My avatar*s now a poorly drawn duck by Morpheus I remember my old avatar was an animated gif of the falling code from the matrix. The mid 2000s were wild 😂 (also yes, I drew this myself)
C is for cookie by thaitanic That’s good enough for me
by AmbyrJayde I like to show up every once in a while to see what everyone is up to
Great to see that! my browser by CPKviperpheonix treats every blog including my own like it*s a unsafe page so finding it hard to explore around currently tho
by randomjunk Hi CPK! Not a lot of people still here, but I still hang around haha.
Well, hello everyone! by CPKviperpheonix Hope everyone is doing good, nice to see familiar faces still hanging around
well ifound out yesterday that the guys [the guy ive been talking about i nthe previous blogs] girlfriend doesnt like me! well i found out that answer!
i mean like i recently got switched to a seat near one of her riends and i tried being nice and saying hi or just talk in general and she's all " oh.. yeah..." i know she's nice but like she acts different around me but act all fine around my friend erika [friends] .. sooo yeha
even when i try saying hi to tina [the gf] she ignores me.or she like waves but doesnt even look at me. and i thought wow.. what did i do. but then i found out that she hates me because the "guy" liked me before he ever liked her. thats not MY fault!! for now. i'll just be nice to her
SO i have a best friend that is a guy.
and well, ive liked him before but i forced myself not to like him... and now i dont know and im confused.
he has a gril friend and yet i talk to him on the phone almost every night until 1 the next morning,:
ive told him i loved him once [i love all my friends] he said it back
he really cares about me
i think about times when i feel like crap so much that if i died id just feel better in a way. and that scared him when i said that. he wrote me a text message that bsically said he would be so lost if i were gone and that im the closest one to his heart. and he question his reason or living.
today i found out that my other friend ,thats a guy, likes me. it sucks that i cant just be friends with a guy. just casue im your friend doesnt mean i want to hook up with you. anyway, sooo my best friend guy sad that i flirt when i talk to guys but i talk to everyone like that! if you're a teacher, friend , boy , girl. whatever! and now i just cant stop thinking baout my friend. im confused... really confussedd