why my poems are depressing

yea... so my entries are gonna either depressing or over the top weird... or... just so happy and hyper... so bear wit me...i express my depression by bein "too" happy or just hiding it... so yea bear wit me guys... i'll get over that phase soon

later.

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I took advice from someone and now i've posted some of my so-called poetry in the reading section thingamajig... so yea.. theyre not the best... but hey i tried...

I not very good at makin up titles... so i just number them... but if u guys have any ideas... tell me okies?

much love from nina!

later.

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It's weird how in one day you can go through 20 different emotions... and finding everything ironic...

u wake up one morning in excitement and anticipation to get to skool so u can see someone who u've been missing... then u go to skool through anxiety as u wait for that one moment wen u get to see that person and talk to them... then u walk in and saw their face... and ur heart lights up and smile upon ur face... then wen u get to talk to them u can clearly see that something is up and that there's something wrong wit them... tho they wont tell u wat it is... then u spend the next hour in frustration and paranoia... wondering wat in the world could be wrong... then as u hope for the best while he walks u home u wait again in anticipation... it the worst thing.. the most unpredictable thing happenned... then u feel SHITTY!!!

Its ironic how for the 2nd time u try to open up and for the 2nd time it jumps up and bite u in the face...

Another ironic thing... the best poem that ive ever read could've prepared me for wat was about to happen... but only i read too late... but still it didnt kill the quality of the poem... i love it anyways...

im sorry for killing you
if i could take the pain away
i promise i'd take two
i would dive for that bullet
i hope that you know it
im sorry for cutting you
my knife was sharper than i thought
im sorry for leading you
the lack of sensitivity
i'll serve a life sentence
i cant forget what i did
i cant forget what i did to you
i'll leave if you need it
but i'll never forget what you meant to me
we were the best team
we were the last team
im lying to myself
in hopes of forgetting you
im dying by myself
in hopes of pleasing you
i'd dive for that bullet
i hope that you know it
i'd give a lifetime to be with you now
i hope you can die with me tomorrow
i hope you can live with me today

we talked it over... its all good now... but watever happens we'll always be friends...

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