Going to Six Flags tomorrow with Jamie, Reina, Toni. Hopefully we'll bump into Abbie, too, ne?

Well. Stuff. I'm lazy. Just.. stuff. I skipped periods 1, 2 and a chunk of 3, which is probably apart of why I think today is such a wonderful day. OK, I'm too lazy to say anything else, copy + paste mode.

Yes. I stumbled upon this wonderful girl's domain & fell in love with her. Or, you know, her choice of paradigm, to be more precise. Change my paradigm within one hour's time and I'll love you forever. Oh the irony of it!

Quixotic; e tu, I have fallen in love with. I am a fallen repeated victim of the sort, and it makes me feel like such a fool. I can go on and tell you thanks. Thank you for curing me of my ridiculous obsession with love! But that would be a boldfaced lie. Because I haven't recovered from your cruel act. No, I haven't.

Incessant is what I am, and I am sad for it.

The above that you have (I'm assuming) just read is from my diary.

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Couldn't you have been better? I never loved you. Look at me. How am I to decide what love is & isn't with a single period of sensuality?

Happy Easter. Hahaha. Too bad I'm not five years younger so I could go egg-hunting in pure, guilt-free bliss. The good old days, eh?

//COPELAND - She Changes Your Mind

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Yeah, it's amazing how you can stumble upon straight-out strangers' online journals or weblogs, and you're able to relate completely to what they say. But, when it comes to the person you're currently infatuated with, everything just fades into a black hole.

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i never know what the hell i'm doing. well, i do know. but only when it's too late and it's been said. and i realize the weight of what was uttered. dates and times and circumstances come rushing back and it brings me to my knees. my entire body shudders. because, for one instant, that memory was brought to them is brought to me as well. because of me. and i can't stop shaking. or crying. i don't even know how to act anymore. what to do. what to say. or what not to do or say. it's as if certain people were given the handbook to life. and i was one of the people that god forgot to hand a copy to. not that if i had a copy i'd have read it anyway.
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I'd love to give credit for the previous passage to the following person, er, URL:
http://www.xanga.com/home.aspx?user=typewriterromances :)

For some of the things he writes about, it's exactly as if he took the thoughts from my mind and translated them into English wording.

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´Cause my heart is on the floor;
It's waiting to be crushed by you.
I wouldn't have it any other way.
Sit back & watch me scream your name,
So hurry kill me quick- no I won't scream in vain,
No I won't scream in vain, anymore.

I'm watching My Girl right now. Ha ha. These are the movies I grew up watching.. My Girl, Three Ninjas, Ladybugs. Etcetera, etcetera. I'm not up for another walk down memory lane.

San Diego is on a heatwave yet once again. I took the air conditioning at my dentist's for granted today. :/ Oh well. Supposedly, tomorrow will be cloudy in the AM and sunny in the PM. Boohoo for me and my 6th period PE. It's fun, don't get me wrong, with my group of friends, but I am in serious need of indoor activities rather than outdoor. Esp. when the sun is at its peak during the day. -_-

//MY AMERICAN HEART - Fate

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HAPPY BIRTHDAY, BRO.

You suck, but whatever. Hahaha. Sorry no gift, I offered you my only dollar, but you refused it. Your loss!

Stinky uber homework.

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AKA Sydney Carton. I believe that Leilani was right, and I am on my way to falling in love with yet another fictitious character.

Queer Eye is on. But I'm just not up for it, which is really rare. Today was, in fact, a really great day. We got our grades, and I'm sad that my GPA went down, but I should be grateful... right? My physics teacher is full of bs & ran out on one of her classes the other day. Sad, but honestly, her expectations are way too high for any student.

1. B- // E - HONORS PHYSICS
2. A // E - HONORS GEOMETRY
3. A // G - ENGLISH CLUSTER
4. A+// E - PRE-ENGINEERING (& Design)
5. A+// E - FILIPINO ONE/TWO
6. A // E - PHYSICAL EDUCATION

The B- in physics was originally a C+, but I don't know how it got changed. OH well. Once again, I should be grateful. But it's dumb because I'm rank 2 in my class. Rank 2 with a C+ (B-, whatever)? Ftw is that.

But yeah. Geometry, we had a grp quiz; went with Reina, Leilani & Debra. English, had an essay to write about octopus & squid (@_@). Pre-Engineering, I did most of my homework. I'm glad I finished my project muchos early. That helped me out a whole grip. ^^ Lunch, the pep rally was chool. Took many pictures and recorded the last part of the AIRBAND. "Fairytale" was the best methinks. Filipino, mostly writing... talked to Deerill & Darrell. Hahaha. Mm hmm. PE, ran ramps. Not so bad. Well. Yeah, it was, but I can say this now because I've done the running.

Afterschool, KAISAHAN. Celebrated Ginang's birthday some more, unexpectedly. Then practiced Singkil with Kimi, Maryl & Gray Anne. The fans piss me off. Haw haw. After afterschool. Watched "50 First Dates" with Kimi. 1st time for her, 2nd for me. Pretty good the 2nd time around, though. I wish I had a guy sweet enough to want to fall in love with me every day. But I don't know if I deserve that kind of guy... :

Got mad because my mom won't let me go to the show at Bubble Tea. Pissed off. I'm going out tomorrow no matter what. Jesus. I'm so sad. I feel like crying. Not really because of the show, but because I was supposed to go with my friend that I haven't spent time with since like forever. I'm really trying not to cuss and all that, but I'm so mad and sad. Frustration is kicking me in the ass.

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