Yes. I am freaked about school coming up &me, not being ready because my mother went to the casino instead of going shopping my me &my sister. I know that I went out a lot this summer, which is one of the reasons why I didn't get to go shopping earlier, but it's not my fault that I wanted to use my summer to be with my friends &have fun. It's not my fault that I'm growing up &don't choose family over friends all the time anymore. It's not my fault that school is hiking up my ass continuously reminding me to get ready or else I won't have a good first impression on my teachers. And it's not my fault that I get moody whether or NOT I'm on my period, God dammit.

Today was a great day, but knowing that my mom went to the casino without even telling me (once again) pissed the fcuking shit out of me. I really don't want to have to end up yelling curse words at her because she drove me to the edge. Same goes for anybody else, because even though I have a bad temper and get mad easily, that doesn't mean I don't have a heart. UGH. I know I probably sound selfish &all that other crap, but it's just how I feel, &from my point of view at this point of this situation. Tomorrow, I might have a completely different outlook on it all. &most likely, I fcuking will. Haha. Now.. I feel better after letting it out.

Hm. A lot of people could probably save a lot of $$$ from therapy if they just wrote down their feelings. Works for me just great. ;)))

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We're (KMT) hoping that Chaz &Xernan can come over tomorrow on short notice. I love short notices when I can pull them off. I feel like I can do anything.

Today's practice was great. Laura said something like the following: "Wow, you guys are great! You two (Kimi &me) were fantastic! Elena! LOOK AT HER!! You guys improved so much!" Well, I don't know, I was kind of busy laughing. But yes, Elena's mom said so, too. But.. you know, I don't know. I don't think we improved that much; but that's probably because I'm one of the ones playing. Oh yeah, Sean came over today, too. We thought he wouldn't, since he cussed his mom out the other day (big no-no )..

I like school shopping. I wish that school were over now. Haha. It hasn't even started. I think I'm gonna regret that when I get old. Sigh.. Oh well. it's always spur of the moment feelings with me, ya know? Well then.. off to whatevs. BYEE.

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I have a tan from waiting in the hot fcuking sun during registration. POed to the extreme, I am. Gad, it really sucks. I have three layers on my arms now. Beige-Yellow --> Tan-Yellow --> Brown-Yellow. Damn. And I have PE 6th periof with Ms. Wade, God dammit. I'm not hearing good things. I'm not feeling good things. 1st semester is gonna blow..

Okay.. anyways, we finally have practice today. Elena &Kimi came by yesterday afternoon, but it was only for a couple minutes. And.. once again, the dogs broke in when they doorbelled. It's crazy! Whenever Laura or Elena or Kimi or whoever of my friends comes over, the dogs break loose into the house so I have to get ahold of them and try to open the door at the same time <-- not a simple task. Anyway, here's my schedule.

Schedule.
Per 1 || Hnrs Phys 1 (P) - Duncan Y - Room 411
Per 2 || Hon Geom 1 (P) - Frazier - Room B-34
Per 3 || English 1 Cl (P) - Graham - Room 214
Per 4 || Pre-Eng &Des 1 (Tech Core) - Wheeler - Room 604
Per 5 || Filip 1 (P) - Idos S - Room P102
Per 6 || Phys Ed Mlvl Y - Collier-Wade - Gym

Someone tell me they have the same Filipino period as me. PLEASE. I don't want to be the loner who sits in the front. Boo hoo..

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Oh shit. Gotta go now. Blog later, haha. ;)))

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Yes, the three-day sabbatical at Kimi's house starts today. Hmm.. what were the details? Oh yeah, well, actually I kinda forgot what I was supposed to say.. oh yeah. My dad wanted me to go to his house tomorrow and spend the weekedn there, but I didn't tell him that I was already busy this whole.. upcoming week. He always seems to choose the wrong times to want to spend time with me, &it kind of annoys me. Grr, he got a bit pissed that I didn't tell my sister about the other time we were supposed to go. I think that's why he kept pushing me to go THIS time. I just.. God help me.

Oh well. Feeling a bit better now. ;)

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Orientation was yesterday. I Yed it so much. I like someone.. It's a small crush, though. I don't really have a safe place to blog about it, though. Oh well.

Mr. Norman. I had a feeling he would be like a Dr. Logans, only not as preachy. Hmm.. my link leaders were cool. There goes: Francis, Heather, Darrell, &Jessica. The other links in my group were: Leilani, Caroline, Camille, Jen, (Jo-) Neil &Vincent. Haha, it was fun. Fun fun fun. Tiring, but fun fun fun. "I wanted a finger." "Shoo, forget that, I got 5 of them right here." Francis has funny stories. Hahaha, wrestling. "Pin me already!" Darrell is.. nice. ^^ Same with Heather &Jessica. "We're like your friends." "Are you saying that you're LIKE our friends, but you AREN'T our friends?!" Like, like like, like love. ROWR. I am a freshman at Morse High School. Go Tigers.

I don't know if I want to go to the pep rallies. Haha, mostly because freshmen.. suck. Not really, but you know. It'll be intimidating, cos´ you know, the juniors &seniors (especially) will be in humunga dunga giganto groups screaming their lungs out &there will only be a couple of freshmen. But Heather said she would get mad if we didn't show up so EEE. Mmk, off to blog at my pitas. Ciao.

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