Yes. I am freaked about school coming up &me, not being ready because my mother went to the casino instead of going shopping my me &my sister. I know that I went out a lot this summer, which is one of the reasons why I didn't get to go shopping earlier, but it's not my fault that I wanted to use my summer to be with my friends &have fun. It's not my fault that I'm growing up &don't choose family over friends all the time anymore. It's not my fault that school is hiking up my ass continuously reminding me to get ready or else I won't have a good first impression on my teachers. And it's not my fault that I get moody whether or NOT I'm on my period, God dammit.

Today was a great day, but knowing that my mom went to the casino without even telling me (once again) pissed the fcuking shit out of me. I really don't want to have to end up yelling curse words at her because she drove me to the edge. Same goes for anybody else, because even though I have a bad temper and get mad easily, that doesn't mean I don't have a heart. UGH. I know I probably sound selfish &all that other crap, but it's just how I feel, &from my point of view at this point of this situation. Tomorrow, I might have a completely different outlook on it all. &most likely, I fcuking will. Haha. Now.. I feel better after letting it out.

Hm. A lot of people could probably save a lot of $$$ from therapy if they just wrote down their feelings. Works for me just great. ;)))

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