AHUHK.

I like someone. Actually.. 3 someones. But, more competition between two of them. Ack ack. This really sucks. I wish I could just post it somewhere, but I've already exposed myself. How incredibly unfortunate..

I feel like crying because I know he doesn't know. Damn emo..

Today I made you a mix tape
and I decorated it with lots of stars.
It had all my favorite songs.
There was jawbreaker and armchair martain
built to spill and the descendents.
Hell I even put one of ours on it.

Falling for you was the easy thing to do.
If only somehow I could make you hang around.

Today I made you a mix tape
to say exactly how I feel inside
and make you feel it to.
These are the songs that make me smile
and cry myself to sleep at night
when I'm lying without you.

I love you more than I ever loved anyone before.
Hey silly boy I'm begging you.

All of these songs, they remind me of you
I hope that you like this song.

Did you ever listen to the words and melody?
Do you feel the pain inside?
The way that it hurts me?
When you're in your room at night
I hope you'll be singing along.
And make me a tape of your favorite songs.

Love me. :(

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Tiring. Spend the night at Talavera. It was alright. Cried a lot yesterday though. Nobody knows the trouble I've seen.

It's so hard. SO HARD. I hate emo. For real, you guys. Emo gets on my nerves. But it's something you can't help but feel. Damn. This is gay to the max extreme.

BLuStAr67 (9:44:29 PM): MOE feels EMO.

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Today was fairly alright at school. Kinda bitchy in the midst of it all. Actually.. more upset than bitchy. I'm too sore to be bitchy. And sad. Psh, whatever. I knew it wouldn't last, ne? He..

5th period is the only class I actually like. God help me. Oo, haven't heard this song since forever. TSL - The Ride, my gosh, I remember being hooked on this song for like a month a couple years ago. Hahaha, I feel super old. But when I go to school, I feel so small. It's like I don't matter. DAMN, I feel so emo &I hate it. Fcuk it, fcuk emo.

Kettlecorn comforts me.

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Reina. You faaaaaaaaanny. I don't think he's realized anything yet.. I have faith in ya, girl. ;) It's just that I find your situation to be funny to the extreeme.

Anyhmm.. Hon Phys sorta sucks cos´ our teacher is a bit slow.. We don't CARE about the name game! We don't LIKE the name game! You hear me?! I mean, she's pretty nice &all but.. damn, you know?

BLuStAr67 (8:19:50 PM): See, there's Ms. Duncan, Carolina, Dan, Melisa, Kimi, Regine, Arthur, Francis, Nathaniel, Manuel, Mervin, Reina, Robert, Richie, Leilani, Kyara, Debra, me, Iris, Jaimee, you, Marie, and Kyra (sp?)
BLuStAr67 (8:19:58 PM): And LaSalle
BLuStAr67 (8:20:06 PM): And.. Natalie
BLuStAr67 (8:20:08 PM): See?!
BLuStAr67 (8:20:09 PM): I remember
x nau wale no x (8:20:11 PM): Wow yer good
BLuStAr67 (8:20:29 PM): YOU SEE?!
BLuStAr67 (8:20:31 PM): hAHAHAHAHA
BLuStAr67 (8:20:36 PM): I feel crazed and deranged.

Really. I know everyone already. Not all PERSONALLY, but you know. I observe these kind of things. It takes up space in my brain, but you know. I can't help but remember them.

Joseph talked to me again. :) We even laughed together. :)) You know, it's not much, but it's nice.

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is kind of okay now that I think about it. It just feels like I'm suffocating in 6th period. Now I know what it's like.. It's fcuking shitty, I tell you. PE 6th period. I should've tried out for volleyball. My height is great, even though I'm shorter than a lot of people at school now. But yeah.. as long as I have people to talk to, even though it's like Marie, Iris &Corrine (pretty much all of whom I'm just starting to talk to now, even though we 'knew' each other before) to suffer with. And I think I'll become friends with Donna sooner or later. Probably later. She seems quiet, and kind of hard to approach. Or maybe it's just me.. Hm. S´okay, though.

Gotta go more school shopping later on at Staples. It's stupid how they don't give you the list of shat you need beforehand. But it's kind of okay, cos´ some people change schedules, so I guess s´okay.. Mmkah, gon´ go eat &shtuff. Haha, been talking to Earl &Danielle this whole time. WOOP WOOP!!

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.. came over today for practice with Jessica (Kimi's cousin &his girlfriend). When they were leaving, he said that he'd bring Chaz over. EEEEP! I made a noise when he said that (there aren't really any words to describe it, just that it's my noise) &he turned around and grinned at me. I felt like he had an advantage over me. I hope neither of them is reading this. Anyhmm, I don't want to tell any details. But, all I have to say is.. damn, that shit's whack.

I don't really feel like blogging. I'm dead beat. So tired.. When I got home, I felt so dirrty so off I went to take shower #2 of the day. And so.. showers (or when I'm in water) makes me sleepy. Yup; in a pool &all that, too. Gosh.. I got a couple tips from the Xernan for the bass. But it's hard for me to adjust. Ugh.. whatever. KMT practices Mondays, Wednesdays, &on Fridays whenever all (or at least three) of us are free. Ehh.. someone catch me before I fall.

Offroad map on CS is fun.

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